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Friday, July 30, 2010

Tag by Klex on 5th July

Yes this is a long pending tag. Since I wanna take a break might as well do it now la.

If you're a guy - post this as "my kind of girl"
If you're a girl - post it as "my kind of guy"
to whichever gender you prefer, really.


1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
At least can bear to look at la.

2. Smart?
IQ wise not really, but EQ wise yes

3. Preferred age?
+/- 3 years

4. Preferred height?
Shorter than me, EVEN WITH HEELS! xD

5. How about sense of humor?
Kinda like a yes

6. How about piercings?
I dont really mind. But not too much to the sense it disgusts me

7. Accepts you for who you are?
Like duh. I wouldnt like a person who dont respect me. like Klex said, "is this retard or something?"

8. Pink hair?
O_O...maybe a no...

9. Mushy or no?
Define mushy. too lazy to search dictionary, so I will skip. Next time define a key term before presenting a question. xD

10. Thin or fat?
No need model shape, but at least not in a condition where she can body slam me into roti canai

11. Black, Brown, Yellow or White (skin color)?
yellow? Not being racist but, I still prefer "one of us". Got incommon things ma.

12. Long hair or short hair?
Doesnt matter

13. Plastic or metal?
Rubber

14. Smells good?
A good plus point

15. Smoker?
Perhaps no. If she is, I will make her not one. lol

16. Drinker?
Maybe not. Female drinker just doesnt fit into the societal expectation of a fair decent girl. Yes, I am having a social error/bias here but emotion takes place before CTS here.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
-No comment

18. Muscular?
Er...no. that will make me look not macho. xD *I am already not so macho, if she's macho then...I dun want her to carry me to the room instead of vice versa*

19. Plays piano?
A plus point

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
Either or

21. Plays violin?
I dont mind

22. Sings very well?
Maybe a good plus point

23. Vain?
Err...maybe not

24. With glasses?
Anything la

25. With braces?
Dun care

26. Shy type?
Maybe not too shy

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
Good girl.

28. Active or passive?
A bit of both

29. Tight or bomb?
...no comment

30. Singer or dancer?
Sing maybe. If can dance lagi bagus

31. Stunner?
Er...what kind of stunner?

32. Hiphop?
Anything la

33. Earrings?
If possible no. Saves my money. lol. But I dont mind her having. Makes her pretty anyway

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
nay...

35. Dimples?
Plus point

36. Bookworm?
Not so much. I dun1 her to date with her book when dating me

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
So romantic ar?

38. Playful?
How playful? a bit can la

39. Flirt?
To me la. haha

40. Poem writer?
I will skip. I hate reading poems.

41. Serious?
At the right time

42. Campus crush?
Why not?

43. Painter?
Wall painter the kind of painter or paper painter the kind of artist?

44. Religious?
I dont mind

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
Define tease.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
Er...can tolerate, but not too much

47. Speaks 20 languages?
O_O not unless she is fluent with all and knows when to use them. Dun talk spanish/french to me when I cant understand them

48. Loyal or faithful?
Duh. both

49. Good kisser?
Who would say no?

50. Loves children??
Like duh.

Ok done. This just drain more of my brain cell la. X_X Tag...no one. Lazy to tag. If u wanna do then just do it la.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

I just wanna find an escape for these!

I just feel the need to speak out. I have been keeping this for god damn long and it is going to burst. Whatever it is, econs assignment can wait.

I dunno what have I been up to lately. Things are just not right.

1. Today's my mom's birthday, and I am such a good son, teaching when the family is cutting the cake. By the time I reached home, my mom is asleep.

2. I am a lousy teacher. Students cant catch up, but I couldnt help. I just somehow feel that they are waiting for me to take action, revision class, extra class or something, but I just cant find a time for them. Finals are coming. Trials are coming. I feel their anxiety. But I couldn't help.

3. I am losing touch. Am I really that busy to the extend that finding an hour to talk with my friends is also a waste of time? Louise, Sheng Hoay & Yee Min are just outside of the door, yet I cant find just 10 minutes to talk to them. Shiuan is back, but I dun have time to talk to him. PMO's concert is this Saturday, but I cant find a reason to go due to the piling work

4. I am in serious doubt. I feel like I am being used but I dun wanna accept the fact. I just want to try to convince myself that I am overthinking, but everyone is telling me otherwise. Should I stay? Should I not?

Everything is so not right. I just hope that after finals, I can have time to do what I am not doing.

Friday, July 23, 2010

Suffixes!

