Happy Birthday to Ungu May Babies!

First thing first, happy birthday to:
1. Yeow Yi Shiuan & Marissa Tham (11th May)
2. Foo Siang Sheng (18th May)
3. Fong Jes Cee (24th May)
4. Tan Qi Hui (30th May)
5. Chai Pei Wen (31st May)

Here is a special birthday shoutout to the buddies whom I failed to celebrate

Only got photo from last year. xD Paiseh le



And the prooves that Happy Three Friends suka emo

See!

Both picutre sama aje. (Except Qi Hui swap place with Shiuan) But I kinda like the Do-Re-Mi effect. xD


First is the daiko among the Happy Three Friends - Mr.Yeow Yi Shiuan.
Shiuan Shiuan he ar, memang changed a lot compared to last year.
this year he has grown:
1. Dai bi-er
2. Gayer
3. More open (Not open as in suka talk yellow things la, he open minded a lot dy)
4. Lamer
5. Noiser
6. More talkative
7. (continue blah blah blah ing)
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100. (Finally ended) xD

Tapi he tak as blur as last year dy. Cannot see his kawaii blur look liao. When he blur blur that time banyak kawaii one lo.


The picture of him last year...if you still remember. He is waiting to dikenakan cake. See the fear on his face after witnessing Siang dikenakan...


And the end product! Taa Daa! lol



In TTC got a lot of daibi things happen. And I dunno since when he suddenly become my husband liao. @.@ I oso forgot how dy. But girls dun worry la, you are still free to take him (if you can xD), cause' I no time jaga so many husbands (hint hint) xD



Photo from last year Red Box. Tengok! Dia banyak kawaii kan?


Out of the Happy Three friends leh, he is the one that I spent the most time with this year. Cause' kita sama sama Maths Department di TTC ma. haha. Dan dia banyak best sangat orh, always help me take class bila I not free. XD paiseh always trouble you. :/


Say cheese la...eesh...tak mahu cooperate punya orang. -___________-



So that's all about nauihs iy didi. *Maths dpt new trend - terbalik name* Next we go to....



Foo Siang Sheng aka Daddy Foo!


Daddy Foo this year leh, no need jaga image liao. Jadi can act daibi and act cute dy.


See!

Last time u kill him he oso wun do V for u one ar. Now he did that AUTOMATICALLY weih!


Tapi ban cool is still his hobby since so long time ago la.


I know Daddy Foo since when dy ar? Form2 or Form3? That time badminton kaki tim! Always play together de. *Pss, of course I beat him la xD* Then one year suddenly never see him come play. So busy with tuition. So I suddenly less one kaki dy tim.

Then Form4 leh, we sama sama go ungu marching. So slowly become kakis dy lo.

Ha! I like this pic! EPIC! I think I said many times but still wanna repeat here. He cover his ass because we keep poking his butt with the spear. xD


His birthday pic last year. :P

So all the best to you in Form6 la. Got time go back find you. haha. This year memang din spend a lot time with u weih. Miss last time we stay back chat and gossip (bout my erhem esp...think you all hear until sien oso. lolx)


And the last of the Happy Three Friends - Ms. Tan Qi Hui!

shun bian wish the two Form5 May Baby happy birthday along with Qi Hui! xD


Paiseh le...this year cannot celebrate with you. My saturday bo free. x( But anyway, glad that you enjoyed your day. So as compensation leh, I sing you birthday song with your birthday pic last year. xD

Happy Birthday to you,
You are borned in ungu,
With banyak ungu gila,
You look like one too!

This year oso din manage to spend much time with u. :/ Hope u take care in Negeri Sembilan la. Gambate lo!

Speaking of which, now I know why I so short liao lo. You see ar, ppl grow in the early of the month are taller one lo, see Yi Shiuan! earliest among Happy Three Friends, then he tallest. Next is Siang, then lastly Qi Hui. haix! My mom should give birth to me on 1st May ma, then I ma tall tall lo. Kenapa 22nd April pulak? haha. Just being random.


Now after all the Happy Three Friends, next going to old ppl lo. *Sei lo, say this to entertain you all, later kena whack by mummy lo*

Happy Birthday mummy Chai Pei Wen whose birthday falls on today!

