I guess I am TOO free these days after the sales. But needa catch up all my homework which I've delay again and again. Ah well...somehow I am lazy of doing homework already, after having such a sweeeeettttt time for having all the excuse to hand in my homework late. And I am way far behind for class. especially add-maths. I just hate it when it comes to problem solving and those chapter review exercise. I just need to spend half hour for a question which right now, I don't really have the mood to do them. After having one month for not using my brain with these maths (copy jing dao's everytime, since YE kept me busy, I just dont have time to spend half hour for a question), and now I think my brain is rusting. Sigh....after sports day, I guess I will have more time then, that will be the time I sharpen my brain by doing all the exercises.
Anyway, Altho its free from YE, tonnes of homework in front of me, so gotta work hard on it. wish me luck! signing off.
Monday, April 28, 2008
You fill this up
I think I sorta solve the knot in my heart, accidently. It happened when I was way too tired to think right and msn right. It wasn't something nice to hear or nice to know about, but I am glad I was given the truth and the very true answer.
I understand it's hard for anyone to accept it, when you know that the bond which you often think is strong is suddenly broken. But I understand, the bond was fragile eversince a long time ago, perhaps a year ago. I don't feel surprise, it was under my expectation, and I would be more pissed if I was given a very fake answer just to cover things up, but thank god I was given a good reply. Instead of guessing all the time, now I've got an answer, altho it might not be something I want, but at least, I am prepared for the answer.
I think I've grown up. I can sorta contorl my emotional now. =) If it was the me 2 years back then, perhaps something more chaotic will happen. Maybe it will just take me more time to accept the fact.
p/s: I doubt any of you will understand this post XO. But it is not your business right? (wink)
I understand it's hard for anyone to accept it, when you know that the bond which you often think is strong is suddenly broken. But I understand, the bond was fragile eversince a long time ago, perhaps a year ago. I don't feel surprise, it was under my expectation, and I would be more pissed if I was given a very fake answer just to cover things up, but thank god I was given a good reply. Instead of guessing all the time, now I've got an answer, altho it might not be something I want, but at least, I am prepared for the answer.
I think I've grown up. I can sorta contorl my emotional now. =) If it was the me 2 years back then, perhaps something more chaotic will happen. Maybe it will just take me more time to accept the fact.
p/s: I doubt any of you will understand this post XO. But it is not your business right? (wink)
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Edrea's birthday in MV
after the marching competition me and jin went to Mid VAlley to celebrate my mui's birthday. Yea...we reached there and get her a present, and then walk around to find the others to give her a surprise. But at the end it was the others who found us. xD
Me and jin and zean shiung had lunch there, and then we walk around, tried to bowl, but full, tired to pool, underage, and dennis went home after doing nothing, pity him. then we walked to gardens, and then had a tea, and that's around 6pm d, so edrea went off, and me and jin oso went off, and I bought baskin robins' ice cream to eat before I left. xD
throughout the "MV trip" I was walking so damn slow man...like pulling my legs dragging them...and I keep finding a place to sit and sleep whenever I can find time. xD....so sesat la...ppl's birthday you go there to sleep....but couldn't help la, I was so damn freaking tired. I wonder how jin yee find so much energy to walk around and jump around and joke around, while I was like walking like a dead zombie...swt nia....
Me and jin and zean shiung had lunch there, and then we walk around, tried to bowl, but full, tired to pool, underage, and dennis went home after doing nothing, pity him. then we walked to gardens, and then had a tea, and that's around 6pm d, so edrea went off, and me and jin oso went off, and I bought baskin robins' ice cream to eat before I left. xD
throughout the "MV trip" I was walking so damn slow man...like pulling my legs dragging them...and I keep finding a place to sit and sleep whenever I can find time. xD....so sesat la...ppl's birthday you go there to sleep....but couldn't help la, I was so damn freaking tired. I wonder how jin yee find so much energy to walk around and jump around and joke around, while I was like walking like a dead zombie...swt nia....
prefects' marching...
after the YE sales, we reached school at around 3.30. Put the stuff back to pn phang's seat, and arrange them. Follow her to the office to check out a fax from amcham, a workshop for MD, operation and HR director on wed. sigh, means I will miss ungu practice for YE again, so guilty....
by the time I return to prefects room its around 3.50. Change and then rest a while, marching...but it started at 4.20 i think. and we march till 10pm, with a 7.30-8.00 dinner. time. means around 5 hour marching. cool eh?
next day, saturday was the competition. we just practice and practice during rest and intervals la. Altho we didn't win anything, but it's the first year we join eh, quite good d la. So next year we must at least win no.3, thats the target. Work hard everyone!
p/s: I've been standing from for YE sales, and then friday marching practice, and saturday marching competition, imagine how tired my poor legs will be, and that's not all....more tiring stuff for my legs are coming....
by the time I return to prefects room its around 3.50. Change and then rest a while, marching...but it started at 4.20 i think. and we march till 10pm, with a 7.30-8.00 dinner. time. means around 5 hour marching. cool eh?
next day, saturday was the competition. we just practice and practice during rest and intervals la. Altho we didn't win anything, but it's the first year we join eh, quite good d la. So next year we must at least win no.3, thats the target. Work hard everyone!
p/s: I've been standing from for YE sales, and then friday marching practice, and saturday marching competition, imagine how tired my poor legs will be, and that's not all....more tiring stuff for my legs are coming....
YE sales
in the morning,we took a bus, a school bus, small, very small, and according to pn phang is more than enough for the 27 of us, with a 30 seat bus. ok...brilliant. at the end we have not enough place to sit, because....PRODUCTS NEED A SEAT TOO!!! she didn't put that into account..brilliant...
We reach there about 8.40, and then we touch up our stuff and finish up what wasn't done. And set up our booth and start selling. I don't have much to talk about it. Just that it was a success, tho the process of production wasn't very satisfying. But it is the first sale, we learn from this sale and will be better next time. Overall, we have 1800 bucks in hand, will find out from finance what is the exact nett profit. But it will be 1k+ xD
We reach there about 8.40, and then we touch up our stuff and finish up what wasn't done. And set up our booth and start selling. I don't have much to talk about it. Just that it was a success, tho the process of production wasn't very satisfying. But it is the first sale, we learn from this sale and will be better next time. Overall, we have 1800 bucks in hand, will find out from finance what is the exact nett profit. But it will be 1k+ xD
Friday, April 25, 2008
Finally its over!
Finally the citibank sales is over, I am relieved! I just reached home at 10.20 and finished my bath and on9 now. Not gonna post about the sales right now, cause' I am super tired. and for all the marching squad prefects, THANK YOU a loads for staying back just for the 4 of us, the 4 very-troublesome-YE=prefect-member. Because we couldn't participate in the practice due to the sales, so everyone stay from 4pm to 10pm to practice. I am really touched, and at the same time very guilty and feel bad. I will ask YE to belanja you all makan if possible. xDD not guarantee yet, but I will pursuade them. once again thanks to all of you for bearing us the trouble we caused. thank you and sorry for the inconvinient caused.
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Found this on Choon Lim's blog
| What Saw Kai Boon Means |
 You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous. You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things. Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. |
I would say 70% is me and 30% isn't me.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
thx everyone
I am officially 16 now, getting older, but means now I can screw ppl with age 16 without worrying that I will get into jail (lolx). I feel old now...like an office worker that dont even have time to celebrate his birthday. but well, you guys celebrated for me anyway. hehe thx.
in bout 5 minutes time my birthday shall come to an end. thanks for everyone who wished me happy birthday. you guys rock! thx lily for being the first one to sms me 4.14 in the morning. xD. and thx my "twin brother" wei chun who is borned 2 hours later than me 16 years ago for wishing me a special happy birthday. thanks becca for your cookies =D, its nice. thanks yunghsin for getting the bday wishes from everyone for me. thanks zongyao for giving me your domino voucher, (altho we didn't manage to have domino as lunch) thanks jules, khai hoe, dik sheng and jinyee for belanjaing lunch. and and and thanks all prefects who wished me happy bday, and thanks all classmates and every single human being in the world who has made my birthday special. you guys really rock =)
someone asked me what is my dream birthday. hmm...not really have an idea. If you say *dream*, means I will really dream about it. ok...lets see...in a restaurant, a cake in front of me, or maybe a few cakes. and then...I dont want movies, I prefer to go sport games, badminton, bowling, swimming, basketball, in bkt jalil, or maybe can go to somewhere where I can play water like a child, I just like water! xD kinda lame, ok...I am not in a time to dream, cause I need to do the email blast thingy with the ICT now. lolx. anyway, thanks everyone again! love ya all!
in bout 5 minutes time my birthday shall come to an end. thanks for everyone who wished me happy birthday. you guys rock! thx lily for being the first one to sms me 4.14 in the morning. xD. and thx my "twin brother" wei chun who is borned 2 hours later than me 16 years ago for wishing me a special happy birthday. thanks becca for your cookies =D, its nice. thanks yunghsin for getting the bday wishes from everyone for me. thanks zongyao for giving me your domino voucher, (altho we didn't manage to have domino as lunch) thanks jules, khai hoe, dik sheng and jinyee for belanjaing lunch. and and and thanks all prefects who wished me happy bday, and thanks all classmates and every single human being in the world who has made my birthday special. you guys really rock =)
someone asked me what is my dream birthday. hmm...not really have an idea. If you say *dream*, means I will really dream about it. ok...lets see...in a restaurant, a cake in front of me, or maybe a few cakes. and then...I dont want movies, I prefer to go sport games, badminton, bowling, swimming, basketball, in bkt jalil, or maybe can go to somewhere where I can play water like a child, I just like water! xD kinda lame, ok...I am not in a time to dream, cause I need to do the email blast thingy with the ICT now. lolx. anyway, thanks everyone again! love ya all!
busy birthday
apparently my 16th birthday is...eventful. in the morning busy giving out the YE sales day parents informing letter to the members. and then duty for prefects. and then straight away go for ungu perbarisan. its fun, in a whole new environment. its with rumah, not prefects this time. I wonder when I was so dedicated to ungu. we started with the basics, with different command, mostly scouts'. part of them are still in the memory la (I used to be a scout, but quitted, forgot why d) anyway, when really comes to marching, I am still influenced by the prefects' way. come on la its 3 years marching prefects style, its in my blood. and especially when ungu is just beside prefects, more or less got influenced by the commands. like from baris to baris sedia i always forget to raise my leg (cause prefects just drag their left legs without raising)
then adrian volunteer to become the timer. its funny cause I think he doesn't really knows the timing of the marching commands, but yet he volunteer. (before that he asks is the timing for pusing kiri and pusing kanan different?) and he just started off with a loud voice ended with a voice which only he can hears. me and yao jie ganti him during marching, cause really cannot hear and ppl in front marched wrongly. but i think at the end i oso sore throat la (in the end i time myself, yaojie oso no voice d) but i think ppl at least can hear a bit, cause i standing in the middle. lolx.
then after 3 times raptai, recess!!! yay. and thx zongyao for your voucher. haha. then back to class. super tired...yawnz...almost sleep during moral and physics.
after school went out makan. and then back for YE till 4++ walk to amcorp at 5.15. and yea, I just noticed that I walk fast. In 30 minutes time, I returned to school, and I visited amcorp's candy stall and giant supermarket. cool right? and I think I've decided what to buy to put in the glass. (winks)
then stay in school and chit chat with khai hoe, while I continuously poking my finger with a needle when I was doing the mouse pad. kesian right?