Today we had a fun timr inventing words in Advanced English class. Ms Tay was suppose to teach us vocabulary, so she started with prefixes and origin of words. Then everything started to hype up after she finish teaching suffixes.

Long story short, here are some new words we created and their meanings.

1. ZOOIFY!
Crated by Klex. Means to turn something similar to a zoo.
Example: Kai Boon! I zooify you! Turn into a penguin!

2. Ivanology!
Created by Ivan. The study of Ivan.
Kai Boon: To create a new branch of science called Ivanology, we will need to disect Ivan and examine "every inch of him".

Ms Tay: -ist means someone who speciallize or do something
Class: so what about sexist and rapist? is sexist someone who speciallize in sex, and rapist a pro in raping?
Ms Tay: (laugh)

3. Accidentalist!
One who speciallize in accident
Example: If you wanna be an accidentalist, go bang every car you see on the road!

4. Shortify!
To shorten something (synonym of shorten, but shortify is created because it sounds cuter)
Example: Klex! We are going to shortify you! You are just too tall dy la!

5. Completeless
Ms. Tay: ... the word contradicts itself. how can it be complete and none at the same time?

6. Smartology
The study of how to become smarter

7. Smartify!
To make someone smarter

8. Cloudology
The study of cloud

9. Brownhood
The condition of brown

10. Brownify
To make something brown

11. Imaginify
Created by Klex. To make something real into something imagined.
Example: Bzz Bzz Bzz Max! I imaginify you! Turn into an imagined person!

12. Convertify
To convert...(it has the same meaning as convert anyway...)

13. Childishfy!
To make something childish

14. Childishist
A person speciallize in being childish

Okay thats it for now. Or else imma gonna start a list that is "unendible"

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Gopeng Camp

Okay people it is too long for me to elaborate everything, I will just make short notes. xD They are not in order kay? I just write whatever I remember

1. Saiful: Dinosaur!
2. Esther: QUACK QUACK!
3. Klex VS Cat - Sleeping Pose
4. Dex: DEX IS BETTER THAN KLEX AND MAXXXXXX!!!!
5. Watched live gay porn in the dorm with Reuben Liu and Ong Sien Dee
6. Wai Sin: This is tomato. Everyone: THIS IS ORANGE!
7. Klex: MANGO! Everyone: PAPAYA LA! Max: Klex, the first thing you need to do after reaching KL is, go buy mango and papaya.
8. Klex: Left we turn! Everyone: Gosh Klex! We are turning right la! Klex: LEFT! Everyone: RIGHT!
9. I completed all 3 high rope course. *sense of acomplishment!* The first time I feel fear when climbing high places. =.=" *implicating that previous camps are kacang*
10. White Water Rafting is the most exciting raft I have ever been! *PDS camp and Nur Lembah Pangsun langsung cannot compare weih!*
11. Esther is a good crying actress.
12. Nick, Xiau Wei and Belle believed that beetles eat hair

*Edited*
13. SEXY KLEXY!
14. Esther is the Queen of River!

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Lost

I don't know what I am doing

I lost my first intention of doing it.
It is getting tougher than before.

I am too tired to do all of these.
I hate it when it affects my performance.
Tiredness should not be my excuse.
Yet I allow it to affect me.
There is too many people to care for.
It is getting tough.
I am getting helpless.

Friday, July 2, 2010

Stress

Sry that I am going to bore you guys with my stress again. Now you know you can skip this post by reading the subtitle instead of treating this like a story book that requires you to read line by line. *PS: A useful knowledge taught by Ms. Tay today, just in case you people did not pay attention in class. xD*

Term paper has been a killer. Its not like I dun wanna do, but it has never been in my high priority list now. I have bigger issues to worry about.

1. Facing some issues with One Coin One Hope. Not only the lack of people, the motivation needs to be repaired as well. Redo costing estimation and set target appriopriately, come out with new communication and transparent system, help out with design team...

2. Maths Homework Pack - 140 questions to be separated among SPM tutors. Scanning 8 books and pick questions, and work out solutions, and we are facing issues...X(

3. Intensive class revision can wait. At least one or two weeks.

4. 6 more days to Term Paper submission. I have to at least finish it by Wednesday and ask anything if I need on Thursday.

5. F***. I just forgot that Trigo notes has to be out on Monday.

I cannot fall now. I cannot afford to let others support my weakness when everyone needs support from each other now. Just can't afford to waste their support on silly things like these.





Don't put so much hope on me.
Don't treat me so differently.
After all, I am not so great as you think.
I might even be...











...a burden.