I tahu you miss Ungu a lot, so I fast fast post one let u see la.


mama leh, banyak emo sangat de. I tak tahu kenapa oso. Her kids all happy go lucky, tapi dia paling emo. Jangan emo la! Emo more leh,
1. Skin not smooth
2. White hair more
3. Grow old faster

Today I still offer to count her white hair tim! You know how many white hair I see? Curi curi tell you la, the total amount is...tell you later. See photo first


2 year ago at Redbox!




See! Your kids all come and wish you Happy Birthday dy. Smile la, dun emo liao. haha




And yea, you wanna know how many white hairs she got?
Dang
Dang
DANG
DANG

none.


LOL! Dun whack me! Just for entertainment purpose. xD


Nah, now even your husbands come and wish you happy birthday dy! HORROR! Now I know why I got so many husbands dy! Gene from Pei Wen mama! sei lo...



And lastly, give you a family photo, smile! xD

:/

Okay I know I've abandoned the blog for such a long time, because recently whatever that happens do not have much worth of blogging.

And yes, that was an excuse. I can blog/crap/shit whatever I like if I have

THE MOOD

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I've been in a bad mood lately. Thinking too much sucks. But I just can't stop thinking.

How greedy I am to always ask for more.
How undeserving I am to actually have this much, but yet I still want more from you.
How selfish I am to always think of what I want, but never think of how much I can give.
How self-centered I am to always think of me before others.

I wanted to be a better person! I always try to give, but in the end, the giving is not from the bottom of my heart, I am only giving because "I feel that giving more can make me a better person that's why I am giving". I am not giving for the welfare of the others, but giving because that reduces my guilt. In the end, I am still giving due to my selfishness.

Am I really willing to give a helping hand? Or am I only giving because that makes me feel better?

In the end



I dont even know who I am anymore.

Lost

Confidence, Principles, Associated?

Confidence is gained through success. Failure demotivates. Is that the reason for me to avoid failure? I came to realization that I only do things that I feel comfortable with, and avoid almost anything I am not comfortable with. Speaking about risk avoiding, I tend to do things that I can control. But speaking about confidence? No. I just realized how pitiful I am that I avoid almost every single thing that I cant achieve. Confident you say? I doubt what I used to think I was now.

Principles. I kinda hate them. I find myself extremely emotional but extremely logical at the same time. They just clash EVERY time I try to make a decision. Sometimes you just wanna go with your emotion. But I realized thats being irresponsible, and thus discarded the decision even though I really wanted to play and have fun/go wild without bothering the responsibilities on hand. I just, simply, cant, do it. For once I thought I was damn rational in making decisions, but I always tend to find excuse to fit my decisions to my emotions, unless things really cant be done. I just dont know how to say no to people.

And I really suck at socialling. I just dont even know anything about my best friends. They can be like seriously best buddies in terms of hanging out, have fun, but you dont know what are they thinking. Sometimes u feel like asking, but you just...dont know if people ready to tell you, or might find you being offensive. And yes. You can think that someone's your best buddies, but people might not treat you so. And you just dont get what are they thinking. Sometimes I feel like a burden. Its like I am filling people with my emo feeling, but I dont know people treat you as bff and willing to listen and stuff. And I am inputing people all the while, but just failed as a listener to them. Complicated.

I have not been emo for quite some time. Like seriously. And I've realized that all the while I am avoiding the problem. I know I am emo, but decided to ignore and continue life by doing something else. Avoiding does not solve the problem, but I just dont know how to face them. For once I thought I was an excellent problem solver, but in the end, I just dont even understand what "problem solving" means.

I feel like a loser.

Incomplete Victory

Once again we became the overall champion. Championship was cried over, not joy, not excitement, but with sorrow and pain.

Deco 4th!!?? Screw it seriously. I dont get the point.

7.30am, at the sports centre, what you can hear over there is something like
"This year Merah and Ungu fighting for deco only la"

Even Merah teachers were saying that we did seriously well, and they have the fear of losing.

Yes. That moment, whatever in our mind was, "if not 1st, at least a 2nd. Even the worst case scenario, a 3rd."

And we ended up with a 4th! and only 1 mark ahead of the 5th, like what the hell? We nearly got last with THAT KIND OF KHEMAH???