and reach home at 7.30. eat bath and YEing till now. busy with the selling price and the photos for email blast. apparently my mom took the camera to bali so all the photos are in there and crap. so I gotta call ppl and get photo and then edit the photo with ladybird, since the one xinyi has is plain in colour, and yea...I PAINTED IT IN PHOTOSHOP. but it sucks. finally we decided that, we dun put ladybird photo. we put mysterious product. come check out at our booth. lolx. smart chee yong! he thought of the idea. cool right?
then adrian volunteer to become the timer. its funny cause I think he doesn't really knows the timing of the marching commands, but yet he volunteer. (before that he asks is the timing for pusing kiri and pusing kanan different?) and he just started off with a loud voice ended with a voice which only he can hears. me and yao jie ganti him during marching, cause really cannot hear and ppl in front marched wrongly. but i think at the end i oso sore throat la (in the end i time myself, yaojie oso no voice d) but i think ppl at least can hear a bit, cause i standing in the middle. lolx.
then after 3 times raptai, recess!!! yay. and thx zongyao for your voucher. haha. then back to class. super tired...yawnz...almost sleep during moral and physics.
after school went out makan. and then back for YE till 4++ walk to amcorp at 5.15. and yea, I just noticed that I walk fast. In 30 minutes time, I returned to school, and I visited amcorp's candy stall and giant supermarket. cool right? and I think I've decided what to buy to put in the glass. (winks)
then stay in school and chit chat with khai hoe, while I continuously poking my finger with a needle when I was doing the mouse pad. kesian right?
and reach home at 7.30. eat bath and YEing till now. busy with the selling price and the photos for email blast. apparently my mom took the camera to bali so all the photos are in there and crap. so I gotta call ppl and get photo and then edit the photo with ladybird, since the one xinyi has is plain in colour, and yea...I PAINTED IT IN PHOTOSHOP. but it sucks. finally we decided that, we dun put ladybird photo. we put mysterious product. come check out at our booth. lolx. smart chee yong! he thought of the idea. cool right?
Monday, April 21, 2008
HELP!!!!
gosh the sales is on this Friday, and yet we still have tonnes of stuff not done yet.
handphone decorations
- the only one done
glasses
- some ugly ones need to redo
- haven't get candies
- not sure we got the cover for cylindrical glasses or not, called lily but no reply
boxes
- dont know the progression
- dont know how many have we make
- GOSH!!!!
fragrance
-almost done, most probably 2morrow get it done (relief)
mouse pad
- Only made one ALMOST complete one (needs some gluing)
- 40++ more to produce
- Not sure we can use bilik jahitan or not
- Need to go home and do
mouse cover
- totally sesat
- dont even know if the prototype is the final prototype or not
- couldn't even find prashanth
ladybird
- not sure about the progression
- none done
- 10-20 half done (painted)
- haven't put up the memo holder
- haven't stick the mini ladybirds beside
others
- paper bags haven't get
- e-mail blast promotion not done
- packaging not done, don't even know what to use, hence haven't get materials to package
you see you see!!! I have only tuesday, wednesday and thursday left!!!! SCREEAAAMMMMSSSS!!!!
and yea, we need to open a bank account ASAP, but, all documents not done yet...AARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!
I feel very guilty to keep delaying my Ed-Board magazine front page layout. Altho Hui Ning says nobody has passed up, but still....I feel guilty. I tried to spare some time to make one, but everytime it is a failure. I made one, but totally a mess. Its like...I am rushing and finish it very quickly. I dont have the patience. Too many things to be acomplished, hence I wasn't able to focus. I just couldn't put away everything and spend 10 hours quietly to do it! I tried 3 times doing already, everytime I finish 1 layout in 1 hour, which is worse than a primary school standard stuff. gosh I feel so damn guilty. Because of YE I abandoned everything. Prefects' marching competition on Saturday, but I don't think I will be able to attend the last practice on Friday, damnit...its the sales....until 3.00pm....sigh....
handphone decorations
- the only one done
glasses
- some ugly ones need to redo
- haven't get candies
- not sure we got the cover for cylindrical glasses or not, called lily but no reply
boxes
- dont know the progression
- dont know how many have we make
- GOSH!!!!
fragrance
-almost done, most probably 2morrow get it done (relief)
mouse pad
- Only made one ALMOST complete one (needs some gluing)
- 40++ more to produce
- Not sure we can use bilik jahitan or not
- Need to go home and do
mouse cover
- totally sesat
- dont even know if the prototype is the final prototype or not
- couldn't even find prashanth
ladybird
- not sure about the progression
- none done
- 10-20 half done (painted)
- haven't put up the memo holder
- haven't stick the mini ladybirds beside
others
- paper bags haven't get
- e-mail blast promotion not done
- packaging not done, don't even know what to use, hence haven't get materials to package
you see you see!!! I have only tuesday, wednesday and thursday left!!!! SCREEAAAMMMMSSSS!!!!
and yea, we need to open a bank account ASAP, but, all documents not done yet...AARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!
I feel very guilty to keep delaying my Ed-Board magazine front page layout. Altho Hui Ning says nobody has passed up, but still....I feel guilty. I tried to spare some time to make one, but everytime it is a failure. I made one, but totally a mess. Its like...I am rushing and finish it very quickly. I dont have the patience. Too many things to be acomplished, hence I wasn't able to focus. I just couldn't put away everything and spend 10 hours quietly to do it! I tried 3 times doing already, everytime I finish 1 layout in 1 hour, which is worse than a primary school standard stuff. gosh I feel so damn guilty. Because of YE I abandoned everything. Prefects' marching competition on Saturday, but I don't think I will be able to attend the last practice on Friday, damnit...its the sales....until 3.00pm....sigh....
Friday, April 18, 2008
I got my new handphone
Yea, I got my new handphone. My mom was forced to buy me one, cause' her company's gonna take back the old one that was given to her, which is the Nokia 6610i I was using. Now I got a Sony Ericson K530i, I was expecting W660 or W610. Whatever.
I am not used to the buttons and functions. They are just...opposite to the nokia's. everytime I press ok becomes undo, go back becomes ok...weird la. nvm, will get used to it soon.
p/s: not showing off kay? there are peeps out there with N95 and still tell me N95 is practically useless for students. (glares)
I am not used to the buttons and functions. They are just...opposite to the nokia's. everytime I press ok becomes undo, go back becomes ok...weird la. nvm, will get used to it soon.
p/s: not showing off kay? there are peeps out there with N95 and still tell me N95 is practically useless for students. (glares)
sigh...
As what I posted yesterday, I need to cut myself into two. And today, I realise I have to cut myself into three...
on nexst thursday - YE sales briefing, prefects marching competition practice, now plus ungu hari sukan pembarisan practice
on Friday - YE sales, prefects marching competition practice and ungu pembarisan practice. They've made it compulsory for everyone to attend on friday for ungu.
sigh...my sales will end at 3pm, and by the time I reach school should be 3.30+? and the next day, which is saturday will have the marching competition. Even if I reach school I will be going for prefects marching practice, not ungu. but then I will miss the practice and the formation...sigh...
and today the integration program with CHS bentong, I feel weird. I was down, I was complaining that the event wasn't organised, but everything just seem right, except that the fact that the tour was messy, and the changing shirt was messy, the others are quite ok. I complain that the game wasn't suitable for everyone, since it is too boyish, but everyone enjoyed, thats the point. but why do I still feel not right? In school I blame it all on the committee for making this event unorganised, even blaming them for not confirming stuff with the LPS, but things aren't as easy as it is right? I am a head of YE, I know things do seem easy in theory, but in practical you face problems. Why why why!!??
I sit down, cool my brain, have a sleep. I realised: its my pride. Its not that I am not part of the organising committee, its the fact that, I was placed in a werid and embarassing position. I am the cameraman, when there is an event, I should be there. But, they said other than form5s and form4 organising committee, others can only join at 10.50. I am not the committee, I shouldn't come down at 8.45, but I am the cameraman, I think I should be there at 8.45. I confirmed with shin yee, shin yee said I was allowed to be there.
but as I thought it would be as easy as it is, things just don't turn up right. I mean, I can always forget about the responsibility and stay in class as a good boy, but the sense of responsibility of mine just wouldn't allow me. I feel responsible for the board to keep every single shot of memory. That's why I am down there at 8.45. But as I mentioned, I was placed in an embarassing position. I was there, but some form4s, I wouldn't pinpoint anyone, but they just give me a weird look, a look that seem to be: why are you here? I know I have been the spotlight of every single event by being able to run around freely as I like, and I was given many privelledges. Perhaps as we are all form4s, the sense of competition for the poses we will get in less than half year time is strong. We want to get as much spotlight as we want. Deny it if you want, but I know, many are ambitious, they just don't want to confess that they are.
Yes I feel very embarassing. I know it's my fault that I didn't confirm with the committees. But I thought, yes I thought, as long as I got shin yee's approval I shall be free to be there. But the look the form4s keep giving me just don't make me feel right. I feel very embarrassing, as if I am so perasan enough to call myself a committee and be there when there is only ppl who has the "qualification" can be there. People just keep throwing me the look: "why are you here, you aren't the committee" It was my fault for not confirming with them, but yet, its your fault too for not telling me that YOU DONT NEED A CAMERAMAN CALLED SAW KAI BOON THERE. If you can find substitution just tell me, so I don't have to be down there. But you didn't tell me, that makes me think that I should be there to take photos. But the look you guys are throwing at me just make me feel like I am an intruder and I shouldn't be there and I am so perasan to call myself a committee and I am so big-headed and perasan to think I am so important that I am the only one who can take photos. The fact is, I AM NOT! I know many can take photos. If you got someone else to hold the camera, tell me, so I dont have to be there like an idiot. If not, means I should be there, and stop throwing me those looks. Or if you totally DONT need a cameraman, tell me also, so I dont have to bear with your weird looks.
This really discourage me. And what make it worse is that people keep thinking I am down because I AM NOT PART OF THE COMMITTEE, or because the COMMITTEE DID NOT ADAPT MY IDEAS FOR THE GAMES. I have played my role, by giving them ideas, adapt it or not, its their business. I gave them a clear interpretion, playing this this this is not suitable for all because of whatsoever reason, playing this would be a good choice because of whatsoever reason. I DID NOT MAKE THEM TO ADAPT MY IDEA. take it or not, it's their business. I really feel discouraged. People just think about me in a so negative way. Am I that hateful? I just feel so discouraged, when the people you trust all the time suddenly just betray you and putting a hat with "power-crazy man" on your head. I DONT LIKE SPOTLIGHT, I DONT LIKE BEING THE CENTER OF ATTENTION. it just SUCK when people is keeping an eye for you trying to make sure you do everythign right. I just became the center of attention by ACCIDENT! I thought being a cameraman would be fun and thus I chose to be one last year, AND I SERIOUSLY NEVER THOUGHT OF BEING THE SPOTLIGHT OF EVERY EVENT.
for the whole day I was down. Perhaps it was the embarrasement that stop me from joining any group. What makes thing worse is that the head committee didn't even come to tell me that you should be in a group or what, like just totally ignoring me. again, I feel my existance there is not needed. YES ITS MY FAULT FOR BEING A SO-CALLED INTRUDER, but you dont have to be that mean right? AT LEAST TELL ME THAT I AM NOT NEEDED AND MY EXISTANCE IS UNNECESSARY, so i can stop being an EYESORE. It jsut discourage me. I dont feel like joining any activity of the day. I isolate myself. I just want to make sure I take all the photos right. I want to end something I started, and at least prove that I am doing my things since I am there. I want to prove that I wasn't there for just being a spotlight. This was all done unconciously. I didn't plan them. I just follow my heart, and I dont know yet, if this is the reason that causes me to isolate myself for the whole day. But the fact that I feel embarassing is true. I totally feel not right throughout the whole event.
