Random Note

1. Klex turned HELP upside down for cutting his hair. He shortened everyone's life by showing them his new hair style.

2. Results are not of satisfactory. Could have scored better for CTS quiz if I am more careful and did not forget about writing examples. Could have scored better for Econs if I am more careful if I had rest enough. Accounts is the killer. 1 mark to full marks, and the mistake that I made is not because I am careless, but I never imagined that...
You need to write "no entry needed" when you realized a transaction need not be journalized.

3. Damn driving exam tomorrow. Wish me luck that I do not come out in the headline the next day saying "18 year old boy commit a suicidal act by killing the examiner with an accident in a driving test"

tata.

A break after hectic

Wah macam very long din have fun dy. Spent my late morning with Lanjiao, Mr.Koh, Soo Ling and Mr.Keng at Subang Neway. Neh neh neh...Stephanie ar...ffk us. xD

We sang from 11.15 to around 2.30. xD And I drink water until full dao......Went toilet 3 times. Drank a soup, a longan/lychee dessert, a milo ice, and a lemon coke. :P Mr.Koh geng weih! Song sangat ada power! haha

Then rushed to Pyramid for mini prefect gathering. Thanks to Mr.Keng for sending me. haha. although his main purpose there was to teman Soo Ling shopping. :P

I dunno la. Instead of saying Form5/09 batch gathering, I would rather say it is a Form2/06 gathering. Cause the atmosphere is not like the Form5 atmosphere! It is the Form2 feel. Even ZK came and crapped with us. Imperfect part is our LIVIA CHAN ar, and GAN XIAN DI ar...not there lo. Mana kaki and tangan kita ar? Left hand left leg come dy Right hand Right leg not here.

Long time din talk to these people dy. Especially Su Teng, Chrisitne, Lily and others. Yes Lily, same college also nvr get a chance meet once a week, HELP seriously need to speed up the Subang campus progression. haha. Not like we are going there anyway.

Oh oh oh I tell you! *Pointing finger out imitating Su Teng* It has been so long since I heard Su Teng screaming over HS! And I have not been a male-species-advisor to her for so long! xD And today the highlight is Karluis who apparently trying to be an adult by ordering a RM25 alcoholic drink. God knows why he ordered the second one and I am given the responsibility to finish the second one. but yea, Khai Hoe, Zoon Kiat, Zong Yao, me, Lily, Christine, Su Teng, and Edrea (finally a person who liked that thing!) finished the second one. Speaking about exchanging saliva...shhhh~~~~ xD Not so gross la kay? We used our own straw. lol. Ok thats not the main point. The main point is that Karluis drank the drink alone and his face is as red as Dennis' T-Shirt. You can compare his hand and his face. Epic weih!

Alright. If you have been wondering why have I not post any photo after such a long grandmother story, I shall tell you that I have not taken any photo with my camera.

My camera is dead. DEAD. DEAD!!!

time to buy a new one. I dun feel like buying DSLR, cause I got the permission to use my dad's. I need a compact one so it is more convenient bringing. So I can use either one according to the situation's need. Forgive me if I bore you with words. :P

Back to the gathering. We celebrated Khai Hoe's early birthday as well. Some funny quotes during the cake ceremony thingy.

Waiter: "Whats your name?"

Khai Hoe: "Khai Hoe"

Waiter: "Jai ho?"
LOL

Khai Hoe: "Can I sit?"

Lily: "Wait wait, sing the song first. (Boom Boom Pow)"

Khai Hoe: "But I dunno how to sing"

Lily: "Okay, then we shall wait for the next song. And you shall wait until you sing the next song."

Waiter: "Where's your speech?" Apparently he pronounced it as "Where's Su Saint?" We were laughing like mad. Su Teng even asked who called the waiter to say that. Until the waiter repeat and ask him to give a sweet speech, only we know what did he meant. xD

Kai Boon: "Ok ok, for the best effect of the speech, imagine that we are all Su Saint"

Khai Hoe: "Thanks to Shu Han, Lily, and Zean Shiung for organizing this party. (After being forced) And thank you, Ms. Lee (He still refuse to say the name) for being here spiritually (she's absent)"

Wandering

Tmr is econs.

Let me screw it.

I am too tired. Even though I think I know in the end I still dunno.

Cant focus on studying




I still feel lost.

Can you feel the small existence?
Walking in the shadow
Hearing the howl of a lone wolf

No one, no thing, none of everything
You are the only one who feel the existence
Walking on this endless path
The fragile, wounded flesh and soul
How long can it stand alone?

Uragiri wa itsudemo soba ni iru
If this is my destined life
I shall walk it and prevail

Just to keep you alive

Today is the first day of mid term. And yes. Half of the mid term is over! Its god damn ironic cause I am one of the earliest who can claim that statement, yet I am the last to finish my last paper. Econs is on Friday! Holy bull...

Anyway, Advanced English is a killer. Lack of time. Seriously. My conclusion for essay is only 2 sentences long. -___________-" And yes. I dont have time to check. I hope I didn't just skip any question or even any page when I am flipping. @.@

Accounting is...easy gua? Just the fact that I dont understand some statement makes it sucks. If I know I can do one lo. Just hope I interpret the part correctly. Or else my belanja and belanja terakru salah record, my untung sure salah habis, then my modal akhir oso salah, and my liability oso salah. gg...

CTS! Hate this damn much weih. I dun care. I am going to conquer you! And after Tuesday is freedom! *Oops...did I just forgot about Econs...? Ahh...sorry lo...cause you are such a kacang*





Have been feeling damn moodless these days. It is as though I am shut off from everyone. Everyone has been so stranger-like to me. So is it me that has become a stranger to people? Although I see you everyday, although I talk to you everyday, but I just feel like I am not talking to you.