I am seriously questioning where is the fairness of this? We appealed and there is nothing to be done. The marks of the judges are final. 4th, and we weren't even disqualified or get marks deducted for misconduct at all! And the reason is, "You lack recycle materials"

Lack of that? Holy mother! Corals made of plastic bottles, alluminium cans, and bottle caps. Starfishes, all sorts of fishes made of newspaper, background made of cardboard, octopus made from newspaper with the amount of wiring kept to the minimal, that is called not enough? Please! Even the sponge and styrofoams are leftovers and were collected to be reused! Firstly recycle is a very vague word. Do they want recyclable materials? In that case, maybe styroforms are not so eco-friendly. But heck!? Check the rubbish house please? Recycled or disposed? Your purpose is defeated!

Secondly, what if they meant recycled? Recycled, meaning all materials collected are stuffs that we reused! And obviously we fulfill the requirements. Even the cloth was REUSED from last year. Cool huh? Did we seriously decorated our stuffs so well that it seemed to be bought ready-made, what we did is we just painted them and ready to be presented? Is that why they couldn't tell that ours are recycled materials? Oh, that is such a nice form of compliment.

Two pieces of cloth painted with drawings beat our hardwork, like what the hell? I meant no offense here, but seriously! This is too much! If you think Ungu is leading too much and you wanted to give others' a chance to catch up, THIS IS SO NOT THE RIGHT WAY. We deserve our hard work. Like an exam, one guy scored 90 and one socred 70, but the teacher wants to reduce the gap and made both people getting 80. What the hell wei. If you think that Ungu is leading too much, please inform us beforehand. We can leave the khemah blank. You can give us a zero. At least no effort put in, no worth for the tears! Or if you want, we can paint two octopus on cloths and put them there that's it.

Maybe next year, we shall just paint two barneys and paste there because that might give us a higher mark with easier work done.

Overall champion, sorrow victory.

Start of Something New

Okay...start of sem2. As the title suggest, start of something new. VERY NEW. In class...
no more Xiau Wei,
no more Wai Sin,
no more Wen Yi,
no more YS,
no more Froggie,
no more Vania,
no more Ben...

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But luckily I have Jason. I was so worried that I will be totally alone, and so ngam our schedule is totally the same. All 4 subjects. Hallelujah!

But still, 2 ppl together, macam very gay. xD Even Reuben was asking if we were dating...-__________- Reuben, I know you jealous I date the other hot guy...but sorry lo, you not around, need to find another hot guy for myself. xD

Advanced English today, I think I can live with it. Lecturer is quite okay I guess. And with Klex, Ivan, MingYi around, I think the class will be lively. *Klex be glad that I did not use the word noisy...but oops, I just used it. xD*

Economics Principle, quite okay. The lecturer is funny weih! xD I can live with it, HOPEFULLY. Cause I know almost nobody from the class except Jason. Like I said, like gay partner only.

Accounting Principles, die weih! Sien dao! Lecturer speaks so soft...and the class is so big and sleep inducing, plus the fact that she's kinda...old...and has a "generation gap", she doesnt make jokes. worse than old man lo. At least we can have fun with his "larger larger and larger" thingy. But owh! Crow and Juandy are here. So yea...and Jo Yee too.

And Critical Thinking Skills, my last subject of the sem. DIE weih. The lecturer is...boring...I dont know why. Just boring. Maybe her slang is too much. But yea. Jason agreed that it is boring. x/ Maybe I just keep comparing her to Ms.Winnie. Cause that's what I expected! Since last sem I wanted to have Ms Winnie as my CTS lecturer. But screw the fact that I signed up late la! SOBS.

Overall...12 lessons per week, 6 okay, 6 boring. How you want me to survive? SOBS. But heck, I aint gonna let this pull me down. I got lotsa entertainment after classes. This week is for UNGU. after that is for redbox with kakis, then I have Ungu trip coming up! Yes kakis, still sticking with you guys are the best la! *Imitating facebook tagging ppl* @Waterwheel Lun @Yi Shiuan Yeow @Siang Sheng Foo @Qi Hui Tan @Ong Jengmey @Har Hou Yan @Soo Ling @MrSmile Kar Yaw @Khai Xian Quek. haha.