I feel stupid. just a small mistake, jus the mistake of not confirming with the head of committee but the head prefect (they just sound the same, both are the heads, both can make decisions, just that I asked the wrong head at the wrong time) A small mistake that ruin my day, and it ruin my reputation, making everyone thinks I am power crazy like. BUT at least it is confirmed that, THOSE BUDDIES ARE JUST SO CALLED BUDDIES THAT COULDN'T EVEN TRUST YOU OR GIVE YOU SUPPORT. right, I see them clearly. Again and again I try to deny the fact that my friends are not trust worthy. Again and again they just left me alone when I need help, but I bare with that. BUT, BUT, today I see it clearly, in their mind I am just a POWER CRAZY MAN THAT IS HATED. they are just bunch of HYPOCRATES that pretend that they are your friend.
I am seriously dissapointed. This cut is just too deep. If thats what they think of me, no point of me being with them, a whole bunch of hypocrates. I will stay away from them from today onwards. I wouldn't mind what they say about me now, I will just be me, I will live on as I do, I have nothing to do with them ANYMORE.
on nexst thursday - YE sales briefing, prefects marching competition practice, now plus ungu hari sukan pembarisan practice
on Friday - YE sales, prefects marching competition practice and ungu pembarisan practice. They've made it compulsory for everyone to attend on friday for ungu.
sigh...my sales will end at 3pm, and by the time I reach school should be 3.30+? and the next day, which is saturday will have the marching competition. Even if I reach school I will be going for prefects marching practice, not ungu. but then I will miss the practice and the formation...sigh...
and today the integration program with CHS bentong, I feel weird. I was down, I was complaining that the event wasn't organised, but everything just seem right, except that the fact that the tour was messy, and the changing shirt was messy, the others are quite ok. I complain that the game wasn't suitable for everyone, since it is too boyish, but everyone enjoyed, thats the point. but why do I still feel not right? In school I blame it all on the committee for making this event unorganised, even blaming them for not confirming stuff with the LPS, but things aren't as easy as it is right? I am a head of YE, I know things do seem easy in theory, but in practical you face problems. Why why why!!??
I sit down, cool my brain, have a sleep. I realised: its my pride. Its not that I am not part of the organising committee, its the fact that, I was placed in a werid and embarassing position. I am the cameraman, when there is an event, I should be there. But, they said other than form5s and form4 organising committee, others can only join at 10.50. I am not the committee, I shouldn't come down at 8.45, but I am the cameraman, I think I should be there at 8.45. I confirmed with shin yee, shin yee said I was allowed to be there.
but as I thought it would be as easy as it is, things just don't turn up right. I mean, I can always forget about the responsibility and stay in class as a good boy, but the sense of responsibility of mine just wouldn't allow me. I feel responsible for the board to keep every single shot of memory. That's why I am down there at 8.45. But as I mentioned, I was placed in an embarassing position. I was there, but some form4s, I wouldn't pinpoint anyone, but they just give me a weird look, a look that seem to be: why are you here? I know I have been the spotlight of every single event by being able to run around freely as I like, and I was given many privelledges. Perhaps as we are all form4s, the sense of competition for the poses we will get in less than half year time is strong. We want to get as much spotlight as we want. Deny it if you want, but I know, many are ambitious, they just don't want to confess that they are.
Yes I feel very embarassing. I know it's my fault that I didn't confirm with the committees. But I thought, yes I thought, as long as I got shin yee's approval I shall be free to be there. But the look the form4s keep giving me just don't make me feel right. I feel very embarrassing, as if I am so perasan enough to call myself a committee and be there when there is only ppl who has the "qualification" can be there. People just keep throwing me the look: "why are you here, you aren't the committee" It was my fault for not confirming with them, but yet, its your fault too for not telling me that YOU DONT NEED A CAMERAMAN CALLED SAW KAI BOON THERE. If you can find substitution just tell me, so I don't have to be down there. But you didn't tell me, that makes me think that I should be there to take photos. But the look you guys are throwing at me just make me feel like I am an intruder and I shouldn't be there and I am so perasan to call myself a committee and I am so big-headed and perasan to think I am so important that I am the only one who can take photos. The fact is, I AM NOT! I know many can take photos. If you got someone else to hold the camera, tell me, so I dont have to be there like an idiot. If not, means I should be there, and stop throwing me those looks. Or if you totally DONT need a cameraman, tell me also, so I dont have to bear with your weird looks.
This really discourage me. And what make it worse is that people keep thinking I am down because I AM NOT PART OF THE COMMITTEE, or because the COMMITTEE DID NOT ADAPT MY IDEAS FOR THE GAMES. I have played my role, by giving them ideas, adapt it or not, its their business. I gave them a clear interpretion, playing this this this is not suitable for all because of whatsoever reason, playing this would be a good choice because of whatsoever reason. I DID NOT MAKE THEM TO ADAPT MY IDEA. take it or not, it's their business. I really feel discouraged. People just think about me in a so negative way. Am I that hateful? I just feel so discouraged, when the people you trust all the time suddenly just betray you and putting a hat with "power-crazy man" on your head. I DONT LIKE SPOTLIGHT, I DONT LIKE BEING THE CENTER OF ATTENTION. it just SUCK when people is keeping an eye for you trying to make sure you do everythign right. I just became the center of attention by ACCIDENT! I thought being a cameraman would be fun and thus I chose to be one last year, AND I SERIOUSLY NEVER THOUGHT OF BEING THE SPOTLIGHT OF EVERY EVENT.
for the whole day I was down. Perhaps it was the embarrasement that stop me from joining any group. What makes thing worse is that the head committee didn't even come to tell me that you should be in a group or what, like just totally ignoring me. again, I feel my existance there is not needed. YES ITS MY FAULT FOR BEING A SO-CALLED INTRUDER, but you dont have to be that mean right? AT LEAST TELL ME THAT I AM NOT NEEDED AND MY EXISTANCE IS UNNECESSARY, so i can stop being an EYESORE. It jsut discourage me. I dont feel like joining any activity of the day. I isolate myself. I just want to make sure I take all the photos right. I want to end something I started, and at least prove that I am doing my things since I am there. I want to prove that I wasn't there for just being a spotlight. This was all done unconciously. I didn't plan them. I just follow my heart, and I dont know yet, if this is the reason that causes me to isolate myself for the whole day. But the fact that I feel embarassing is true. I totally feel not right throughout the whole event.
I feel stupid. just a small mistake, jus the mistake of not confirming with the head of committee but the head prefect (they just sound the same, both are the heads, both can make decisions, just that I asked the wrong head at the wrong time) A small mistake that ruin my day, and it ruin my reputation, making everyone thinks I am power crazy like. BUT at least it is confirmed that, THOSE BUDDIES ARE JUST SO CALLED BUDDIES THAT COULDN'T EVEN TRUST YOU OR GIVE YOU SUPPORT. right, I see them clearly. Again and again I try to deny the fact that my friends are not trust worthy. Again and again they just left me alone when I need help, but I bare with that. BUT, BUT, today I see it clearly, in their mind I am just a POWER CRAZY MAN THAT IS HATED. they are just bunch of HYPOCRATES that pretend that they are your friend.
I am seriously dissapointed. This cut is just too deep. If thats what they think of me, no point of me being with them, a whole bunch of hypocrates. I will stay away from them from today onwards. I wouldn't mind what they say about me now, I will just be me, I will live on as I do, I have nothing to do with them ANYMORE.
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Cutting myself...
Sigh...25th April YE sales, 26th April prefects' marching competition. Gosh....
the sales is on friday, so on monday till thursday I will not be free, especially thursday, a meeting will be held on that day for the sales briefing. I cannot be absent for the meeting. I don't mind to skip it if I am just a pawn, but as the MD I feel responsible for the meeting.
Wednesday I will consider to skip my guitar if there is a need, but I will reserve wednesday for guitar first. So on Monday and Tuesday I am only free for prefects' marching practice. Friday is totally out of question, the sales will end at 3pm, so by the time I reach school the practice should end in no time.
How am I suppose to cut myself into half? I still have to do the production and run the discussion on Monday and Tuesday eh. On Monday christine will be ok to sub me, on tuesday she has a tuition and I don't think I can get anyone to sub me. *sigh* and I've been skipping my badminton for few mondays, not to mention the school magazine front page layout wasn't done, and it is one week after the deadline tomorrow. On Sunday I should be free, hopefully, to get the layout done by then and pass to Hui Ning on Monday. Even my family wants to go out and eat to celebrate something I also tell them don't waste time outside I am too busy. Order pizza back its much more convinient and after half hour eating I can continue working, instead of spending half hour waiting the dishes to be served and another half hour to eat in restaurants.
sigh...such busy life. Somehow I will feel empty and boring all of a sudden if you give me a break. I found myself bored when I am free at night, no need to e-mail this and that, it is good to be free, but I still keep refreshing my brain to see if I missed anything, because usually I wouldn't be that free and being that free makes me suspect that I forgot to do something.
the sales is on friday, so on monday till thursday I will not be free, especially thursday, a meeting will be held on that day for the sales briefing. I cannot be absent for the meeting. I don't mind to skip it if I am just a pawn, but as the MD I feel responsible for the meeting.
Wednesday I will consider to skip my guitar if there is a need, but I will reserve wednesday for guitar first. So on Monday and Tuesday I am only free for prefects' marching practice. Friday is totally out of question, the sales will end at 3pm, so by the time I reach school the practice should end in no time.
How am I suppose to cut myself into half? I still have to do the production and run the discussion on Monday and Tuesday eh. On Monday christine will be ok to sub me, on tuesday she has a tuition and I don't think I can get anyone to sub me. *sigh* and I've been skipping my badminton for few mondays, not to mention the school magazine front page layout wasn't done, and it is one week after the deadline tomorrow. On Sunday I should be free, hopefully, to get the layout done by then and pass to Hui Ning on Monday. Even my family wants to go out and eat to celebrate something I also tell them don't waste time outside I am too busy. Order pizza back its much more convinient and after half hour eating I can continue working, instead of spending half hour waiting the dishes to be served and another half hour to eat in restaurants.
sigh...such busy life. Somehow I will feel empty and boring all of a sudden if you give me a break. I found myself bored when I am free at night, no need to e-mail this and that, it is good to be free, but I still keep refreshing my brain to see if I missed anything, because usually I wouldn't be that free and being that free makes me suspect that I forgot to do something.
Photos for Prefects' Leadership and Motivation Camp
Here's some of the photo of the camp, I believe you got bored reading all the process and stuff, so...yea, enjoy the photos. some photo will be kept private, so you won't get to see the guys naked. haha. we prefects can see only, later let ppl see like edison chen ma cham? lolx. anyway the photos aren't in the arranging order, messed them up while posting. but all chun ones. haha
Me and Lie Yang
All Form 4s, missing Lily and Shu Han xD
Form 4s...missing quite a number of peeps
Our banner
Family photo, chun right?
Mua! Cool and steady, haha
See we so bersemangat singing Prefects' Song
Me! the only existing male that got the signature drive award xDDD
Family photo with the banner!
Me and Lie Yang
All Form 4s, missing Lily and Shu Han xD
Form 4s...missing quite a number of peeps
Our banner
Family photo, chun right?
Mua! Cool and steady, haha
See we so bersemangat singing Prefects' Song
Me! the only existing male that got the signature drive award xDDD
Family photo with the banner!
Me and Tiger!
Who's the one being lift so high up ar? who cares...as long its not me (wait I want to be high up, I wish its me then lolx)
Who's the one being lift so high up ar? who cares...as long its not me (wait I want to be high up, I wish its me then lolx)
Before departure
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Prefects' Leadership and Motivation Camp - 13 April (day 3)
ok basically today I woke up at 5.30, bath and wash up, only told that since it was raining, marching session is canceled, and we can sleep until 7.45 i think...then just sleep lo, wake up, breakfast, and skip those unnecessary part...
we were playing dodgeball again in hall, and so lucky me, a ball flew directly to my nose and hit my head hard. ouch ouch, the spects flew off, and left a scar on the nose, bleeding slightly. xD, but 1 minute after that I am active in the field again. bwahahaha, see how cool i am?
and then the activity started. communication skills. just a game, where you do action and the action passed to another one, until the last person he or she will guess what is it. bored of playing that. and it took ages, but we all enjoy the part the teacher playing, pn cheam was like, uhh...i am too shy to do it, and her action really funny, but somehow everytime pn tan will fixed what she did wrong accidently, but it turned just right. lolx when we finish it was 11.30 i think, we have to pack our luggage, take lunch, yea, and then right after lunch come bek and DODGEBALL AGAIN!!!! lolx. see I told you we were addicted.
and then prize giving, su teng's group 3rd, khai hoe's group 2nd, ai shuen's group 1st. and I am glad!!!! I am the only MALE existing that got the signature drive award. the other 1st to 4th (I am 5th), were livia, wan jin, shi yi and jia yee, from 1st to 4th la. see, I make the guys proud. haha.
then after that photo session!!! yes!!! and then return to school. today was not a long day, so nothing much to write, but my entry is not ended here, here comes my conclusion and opinions.
the camp overall is just average, I wouldn't say it helped me in building my leadership or makes me tougher. This camp is more like a relationship building camp. Too relaxing, and no excitment. The activities are quite simple, not much challenge. and there is this facilitator I hate, THE DAMN SISSY WONG FU HENG. perasan, sissy, 38, napek, idiotic, low EQ emcee, ask us to call him xing ye la lengzai la, blueekkkk, cough cough. still say he looks like superstar, if you wear a skirt I though you are the cleaning maid. perasan like hell!!!! esshhh goosebumps.
Group formation wasn't really organized, they should have do something that, we couldn't decide the group on our own, and they don't decide before the camp. and I dislike hostels, yes its comfortable, its because its too comfortable I dun feel camp-like. I rather sleep in dorm like PDS camp, that syok, whole gang can chit chat, now so limited. sigh...location wise, INTI wasn't bad, but perhaps the activities aren't good. Take Sunway as comparison, the activities they made were so much better. It's really team-building, and at the same time has good talks. INTI didn't give talk, altho the form2 and 3 did have their talk, (when we were in the stupid biotech thingy), but 1 talk is just not enough.
I understand they plan to build leadership when the game is running, but when we are playing games, the feeling is different from duty. when playing games, you want to win, thats why teamwork is shown. when dutying, you deal with students. you dont get award, you win nothing, and therefore no teamwork is shown in duty. and I understand talks are boring, but it all depends on the lecturer. for instance, the camp I joined last year, the sunway university talk, all their lecturers are well-experienced, and they talk without making 222 of us sleeping. and last year prefect's camp, the Q&A session remember? that was really helpful. I think I rate this camp a 5/10, no offence but, it's really not a camp to me, more like a lawatan sambil belajar.
we were playing dodgeball again in hall, and so lucky me, a ball flew directly to my nose and hit my head hard. ouch ouch, the spects flew off, and left a scar on the nose, bleeding slightly. xD, but 1 minute after that I am active in the field again. bwahahaha, see how cool i am?
and then the activity started. communication skills. just a game, where you do action and the action passed to another one, until the last person he or she will guess what is it. bored of playing that. and it took ages, but we all enjoy the part the teacher playing, pn cheam was like, uhh...i am too shy to do it, and her action really funny, but somehow everytime pn tan will fixed what she did wrong accidently, but it turned just right. lolx when we finish it was 11.30 i think, we have to pack our luggage, take lunch, yea, and then right after lunch come bek and DODGEBALL AGAIN!!!! lolx. see I told you we were addicted.
and then prize giving, su teng's group 3rd, khai hoe's group 2nd, ai shuen's group 1st. and I am glad!!!! I am the only MALE existing that got the signature drive award. the other 1st to 4th (I am 5th), were livia, wan jin, shi yi and jia yee, from 1st to 4th la. see, I make the guys proud. haha.
then after that photo session!!! yes!!! and then return to school. today was not a long day, so nothing much to write, but my entry is not ended here, here comes my conclusion and opinions.
the camp overall is just average, I wouldn't say it helped me in building my leadership or makes me tougher. This camp is more like a relationship building camp. Too relaxing, and no excitment. The activities are quite simple, not much challenge. and there is this facilitator I hate, THE DAMN SISSY WONG FU HENG. perasan, sissy, 38, napek, idiotic, low EQ emcee, ask us to call him xing ye la lengzai la, blueekkkk, cough cough. still say he looks like superstar, if you wear a skirt I though you are the cleaning maid. perasan like hell!!!! esshhh goosebumps.
Group formation wasn't really organized, they should have do something that, we couldn't decide the group on our own, and they don't decide before the camp. and I dislike hostels, yes its comfortable, its because its too comfortable I dun feel camp-like. I rather sleep in dorm like PDS camp, that syok, whole gang can chit chat, now so limited. sigh...location wise, INTI wasn't bad, but perhaps the activities aren't good. Take Sunway as comparison, the activities they made were so much better. It's really team-building, and at the same time has good talks. INTI didn't give talk, altho the form2 and 3 did have their talk, (when we were in the stupid biotech thingy), but 1 talk is just not enough.
I understand they plan to build leadership when the game is running, but when we are playing games, the feeling is different from duty. when playing games, you want to win, thats why teamwork is shown. when dutying, you deal with students. you dont get award, you win nothing, and therefore no teamwork is shown in duty. and I understand talks are boring, but it all depends on the lecturer. for instance, the camp I joined last year, the sunway university talk, all their lecturers are well-experienced, and they talk without making 222 of us sleeping. and last year prefect's camp, the Q&A session remember? that was really helpful. I think I rate this camp a 5/10, no offence but, it's really not a camp to me, more like a lawatan sambil belajar.
Monday, April 14, 2008
Prefects' Leadership and Motivation Camp - 12 April (day 2)
the second day, woke up, wash, and start marching session at 6.30 till 8. after all get into lines, lily was called to keluar baris, and walk into the middle of the field, and then shin yee gave a command "squad, akan menyanyikan lagu happy birthday, cepat nyanyi!" lolx. since it was lily's birthday. hmm...and then...(refreshing my memory), breakfast, and...yea! campus tour! while waiting for the teachers, we took a lot of photos, really a whole bulk. xD
the campus tour wasn't my "cup of tea", I would prefer activities compared to walking and viewing the college. anyway, its a time for us to be together without having the "team vs team" feeling. and after the campus tour should have a ledership talk session, but at the end the form4 and 5s are off to a biotechnology talk (again boring...) and left the form 2 and 3s for the session. of course I wouldn't know what happened, as I was at the zzzz talk. and after that is lunch time.
after lunch we had to make a big big banner, all 12 groups have to work together, there's where the chs prefects are good in. hehe. we really had fun painting, and the banner was totally awesome! altho we were separated and each do your own part, the whole banner still shows great unity. for my team, we paint our hand and start printing words with our palms. really fun man.
and then yea, i forgot to mention, last night we were playing dodgeball, and haven get rid of that "addiction", and thus after painting we continue dodgeball for a while. owww.....it reminds me of the Form2 days....I MISS DODGEBALL!!! but I hate the balls of khai hoe...(balls that are thrown, not the err....his balls...?....), damn hard woei...can bruise one leh. he really has a killing intention man, ouch....
after a while we continue another game, (i think u all bored of seeing me writing diary lo, I just skip the unnecessary part la), we use 2 rafia strings, 2 person holding each end, means 4 person together, using the strings to hold a balloon and pass it to the other end. nothing much to talk about this. then eat, bath, night activity.
express yourself. each group is to come out with a prototype using an A4 paper, that you will make in the future to change the world. I think nothing much impressed me, and we just couldn't think "out" of the box, somehow 3-4 groups come out with boxes kind, with different names. Lily was saying that we were thinking "around" the box.
and then the game that seniors planned, tying everyone in your group into a straight line, and walk on newspaper, while picking up the stones and IQ question on floor. well, altho my group wasn't the best, but the seniors say that we are the most obedient group, cause' we didn't tear the newspaper apart accidently, didn't step on the floor (on the floor means your leg is outside the newspaper). I was satisfied with that already, it shows that we are more about the process, not the ending result. We didn't care what result we will obtain, we just play with the rules, and make sure we do the best throughout the process.
And yea, after that go lie yang's room again, 12 ppl squeeze into a room that is meant for 2 ppl, we were having discussion. P&C discussion, form4 prefects and some form5 know only. and we sleep very late...until bobo shoo us to sleep. xD
the campus tour wasn't my "cup of tea", I would prefer activities compared to walking and viewing the college. anyway, its a time for us to be together without having the "team vs team" feeling. and after the campus tour should have a ledership talk session, but at the end the form4 and 5s are off to a biotechnology talk (again boring...) and left the form 2 and 3s for the session. of course I wouldn't know what happened, as I was at the zzzz talk. and after that is lunch time.
after lunch we had to make a big big banner, all 12 groups have to work together, there's where the chs prefects are good in. hehe. we really had fun painting, and the banner was totally awesome! altho we were separated and each do your own part, the whole banner still shows great unity. for my team, we paint our hand and start printing words with our palms. really fun man.
and then yea, i forgot to mention, last night we were playing dodgeball, and haven get rid of that "addiction", and thus after painting we continue dodgeball for a while. owww.....it reminds me of the Form2 days....I MISS DODGEBALL!!! but I hate the balls of khai hoe...(balls that are thrown, not the err....his balls...?....), damn hard woei...can bruise one leh. he really has a killing intention man, ouch....
after a while we continue another game, (i think u all bored of seeing me writing diary lo, I just skip the unnecessary part la), we use 2 rafia strings, 2 person holding each end, means 4 person together, using the strings to hold a balloon and pass it to the other end. nothing much to talk about this. then eat, bath, night activity.
express yourself. each group is to come out with a prototype using an A4 paper, that you will make in the future to change the world. I think nothing much impressed me, and we just couldn't think "out" of the box, somehow 3-4 groups come out with boxes kind, with different names. Lily was saying that we were thinking "around" the box.
and then the game that seniors planned, tying everyone in your group into a straight line, and walk on newspaper, while picking up the stones and IQ question on floor. well, altho my group wasn't the best, but the seniors say that we are the most obedient group, cause' we didn't tear the newspaper apart accidently, didn't step on the floor (on the floor means your leg is outside the newspaper). I was satisfied with that already, it shows that we are more about the process, not the ending result. We didn't care what result we will obtain, we just play with the rules, and make sure we do the best throughout the process.
And yea, after that go lie yang's room again, 12 ppl squeeze into a room that is meant for 2 ppl, we were having discussion. P&C discussion, form4 prefects and some form5 know only. and we sleep very late...until bobo shoo us to sleep. xD
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Prefects' Leadership and Motivation Camp - 11 April (day 1)
ok...lets see where should I start from....
after school around 12.40pm, the prefects' room is super crowded with peeps. everyone is grabbing the white board hot spot, to change behind the board. at the end the form4 guys monopolized the board, cus with some tortoises and snails behind taking sweet time (i should have took their naked photo), and the girls are all frustrated and left for the block C toilet to change. lolx...
then we have lunch, with jules' mom, she belanja us xD, free lunch!
at 1.45pm we gathered and take attendance, and go up the bus. hmm...form4 took a lot of stupid photos. and then we start saying, ho....pity zongyao having this roommate, he needs to take care of himself oredi. (he sleeps with our ketua disiplin when we were form2) hahax. after around 1hour plus journey we reached our destination - INTI international university college. and then we take our keys, and go to the room to drop our stuff. my roommate is jinyee, they say put random. but after we asked, they say some random some put u with ur close friend. actually i want lie yang!!! lolx. my emo partner. at night we can start emoing without sleeping d. now with jin yee need to do totally opposite, glee! xD
at around 4 we enter the sports hall, sitting down. while waiting of course I take photo la. and then a mr.wong came, i really dislike him, personal opinion, he looks sissy, and super perasan. he wants us to call him lengzai (when he looks half-girl) or xing ye (stephen chow), goosebumps....essh. and then off he go, dr.sia came in and gave us some talk, or introduction to the camp u could say, then separate groups. its like all form3, 4, 5 each form a circle, and then count 1-12, all no1 one group, no2 one group etc. i thought it is just a meanwhile-group, so we didn't actually count to put ourselves with our besties. ahhhxxxx...nvm, my besties are all good leaders, or else we will have to fight for the leader pose. haha.
i was placed in group3, with yee aun edrea (form4), hui yee, ee lynn, sarah (form5, after form2 came bobo oso placed in our group), shu li, wai soon and zhi cheng (form3). we have to think of a name, moto and group dance for the team. so after a long discussion, we decided to take our name from spongebob squarepants, calling ourselves superBOB (Best Of Best), and the group cheer, same as moto la, is super B.O.B, we are the best of best! and the dance, cant describe to u here. haha. but i like it la, yengness.
then we present 1 by 1, then another activity that was meant to build trust in the group. first we go group by group, the whole group needs to lift up your member one by one over your head, then is 4 teams join together, sending all members over obstacles one by one. that's cool man, altho our 1-4 group was the last, but we were glad that we pass all our members to the other side, at first dr.sia (instructor) said we can excuse yung hsin, but we didn't give up on him and we "just do it". I really like the team spirit man.
makan at 6.30. after that we got to bath etc, till 8 return to the hall, and the form2 join us. this time plus huey chen, tze gee, jia shin (plus bobo lo), and our group has 13 ppl now. so choose leader, i think me n yee aun same voting eh, or 1 diff. but i din plan to be leader at the first place la, i mean i am the photographer, so have to keep going out to take photo, den the group always no leader eh. anyways, yee aun be leader, i be asst. but actually just the name only, the whole team r leaders. xD all make decision and take chance to lead.
then we are separated to two sides, group 1-6 one side, 7-12 one side, carry out different activity. we had our first game, blind-fold, one ppl excepted, and all tied in a circle, the not-blinded one give instruction to the team to move around to pick stuff. then switch, only one blind folded, others all give instruction. i wasn't blind folded first, then was blind folded. quite sesat. lolx. then we finished and see the other side, omg, the guys are all top-naked. xD. we dunno wats going on, but we all started to drop jaws, and the girls in the group keep saying want to see bobo strip. xD
then our turn. the game is to take everything on ur group, watch, shoes, socks, etc to form a longest line possible. we start taking off shoes, socks, belt, name tags, watches, wallets, handphones, shoe laces, at the end have to take off shirt d. only guys take off shirt, girls cannot. (duh). our group only 4 guys eh!!!! not enough shirt!!!! nvm. then line formed, all sit at the side, we start taking bobo's photo. haha. so kesian him. then the result is our group got second longest line. not bad la.
then INTI ppl went off, form5 committee take over. we play another game, guys one circle girls one circle which is formed outside the guys' and start singing song and making action. funny la, this is the lyrics:
the carnivore king with a big nose ring,
fall in love with a hula dame,
and every night in the bright moonlight,
over the hills he came.
they hug can kiss in the pretty little mist,
under the bamboo tree,
and every night in the bright moonlight,
it sounded like this to me.
guys : ah wum (kiss)
girls : bu yao jiang! (don't like dis)
guys : ah wum (kiss)
girls : bu yao jiang! (don't like dis)
both : ah wu yi ai yi ye
guys : ah wum (kiss)
girls : bu yao jiang! (don't like dis)
guys : ah wum (kiss)girls : bu yao jiang! (don't like dis)
both : ah wu yi ai yi ye
damn sesat woei. zadou...after the game its around 11.30 plus. den we take supper, and can go to sleep. we go lie yang's room party. haha. actually just chit chat la, until dunno wat time only we left, cus i really tired and dun remember wat time. I actually slept in lie yang's room man....lolx
after school around 12.40pm, the prefects' room is super crowded with peeps. everyone is grabbing the white board hot spot, to change behind the board. at the end the form4 guys monopolized the board, cus with some tortoises and snails behind taking sweet time (i should have took their naked photo), and the girls are all frustrated and left for the block C toilet to change. lolx...
then we have lunch, with jules' mom, she belanja us xD, free lunch!
at 1.45pm we gathered and take attendance, and go up the bus. hmm...form4 took a lot of stupid photos. and then we start saying, ho....pity zongyao having this roommate, he needs to take care of himself oredi. (he sleeps with our ketua disiplin when we were form2) hahax. after around 1hour plus journey we reached our destination - INTI international university college. and then we take our keys, and go to the room to drop our stuff. my roommate is jinyee, they say put random. but after we asked, they say some random some put u with ur close friend. actually i want lie yang!!! lolx. my emo partner. at night we can start emoing without sleeping d. now with jin yee need to do totally opposite, glee! xD
at around 4 we enter the sports hall, sitting down. while waiting of course I take photo la. and then a mr.wong came, i really dislike him, personal opinion, he looks sissy, and super perasan. he wants us to call him lengzai (when he looks half-girl) or xing ye (stephen chow), goosebumps....essh. and then off he go, dr.sia came in and gave us some talk, or introduction to the camp u could say, then separate groups. its like all form3, 4, 5 each form a circle, and then count 1-12, all no1 one group, no2 one group etc. i thought it is just a meanwhile-group, so we didn't actually count to put ourselves with our besties. ahhhxxxx...nvm, my besties are all good leaders, or else we will have to fight for the leader pose. haha.
i was placed in group3, with yee aun edrea (form4), hui yee, ee lynn, sarah (form5, after form2 came bobo oso placed in our group), shu li, wai soon and zhi cheng (form3). we have to think of a name, moto and group dance for the team. so after a long discussion, we decided to take our name from spongebob squarepants, calling ourselves superBOB (Best Of Best), and the group cheer, same as moto la, is super B.O.B, we are the best of best! and the dance, cant describe to u here. haha. but i like it la, yengness.
then we present 1 by 1, then another activity that was meant to build trust in the group. first we go group by group, the whole group needs to lift up your member one by one over your head, then is 4 teams join together, sending all members over obstacles one by one. that's cool man, altho our 1-4 group was the last, but we were glad that we pass all our members to the other side, at first dr.sia (instructor) said we can excuse yung hsin, but we didn't give up on him and we "just do it". I really like the team spirit man.
makan at 6.30. after that we got to bath etc, till 8 return to the hall, and the form2 join us. this time plus huey chen, tze gee, jia shin (plus bobo lo), and our group has 13 ppl now. so choose leader, i think me n yee aun same voting eh, or 1 diff. but i din plan to be leader at the first place la, i mean i am the photographer, so have to keep going out to take photo, den the group always no leader eh. anyways, yee aun be leader, i be asst. but actually just the name only, the whole team r leaders. xD all make decision and take chance to lead.
then we are separated to two sides, group 1-6 one side, 7-12 one side, carry out different activity. we had our first game, blind-fold, one ppl excepted, and all tied in a circle, the not-blinded one give instruction to the team to move around to pick stuff. then switch, only one blind folded, others all give instruction. i wasn't blind folded first, then was blind folded. quite sesat. lolx. then we finished and see the other side, omg, the guys are all top-naked. xD. we dunno wats going on, but we all started to drop jaws, and the girls in the group keep saying want to see bobo strip. xD
then our turn. the game is to take everything on ur group, watch, shoes, socks, etc to form a longest line possible. we start taking off shoes, socks, belt, name tags, watches, wallets, handphones, shoe laces, at the end have to take off shirt d. only guys take off shirt, girls cannot. (duh). our group only 4 guys eh!!!! not enough shirt!!!! nvm. then line formed, all sit at the side, we start taking bobo's photo. haha. so kesian him. then the result is our group got second longest line. not bad la.
then INTI ppl went off, form5 committee take over. we play another game, guys one circle girls one circle which is formed outside the guys' and start singing song and making action. funny la, this is the lyrics:
the carnivore king with a big nose ring,
fall in love with a hula dame,
and every night in the bright moonlight,
over the hills he came.
they hug can kiss in the pretty little mist,
under the bamboo tree,
and every night in the bright moonlight,
it sounded like this to me.
guys : ah wum (kiss)
girls : bu yao jiang! (don't like dis)
guys : ah wum (kiss)
girls : bu yao jiang! (don't like dis)
both : ah wu yi ai yi ye
guys : ah wum (kiss)
girls : bu yao jiang! (don't like dis)
guys : ah wum (kiss)girls : bu yao jiang! (don't like dis)
both : ah wu yi ai yi ye
damn sesat woei. zadou...after the game its around 11.30 plus. den we take supper, and can go to sleep. we go lie yang's room party. haha. actually just chit chat la, until dunno wat time only we left, cus i really tired and dun remember wat time. I actually slept in lie yang's room man....lolx
Just returned from camp
Yo yo I am back! zzzz kinda tired. Had fun, altho the games mostly are played before, but still, its a pleasure to hang out with friends, especially, WHEN YOU CAN FORGET ABOUT FREAKING YE!!!! (oh I wish to stay in INTI forever) anyway, I will upload the photos and entry later soon.
And and and I got tonnes of things to do now, this and that, homework ini dan itu.
Oh yea, my mom bought VISTA, but I dun like it, not until i use it. hey come on, human are usually afraid of changing. After get used to the vista den MAYBE ok la. but from wat my relatives said, vista is hard to handle and my cousins all revert back to XP after few weeks.
And and and I got tonnes of things to do now, this and that, homework ini dan itu.
Oh yea, my mom bought VISTA, but I dun like it, not until i use it. hey come on, human are usually afraid of changing. After get used to the vista den MAYBE ok la. but from wat my relatives said, vista is hard to handle and my cousins all revert back to XP after few weeks.
Friday, April 11, 2008
Happy Birthday Lily!!!
Just trying this out...the blogger draft, now trying to set the time for it to post ar...12 April 12.00AM. again,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILY,
ENJOY UR BIRTHDAY IN THE CAMP!!!!
WE WILL STUFF ALL THE FOOD INTO UR MOUTH!!!!
Thursday, April 10, 2008
dear bloggie...
dear bloggie...I will be away from 2moro till sunday for prefects' camp, won't be blogging till then, and I need to have a good night sleep today....but it seems that the cruel reality doesn't allow me to do so...
the whole day after school is all about YE, stay back for production and got mad because of some people, and after that sort out the attendance list and busy calling people till now, and do you know how many homework I need to pass up 2morrow?
1) add-maths
2) bio peka
3) tatabahasa
4) Essay
5) rumusan (i think)
6) BC workbook
looking at add maths, peka and essay, you know these three will take at least 2 hours, tatabahasa plus rumusan yet another 1 hour, BC workbook can be done in flash....3 hours of homework, but I just couldn't find a time to do them....
sigh....why is my life so busy....???? I seriously hate YE now!!!
p/s: thx thx thx huining for being so nice to allow me to delay my deadline for the layout. and really sorry about that, cause' I really couldn't find any spare time to do it.
the whole day after school is all about YE, stay back for production and got mad because of some people, and after that sort out the attendance list and busy calling people till now, and do you know how many homework I need to pass up 2morrow?
1) add-maths
2) bio peka
3) tatabahasa
4) Essay
5) rumusan (i think)
6) BC workbook
looking at add maths, peka and essay, you know these three will take at least 2 hours, tatabahasa plus rumusan yet another 1 hour, BC workbook can be done in flash....3 hours of homework, but I just couldn't find a time to do them....
sigh....why is my life so busy....???? I seriously hate YE now!!!
p/s: thx thx thx huining for being so nice to allow me to delay my deadline for the layout. and really sorry about that, cause' I really couldn't find any spare time to do it.
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
....yawnz again....
what should I do, hell...I seriously dunno...I just finish all the cds that are supposed to be burned last year and distributed early in the year. thx to SOMEONE (stares at the particular person), delay until few weeks ago only return to me and not done with them. I burned all of them in a night woei. and u know what, the cd u say u burn d 1 ar, all = reburn. cause' i dunno why u can burn 1 subfolder which contains like 7-8 photo to a cd, and then another cd with 4 subfolders, and some with 2 only. then i have to add back all the subfolders which are like 8-10 so i can burn them. thank god the cd can still be used and not wasted. or else...hmph hmph...
i am glad that i finished the signature drive by the deadline. at least i got all the signature of every single senior of mine ever since i am in form2. but wait....my batch one leh? i didn't have the collection wor. ah nvm, next year junior do d i go photostat. lolx
i am thinking bout quitting the freaking YE. depends on situation. most likely will make up my mind after the sales. really cannot tahan redi...
i am glad that i finished the signature drive by the deadline. at least i got all the signature of every single senior of mine ever since i am in form2. but wait....my batch one leh? i didn't have the collection wor. ah nvm, next year junior do d i go photostat. lolx
i am thinking bout quitting the freaking YE. depends on situation. most likely will make up my mind after the sales. really cannot tahan redi...
gosh....
yawnz....after relaxing for about a week (cant say relax, just i am not dat stressed up), now i gotta go siao again...sales is on 25th, 2 weeks time, next week must finish the production, and now i dun think we are even halfway thru yet......i reli reli reli reli no energy to ask all the ppl to get me their prototypes done d......they are not even bothered to show me or tell me their progress...
and then the sales is so near now...i seriously dunno wat to do liao. pn phang is just complaining what we have done, saying this no quality control, that no good, what's the point etc...deng la, then she shud protest at the beginning in the meeting when we submit the idea la, now she tell us, what is the purpose of this, got ppl will buy meh, can sell meh? wtf? is she listening when we are giving ideas???? she is just complaining and cooling down ppl's passion. ppl got the "ohm" to do things den she say this no gud dat useless. nobody 1 2 do d lo. she say what's the point, got use meh, ok la get me sumthing dat is useful and can be produced and got ppl will buy la. we make things useful, she say useless, ppl can get thsoe factory-made one, much nicer and useful. oklo we go for decorations, hopefully ppl will buy juz because they admire the artwork and to make their working table more beautiful, and she say, what's the use. whatever we do she just complain say no good lo
and now i want to ask sumthing...WHERE THE F*** IS YOUR LADYBIRD!?? if it's that good, give us the model so we can start making! u say i will get it done get it done, but every week u tell me i am sending it to the worker to make me the model. I HAVE WAIT THIS FOR WEEKS! how the hell am i suppose to know we will succeed in making that!? I've seen some that was done, and IT WAS AWFUL!!! how will i feel safe n secure if I AM ONLY COUNTING ON THAT THING!?? yes the idea is good, BUT HELL IT IS SO HARD TO MAKE. imagine making sumthing ladybird shaped, drill holes on it to put pens (pens come in different sizes), cut a gap to put name cards, coil wire to make memo pad by the side, IS THIS THAT EASILY DONE!? i bet a lot of problems will occur. quality control especially.
seriously i am thinking of quitting it after this damn f***ing sales. HOW CAN YOU WORK WITH A TEACHER ADVISORS THAT ONLY PICK ON YOUR IDEAS AND THINKS ONLY WHAT SHE SEES IS THE BEST!? how can you work with a teacher that nvr gives compliment but only complains!? how can you work for a teacher, THAT RARELY APPEARS DURING ACTIVITIES AND DOESN'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON, and EXPECT ME TO TELL HER EVERY SINGLE THING!?
oh damn f***, she says: the plant last year, all ppl are crazed for it, but on the very first day she elect me as the MD, she says: "i fed up d, this year i let u handle n i see how u will handle" i ask her, teacher is it possible to get the plants again, she say she is tired of taking care of the plants, if we 1 2 do do ourselves. SHE ONLY COMPARE US TO LAST YEAR'S!!!! and SHE CAN HELL COMPLAIN EVEN WITHOUT GIVING ANY HELP. so i run the organisation from WHAT I CAN DO, and WHAT I KNOW. i go as far as my power can, imagine the ppl aren't active for the production, and I have to be the production manager, quality control manager, sometimes the secretary, and I'VE NEVER COMPLAIN AS MUCH AS SHE DOES. ok I do complain, but I complain after I give my fullest, but she, just pick on our faults, without telling us how to solve the problem, and EXPECT US TO READ HER MIND AND FOLLOW WHAT SHE WANTS. I feel like a puppet. I am nothing. I wanna god damn f***ing hell smash her table right now.
DON'T THINK I AM SO FREE FOR UR F***ING YE FOR GOODNESS SAKE, I HAVE NOT BEEN DOING MY ED-BOARD THING SINCE UR FREAKING YE COMES IN, I GOT A LAYOUT TO HAND IN THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW, AND BECAUSE OF UR F***ING YE I DON'T THINK I WILL BE ABLE TO GET IT DONE. BECAUSE OF UR F***ING YE I HAVE NOT BEEN GETTING ENOUGH SLEEP AND OFTEN SLEEPS IN CLASS, AND I OFTEN COPY PPL'S HOMEWORK JUST BECAUSE I COULDN'T FINISH THEM AT HOME. STOP ASKING FOR THE UNREASONABLES YOU DAMN F***ING B*T*H
and then the sales is so near now...i seriously dunno wat to do liao. pn phang is just complaining what we have done, saying this no quality control, that no good, what's the point etc...deng la, then she shud protest at the beginning in the meeting when we submit the idea la, now she tell us, what is the purpose of this, got ppl will buy meh, can sell meh? wtf? is she listening when we are giving ideas???? she is just complaining and cooling down ppl's passion. ppl got the "ohm" to do things den she say this no gud dat useless. nobody 1 2 do d lo. she say what's the point, got use meh, ok la get me sumthing dat is useful and can be produced and got ppl will buy la. we make things useful, she say useless, ppl can get thsoe factory-made one, much nicer and useful. oklo we go for decorations, hopefully ppl will buy juz because they admire the artwork and to make their working table more beautiful, and she say, what's the use. whatever we do she just complain say no good lo
and now i want to ask sumthing...WHERE THE F*** IS YOUR LADYBIRD!?? if it's that good, give us the model so we can start making! u say i will get it done get it done, but every week u tell me i am sending it to the worker to make me the model. I HAVE WAIT THIS FOR WEEKS! how the hell am i suppose to know we will succeed in making that!? I've seen some that was done, and IT WAS AWFUL!!! how will i feel safe n secure if I AM ONLY COUNTING ON THAT THING!?? yes the idea is good, BUT HELL IT IS SO HARD TO MAKE. imagine making sumthing ladybird shaped, drill holes on it to put pens (pens come in different sizes), cut a gap to put name cards, coil wire to make memo pad by the side, IS THIS THAT EASILY DONE!? i bet a lot of problems will occur. quality control especially.
seriously i am thinking of quitting it after this damn f***ing sales. HOW CAN YOU WORK WITH A TEACHER ADVISORS THAT ONLY PICK ON YOUR IDEAS AND THINKS ONLY WHAT SHE SEES IS THE BEST!? how can you work with a teacher that nvr gives compliment but only complains!? how can you work for a teacher, THAT RARELY APPEARS DURING ACTIVITIES AND DOESN'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON, and EXPECT ME TO TELL HER EVERY SINGLE THING!?
oh damn f***, she says: the plant last year, all ppl are crazed for it, but on the very first day she elect me as the MD, she says: "i fed up d, this year i let u handle n i see how u will handle" i ask her, teacher is it possible to get the plants again, she say she is tired of taking care of the plants, if we 1 2 do do ourselves. SHE ONLY COMPARE US TO LAST YEAR'S!!!! and SHE CAN HELL COMPLAIN EVEN WITHOUT GIVING ANY HELP. so i run the organisation from WHAT I CAN DO, and WHAT I KNOW. i go as far as my power can, imagine the ppl aren't active for the production, and I have to be the production manager, quality control manager, sometimes the secretary, and I'VE NEVER COMPLAIN AS MUCH AS SHE DOES. ok I do complain, but I complain after I give my fullest, but she, just pick on our faults, without telling us how to solve the problem, and EXPECT US TO READ HER MIND AND FOLLOW WHAT SHE WANTS. I feel like a puppet. I am nothing. I wanna god damn f***ing hell smash her table right now.
DON'T THINK I AM SO FREE FOR UR F***ING YE FOR GOODNESS SAKE, I HAVE NOT BEEN DOING MY ED-BOARD THING SINCE UR FREAKING YE COMES IN, I GOT A LAYOUT TO HAND IN THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW, AND BECAUSE OF UR F***ING YE I DON'T THINK I WILL BE ABLE TO GET IT DONE. BECAUSE OF UR F***ING YE I HAVE NOT BEEN GETTING ENOUGH SLEEP AND OFTEN SLEEPS IN CLASS, AND I OFTEN COPY PPL'S HOMEWORK JUST BECAUSE I COULDN'T FINISH THEM AT HOME. STOP ASKING FOR THE UNREASONABLES YOU DAMN F***ING B*T*H
Monday, April 7, 2008
yawnzzz (my title has been very "sleepish")
yawnz...i just woke up at 9.00pm...shocked....I haven't bath, haven't eat, haven't do homework, haven't....
ok...so quickly bath n eat, its 9.30...I typed the letter to get permission for camera for YE, and another one for prefects, and then...I AM COOL!!!! I got my info for my sivik n C4R project in 1 hour! for both! and now I got the photos for the ed-baord, the school magazine front page layout.
crap la, this friday deadline, I know I've got an idea in my brain, but I don't think it would be a great piece of work. I mean, it's school magazine, FRONT PAGE! As what I know, last year, Jie Hui took hours or days to get hers done, but mine...I plan to finish it in 1 hour...my computer has been formatted, and no photoshop here, I got to use the Ed-Board computer. and hopefully tomorrow...as wednesday YE got the production and many ppl are coming and I gotta supervise them.
and you know what, 2moro YE oso got production, but less ppl coming. but, theres always a BUT, pn phang ask me to call pn tan to stay back and supervise them, I just called her, she sounded quite annoyed, well...so gotta make sure the peeps turn up 2moro and really do something, or else we are, or maybe only i am, dead. so does that means that I gotta go for YE 2moro? crap...so that's the point, I am doing the layout in 1 freaking hour in the ed-board and rush for the YE production...see...so busy....
and yea...today's case, I don't really see it as a BIG case, but I wonder why the seniors, or maybe only Min Chern sees it as such a sky-falling case. It's like, he is eager to get rid of that guy from the school, but with such small little fry case ar, I don't really think it will work. I mean, other students are also having hair problem, wearing some fashion thingy to school, which we just ask them to take off and let them go, but the only thing that is different is, this particular guy always make prefects feel threatened, that's all. i don't know how to put in my words, but, it just aint that serious enough to get him rid of the school. and what weng yan told me is...he got a counseling that's all....swt right, after all our efforts trying to make it as "land-shaking" as possible...
so tired...really really tired...I have been sleeping in class lately during intervals. Even saying one sentence more is a waste of energy to me...I just hope things end soon...yawnzz.....
ok...so quickly bath n eat, its 9.30...I typed the letter to get permission for camera for YE, and another one for prefects, and then...I AM COOL!!!! I got my info for my sivik n C4R project in 1 hour! for both! and now I got the photos for the ed-baord, the school magazine front page layout.
crap la, this friday deadline, I know I've got an idea in my brain, but I don't think it would be a great piece of work. I mean, it's school magazine, FRONT PAGE! As what I know, last year, Jie Hui took hours or days to get hers done, but mine...I plan to finish it in 1 hour...my computer has been formatted, and no photoshop here, I got to use the Ed-Board computer. and hopefully tomorrow...as wednesday YE got the production and many ppl are coming and I gotta supervise them.
and you know what, 2moro YE oso got production, but less ppl coming. but, theres always a BUT, pn phang ask me to call pn tan to stay back and supervise them, I just called her, she sounded quite annoyed, well...so gotta make sure the peeps turn up 2moro and really do something, or else we are, or maybe only i am, dead. so does that means that I gotta go for YE 2moro? crap...so that's the point, I am doing the layout in 1 freaking hour in the ed-board and rush for the YE production...see...so busy....
and yea...today's case, I don't really see it as a BIG case, but I wonder why the seniors, or maybe only Min Chern sees it as such a sky-falling case. It's like, he is eager to get rid of that guy from the school, but with such small little fry case ar, I don't really think it will work. I mean, other students are also having hair problem, wearing some fashion thingy to school, which we just ask them to take off and let them go, but the only thing that is different is, this particular guy always make prefects feel threatened, that's all. i don't know how to put in my words, but, it just aint that serious enough to get him rid of the school. and what weng yan told me is...he got a counseling that's all....swt right, after all our efforts trying to make it as "land-shaking" as possible...
so tired...really really tired...I have been sleeping in class lately during intervals. Even saying one sentence more is a waste of energy to me...I just hope things end soon...yawnzz.....
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Why is my time so limited!!!????
ok...(take a deep breath) I WANT MORE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My weekend ended with me doing NONE of my homework. I repeat - NONE!!! I got Chemistry Practical, Bio Practical (delayed for a week due to the class-skipping for Ed-Board, which I did it HAPPILY), Bio peka, Maths, Add-Maths, Chinese Essay, BC Keratan Akhbar, BC workbook, Sivik project (!!), and PHYSICS PRACTICAL!!!!!!!!!!
You must be wondering, 48 hours, what have I done? Ok let me tell you. from 12.00 midnight till 7.00am on Saturday, I've been sleeping. 7.00 - 8.00 preparing to go to school and on my way to school, 8.00 - 3.30 I stayed in school. 3.30 - 6.00 Busying with YE stuff in front of my computer mailing peeps, plus blogging, 6.00 - 7.30 bath and dinner. 7.30 - 12.00 sleeping for dunno-why.
12.00 - 1.00 on Sunday, active in front of my computer checking mail and do replying and plus blogging, 1.00am till 9.00am sleeping (too tired till I told you I can happily spend all my time sleeping), 9.00 - 9.30 breakfast, 9.30 till 12.00 have my haircut with the stupid 2 hours of waiting, 12.00 - 1.30 lunch, 1.30 to 2.30 reading newspaper. 2.30 to 4.00 took my nap. 4.00 till 6.30 took my time mailing and replying mail + busy calling people, 6.30 to 8.00 have my dinner for my brother's birthday (why was he borned on these time 9 years ago??? Why can't he be borned 1 month later???) 8.00 to 9.00 DID MY HOMEWORK FOR 1 HOUR (screams) and 9.00 to 11.00pm BUSY WITH YE STUFF AGAIN....
sigh...why do I still have time blogging...? I dunno...I just feel like exploding inside-out. I mean, I should have a good rest and start panic only from Monday, and have my hyper busy life on weekdays which result in me sleeping from 12 to 4am every day. But now even after weekend I am not rully rested, how am I suppose to go "tiring up myself" during weekdays??? Guess I will have to wake up 3.30 2moro to do homework. Wish me luck...
My weekend ended with me doing NONE of my homework. I repeat - NONE!!! I got Chemistry Practical, Bio Practical (delayed for a week due to the class-skipping for Ed-Board, which I did it HAPPILY), Bio peka, Maths, Add-Maths, Chinese Essay, BC Keratan Akhbar, BC workbook, Sivik project (!!), and PHYSICS PRACTICAL!!!!!!!!!!
You must be wondering, 48 hours, what have I done? Ok let me tell you. from 12.00 midnight till 7.00am on Saturday, I've been sleeping. 7.00 - 8.00 preparing to go to school and on my way to school, 8.00 - 3.30 I stayed in school. 3.30 - 6.00 Busying with YE stuff in front of my computer mailing peeps, plus blogging, 6.00 - 7.30 bath and dinner. 7.30 - 12.00 sleeping for dunno-why.
12.00 - 1.00 on Sunday, active in front of my computer checking mail and do replying and plus blogging, 1.00am till 9.00am sleeping (too tired till I told you I can happily spend all my time sleeping), 9.00 - 9.30 breakfast, 9.30 till 12.00 have my haircut with the stupid 2 hours of waiting, 12.00 - 1.30 lunch, 1.30 to 2.30 reading newspaper. 2.30 to 4.00 took my nap. 4.00 till 6.30 took my time mailing and replying mail + busy calling people, 6.30 to 8.00 have my dinner for my brother's birthday (why was he borned on these time 9 years ago??? Why can't he be borned 1 month later???) 8.00 to 9.00 DID MY HOMEWORK FOR 1 HOUR (screams) and 9.00 to 11.00pm BUSY WITH YE STUFF AGAIN....
sigh...why do I still have time blogging...? I dunno...I just feel like exploding inside-out. I mean, I should have a good rest and start panic only from Monday, and have my hyper busy life on weekdays which result in me sleeping from 12 to 4am every day. But now even after weekend I am not rully rested, how am I suppose to go "tiring up myself" during weekdays??? Guess I will have to wake up 3.30 2moro to do homework. Wish me luck...
Saturday, April 5, 2008
shit shit...
walao now its midnight d, i ffk ppl liao...I overslept!!!!! I should be on9 sending song jun all the photo and have discussion with somebody at 9pm!!!!
sry sry sry to all these peeps!!! i really don't mean it!!!!! i am really too tired and couldn't wake up!!!! sry sr sry
sry sry sry to all these peeps!!! i really don't mean it!!!!! i am really too tired and couldn't wake up!!!! sry sr sry
My Fully-Occupied Saturday
As if my time is not mine...
8.00 - 10.00, prefects' marching. The attendance isn't good, yay now I understand how Shin Yee and Kah Hei will feel. xD. But I tell u hor, I am a good prefect and nvr ffk one orh. lolx. It's tiring, especially after my sukan tara yesterday, which I screwed it. I got only 1 point for 100 meters. I used to manage to get the 600m, but since I am in L2 I always left 10 meters and the time ran out...and the lontar peluru should get one lo, but because I twisted my wrist on Wednesday after banging onto my teacher's guitar so cannot even pass the girl's line. so paiseh. you must be wondering about the lompat jauh. ok...I AM LATE AND I DIDN'T EVEN JUMP!!!! I thought it starts at 2.00pm, but because they sked raining so starts at 1.45pm. !!!!!! (wait, I should be posting about saturday not friday)
10.00 - 12.15, YE production, so damn sad woei, only <10 color="#000000">change behind teacher and christine, and christine accidently turned back a while (dunno got see or not leh...christine....haiyo....got ppl jealous one ar....) We ate chicken rice outside, and me and Song Jun finished our rice and their hofun haven come...zadou eh...
12.45 - 3.00. Zean Shiung came back at 12.45. at around 1.30 came Mun Keat, Chen Nyap and Shiau Ling. Khai Hoe cabuted at 1.00. and then we crap more this time, cause' teacher oso gone at 1.30 like dat. Den 2.30 julian oso cabut. Den we bored, so kena Michelle. Here's the prank
Mun Keat : Michelle I am Kai Boon, you better come now Pn Phang is angry that the production manager is not even here.
Michelle : Who are you? You don't sound like Kai Boon.
Mun Keat : I am Kai Boon, I am having a sneeze only.
Michelle : Wei you sure or not, need to come meh?
Mun Keat : Yes you better come now Julian is going to fetch you. 4.00 to 6.00.
Michelle : Yer why
Mun Keat : We need to finish all the production by today, Pn Phang really angry
Michelle : wei really meh, where are you all?
Mun Keat : in school la, faster 4.00 to 6.00
Michelle : I know you are not Kai Boon, call Kai Boon here I want to talk to him
(Mun Keat pass me the phone)
Kai Boon : wei why you din come, we cannto finish production leh
Michelle : har wei, you are not Kai Boon, quick la get me Kai Boon
Kai Boon : I am Kai Boon la, what else you want?
(Mun Keat snatch the phone)
Mun Keat : no time to talk to you liao my phone bill will bomb, come now ar dun talk so much
(Mun Keat ends the call, and 1 minute after that Michelle call me)
Michelle : wei Kai Boon ar, really need to come ar?
Kai Boon : or else? why you didn't come?
Michelle : I no transport ma.
Kai Boon : you yesterday say you will come one ma
Michelle : I thought Sharon can fetch me, but Sharon oso cannot go. wei really need to come meh
Kai Boon : Pn Phang really gek la, come la
Michelle : who else is there, you call how many ppl d?
Kai Boon : Song Jun la, Mun Keat la, Chen Nyap, Christine, Zean Shiung. and we pulled Shiau Ling here d. wei come faster la
Michelle : har...
Kai Boon : nah I let you hear their voice.
Song Jun : production manager come faster!!!!!!
Mun Keat : tell you dun talk redi come faster lo!!!!
Kai Boon : nah you see they all here
Michelle : ok, I call Sharon see can fetch or not.
Kai Boon : wait Mun Keat talking to me
(covers the phone)
Kai Boon : wei she say she call sharon c she can fetch or not wor, later sharon call Pn Joyce how ar?
Mun Keat : wah dun play play, tell her we tipu her.
Kai Boon : Michelle ar, we tipu you only.
Michelle : har!!??? (complains a lot a lot)
Kai Boon : your phone bill flys up high lo...
Michelle : yala you all la, kena me, haiya dun talk to you d.
we all laugh like mad. den pack things up lo, and Zean Shiung cabut when we packing without helping!!!! really !@#$%^&*
then I oso go home lo, and now got a lot of things to do. xD
8.00 - 10.00, prefects' marching. The attendance isn't good, yay now I understand how Shin Yee and Kah Hei will feel. xD. But I tell u hor, I am a good prefect and nvr ffk one orh. lolx. It's tiring, especially after my sukan tara yesterday, which I screwed it. I got only 1 point for 100 meters. I used to manage to get the 600m, but since I am in L2 I always left 10 meters and the time ran out...and the lontar peluru should get one lo, but because I twisted my wrist on Wednesday after banging onto my teacher's guitar so cannot even pass the girl's line. so paiseh. you must be wondering about the lompat jauh. ok...I AM LATE AND I DIDN'T EVEN JUMP!!!! I thought it starts at 2.00pm, but because they sked raining so starts at 1.45pm. !!!!!! (wait, I should be posting about saturday not friday)
10.00 - 12.15, YE production, so damn sad woei, only <10 color="#000000">change behind teacher and christine, and christine accidently turned back a while (dunno got see or not leh...christine....haiyo....got ppl jealous one ar....) We ate chicken rice outside, and me and Song Jun finished our rice and their hofun haven come...zadou eh...
12.45 - 3.00. Zean Shiung came back at 12.45. at around 1.30 came Mun Keat, Chen Nyap and Shiau Ling. Khai Hoe cabuted at 1.00. and then we crap more this time, cause' teacher oso gone at 1.30 like dat. Den 2.30 julian oso cabut. Den we bored, so kena Michelle. Here's the prank
Mun Keat : Michelle I am Kai Boon, you better come now Pn Phang is angry that the production manager is not even here.
Michelle : Who are you? You don't sound like Kai Boon.
Mun Keat : I am Kai Boon, I am having a sneeze only.
Michelle : Wei you sure or not, need to come meh?
Mun Keat : Yes you better come now Julian is going to fetch you. 4.00 to 6.00.
Michelle : Yer why
Mun Keat : We need to finish all the production by today, Pn Phang really angry
Michelle : wei really meh, where are you all?
Mun Keat : in school la, faster 4.00 to 6.00
Michelle : I know you are not Kai Boon, call Kai Boon here I want to talk to him
(Mun Keat pass me the phone)
Kai Boon : wei why you din come, we cannto finish production leh
Michelle : har wei, you are not Kai Boon, quick la get me Kai Boon
Kai Boon : I am Kai Boon la, what else you want?
(Mun Keat snatch the phone)
Mun Keat : no time to talk to you liao my phone bill will bomb, come now ar dun talk so much
(Mun Keat ends the call, and 1 minute after that Michelle call me)
Michelle : wei Kai Boon ar, really need to come ar?
Kai Boon : or else? why you didn't come?
Michelle : I no transport ma.
Kai Boon : you yesterday say you will come one ma
Michelle : I thought Sharon can fetch me, but Sharon oso cannot go. wei really need to come meh
Kai Boon : Pn Phang really gek la, come la
Michelle : who else is there, you call how many ppl d?
Kai Boon : Song Jun la, Mun Keat la, Chen Nyap, Christine, Zean Shiung. and we pulled Shiau Ling here d. wei come faster la
Michelle : har...
Kai Boon : nah I let you hear their voice.
Song Jun : production manager come faster!!!!!!
Mun Keat : tell you dun talk redi come faster lo!!!!
Kai Boon : nah you see they all here
Michelle : ok, I call Sharon see can fetch or not.
Kai Boon : wait Mun Keat talking to me
(covers the phone)
Kai Boon : wei she say she call sharon c she can fetch or not wor, later sharon call Pn Joyce how ar?
Mun Keat : wah dun play play, tell her we tipu her.
Kai Boon : Michelle ar, we tipu you only.
Michelle : har!!??? (complains a lot a lot)
Kai Boon : your phone bill flys up high lo...
Michelle : yala you all la, kena me, haiya dun talk to you d.
we all laugh like mad. den pack things up lo, and Zean Shiung cabut when we packing without helping!!!! really !@#$%^&*
then I oso go home lo, and now got a lot of things to do. xD
Friday, April 4, 2008
yawnz...
somehow I think I need more sleep. It's like, everyday reached home and I will just sleep until 8++ without bathing or dining. so sleepy...
I've got tonnes of things to do, and my brain can't remember whole bulk of them. I've forgot about pasting the notice on the YE board (screams) and I've forgot to look for Ying Xin...ahhh....and skipping class result in tonnes of unfinished homework and notes to copy, but i dun give a damn...I just wanna sleeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppp......
next week need to pass up the sivik projek for my group 2 type it out, and need to hand in the magazine front page layout, and I got so no-time on saturday, and left a miserable sunday to finish all the tasks...I wish I have 48 hours in a day, and I will happily spend the extra 24 hours sleeping...yawnz...
can I buy time??? YE's profit can't buy me time...xDDDD, I am doing a pasti-rugi urus niaga
I've got tonnes of things to do, and my brain can't remember whole bulk of them. I've forgot about pasting the notice on the YE board (screams) and I've forgot to look for Ying Xin...ahhh....and skipping class result in tonnes of unfinished homework and notes to copy, but i dun give a damn...I just wanna sleeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppp......
next week need to pass up the sivik projek for my group 2 type it out, and need to hand in the magazine front page layout, and I got so no-time on saturday, and left a miserable sunday to finish all the tasks...I wish I have 48 hours in a day, and I will happily spend the extra 24 hours sleeping...yawnz...
can I buy time??? YE's profit can't buy me time...xDDDD, I am doing a pasti-rugi urus niaga
Thursday, April 3, 2008
editorial pig...?
oink oink...apparently we have all turned into the piggies, the form4 ed-borders. Lily's saying that we are like a pig, forgot for what reason, and christine pointed out that she's the head of the pigs there. and lily starts "oink oink"-ing. Then we started to give names, piggy poard, edi-piggy board, and finally editorial pigs.
counting the money was chaotic, messy...(yawnz) and it drains my brain juice...at the end I start sleeping during chem period, when having some short short break like after I finish copying the notes on the board. damn tired la woei...and I've been missing bio lessons, whole chapter 3 leh...its like the ed-board things only falls on thursday n friday, and on the days I will be having bio, I missed 8 periods of biology oredi, c how cool am I. I mean we, as in me suteng n becca. whole chapter 3! imagine a subject like bio...
and then today YE meeting, the sales will be like 3 weeks time, but yet so many things to accomplish within 3 weeks, I wonder can we make it. sigh...wish me luck...I am so worn out...I reach home at 6 and starts sleeping till 8.30, and not even bath by the time. if no one calls me 2 wake up I guess I will be waking up 2moro morning...
p/s: how come no one tells me the date on the YE notice board for 2day's meeting is wrong? which result in nobody come for the 1.30 meeting...tell me la woei peeps, make me scold u guys like....pig??? "oink oink" (I've become an editorial pig)
counting the money was chaotic, messy...(yawnz) and it drains my brain juice...at the end I start sleeping during chem period, when having some short short break like after I finish copying the notes on the board. damn tired la woei...and I've been missing bio lessons, whole chapter 3 leh...its like the ed-board things only falls on thursday n friday, and on the days I will be having bio, I missed 8 periods of biology oredi, c how cool am I. I mean we, as in me suteng n becca. whole chapter 3! imagine a subject like bio...
and then today YE meeting, the sales will be like 3 weeks time, but yet so many things to accomplish within 3 weeks, I wonder can we make it. sigh...wish me luck...I am so worn out...I reach home at 6 and starts sleeping till 8.30, and not even bath by the time. if no one calls me 2 wake up I guess I will be waking up 2moro morning...
p/s: how come no one tells me the date on the YE notice board for 2day's meeting is wrong? which result in nobody come for the 1.30 meeting...tell me la woei peeps, make me scold u guys like....pig??? "oink oink" (I've become an editorial pig)
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
typing competition?
82 words
something i came across someone's blog. =p. just do it for fun. ah well, 82 words in a minute, still ok la. heh. good to make you a fast typer. xd
something i came across someone's blog. =p. just do it for fun. ah well, 82 words in a minute, still ok la. heh. good to make you a fast typer. xd
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Prefects' Signature Drive
Signature drive was started yesterday, I feel so proud of myself, haha. I've got 23/42 in 2 days. Well the others left are quite difficult tasks. So I shouldn't be so happy yet. Well so far what Kee Siang and Wai Kit ask me was the hardest. Kee Siang : what is his relationship with OwYeong XL. Wai Kit : what is his relationship with Hua Yen. walao A....I would rather do 100 essays of Min Chern ("The Hierarchy, Democracy and Unity of the Prefectorial Board"). well...maybe not 100....than doing that la. It's like, totally clueless, who should I ask????
and I am here to clarify that...AH beng ah beng you very nice!!!! lolx....zadou...its like we are kutuking each other when I ask for his signature, and then he can play childish and say, hmph dun give u nvr ask from me again kind. lolx. but at the end still make him give me, cause he owes me a lot, haha. I nvr know saving his money to belanja me is so useful. Last time he offered to belanja me and jin yee for drinks after helping him out, but that time I feel like, I am a member of the board la, should help one, not for the reward kind. so rejected him last time. and then now I suddenly remembered that and say u owe me for helping u until late night, so now repay me with 1 signature that takes ur 10 seconds, very reasonable 1 lo. haha. remember ar! next time ppl belanja you better decline, save for future EMERGENCY use. haha.
okla now for YE, today got Shiau Ling, Yee Aun, Jia Xin, Julian, Kai Sein, Shaun, Michelle. But somehow I don't really feel anything about the presence or absence, it's like, paralysed d. everytime oso like dat. go with the flow la, no nid 2 force ppl so hard, at the end they know la. feel rather calm lo. okla chaoz. thats all this time.
p/s: yay lily I finally got my 37th post, more than u redi. haha see how cool i am.
and I am here to clarify that...AH beng ah beng you very nice!!!! lolx....zadou...its like we are kutuking each other when I ask for his signature, and then he can play childish and say, hmph dun give u nvr ask from me again kind. lolx. but at the end still make him give me, cause he owes me a lot, haha. I nvr know saving his money to belanja me is so useful. Last time he offered to belanja me and jin yee for drinks after helping him out, but that time I feel like, I am a member of the board la, should help one, not for the reward kind. so rejected him last time. and then now I suddenly remembered that and say u owe me for helping u until late night, so now repay me with 1 signature that takes ur 10 seconds, very reasonable 1 lo. haha. remember ar! next time ppl belanja you better decline, save for future EMERGENCY use. haha.
okla now for YE, today got Shiau Ling, Yee Aun, Jia Xin, Julian, Kai Sein, Shaun, Michelle. But somehow I don't really feel anything about the presence or absence, it's like, paralysed d. everytime oso like dat. go with the flow la, no nid 2 force ppl so hard, at the end they know la. feel rather calm lo. okla chaoz. thats all this time.
p/s: yay lily I finally got my 37th post, more than u redi. haha see how cool i am.
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