Maybe I am just too tired. Come and think about it. I reached college at 7.15 and can sleep till 8.00. And usually I just sleep for 15 minutes and I am energized. Finished almost all projects now. Coming up are term paper, stupid random CTS research (maybe I will not do it at all), and then ready for driving, plus studying for the CTS.

Not to forget after mid term One Coin One Hope is officially on the run. Will be damn busy then.

But now, maybe I shall just go back to my Circle III and Bearing

I suck

Today's Ungu's outing is totally a failure.


1 Form3, 4 Form4s, 2 Form5s, and Siang and I plus a Yi Shiuan who appeared for 15 minutes.


Not to mention that I totally wasted people's time. Form4s reached at 11 for nothing.

We did nothing much except eating.

And totally forgot to contact Kar Chun when we did not manage to go to Redbox or archery. His handphone is running out of battery and I made him go to Sunway for nothing.


Damn! I am such a damn asshole.

Teach me to stop time

If 24 hours a day are not enough, please give me 48.
If 7 days a week are not enough, please give me 8.
I just need time.

June happenings:
1. TTC - Maths Holiday games by tomorrow
2. JCEP - Budgeting
3. JCEP - Model Pixeling
4. JCEP - Target calculation
5. Ungu - organizing party for 12th June
6. Advanced English - Discussion Essay submission 9th June
7. CTS - Quiz on 11th June (Totally forgotten until seeing Wai Meng study in TTC today)
8. Economics - Group Project submission 2 weeks from now. (Yet to touch a single bit)
9. CTS Project - To be handed next month (Yet to start)
10. Mid Term - 20th June (Yet to study any)
11. Driving Exam - 29th June (Instructor sucks. Need to take more lessons or somehow find a way to learn myself)
12. SASA Questions

Need to take a breath. Wait...even taking a breath is a waste of time. Screw life.

Probability I

If you still remember your SPM maths, you will know that it is your Form4 Chapter 7. (Yes Form 5 Chapter 7 is also probability, but probability II)

Anyway, now I am just giving you some examples that I have used in class today. Since the 3 "darlings" dont want to do work, and keep forcing me to give funny examples...so I ended up filling the class with lameness (Those who missed my class today, too bad for you la. neni neni bubu)
KB = me
YY = Yi You
CH = Ching Hua
A = Aiman

Example 1:
Find the sample space of human gender.
YY: gay, less....
KB: Gender Yi You! Gender! not sexuality!
CH & A: LOL!
KB: Gender only male and female right? ya. 10 years ago correct. now got "others" dy. some country got one you know! fill in form they got "male, female, others!" But of course not Malaysia la, we not so open. So exam, in case ur teacher daibi enough to ask u this question, answer "male and female" only ar, dun pandai pandai.

Example 2:
KB: Nah, now we go to ur favourite la Yi You. Find the sample space of human sexuality
YY: Gay, less
CH: Straight!
KB: so homosexual, heterosexual, one more.
A: what?
KB: Bisexual la!
YY & CH: ....

Example 3:
KB: Now I go to event. Event is like a condition given to sample space. Like u throw a dice, I only want all possible outcome for even number...so answer is {2,4,6} only. *see them sien diao liao* Okay la. So find the sexuality of human, that likes the same gender one
YY: Gay gay!
CH: Yi You only likes gay!
A: Homosexual. *Macam only he know what I asking like that...-__________-* (Sample space only got {Homo, Hetero, Bi} tak ada gay pun)
KB: and bisexual. Bi oso love same gender one ma!
All: ..........

Example 4:
KB: Now got one girl coming in. She wants to find one guy in the room. Apa sample space?
CH: Cheh so easy! We four lo!
YY: Event is me! The girl want to find me!
KB: okay. event. now the girl want to find a yongsui guy. so what is the event? so this room only Yi You yong sui ma, so event is?
A: Yi You.
KB: yeap! exactly!
YY: ....(shows the =.= face)
KB: Now the girl wants to find a lengzai. What is the event?
YY: *keep repeating* ME ME ME!!! MEEEEE!!!!! (macam maggie mee like that)
CH: everyone except Yi You!
KB: exactly! So event = {Kai Boon, Ching Hua, Aiman}
YY: NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

Example 5:
(After teaching tree diagram)
KB: So now, if Yi You decided to go Chow Kit road. He is at TTC now. But he dun1 2 tell ppl he go chow kit. paiseh. so he say he go MPH first. Then from MPH, he go chow kit. If there are 4 ways to go MPH, bus, LRT, taxi, drive, then from MPH to Chow kit got 5 ways, Friends pick (I write pick only), bus, LRT, taxi, drive. Then he reach Chow....
CH: Why got a dick one?
KB: HAR? where dick?
CH: Neh dick
YY: PICK LA YO! See! Din listen in class! (-_________-" My P looks a bit like D)
KB: =.=" Continue. Then Yi You reach Chow Kit. Got road block. so he have to go home. Go home, he got 3 ways. either, fly, swim, or walk. So, how many ways for him to go home?
(After reveal answer)
KB: So now Yi You, you know go chow kit got how many ways dy ar. How many ways? *sarcastic look*
YY: -___-" 20 ways......
KB: Go home?
YY: 60.
KB: yeap. 60 different combinations.

Still got banyak daibi examples. Tapi I sleepy. Continue tmr.
Still got:
Eg6: Ching Hua's combination of wives
Eg7: Ching Hua finding a sleeping partner example
Eg8: Prostitute company example (Since Aiman have econs tmr. I use a lame econs example)
Eg9: F = ma example (YY and CH got physics tmr, so I use physics example)

And actually got out of topic one. Like Chapter 4 Arguments. If p, then q. haha. got time only post tmr. xD Stay tuned!

Label

Nah, not this label.



I mean human label



Well...more or less like that.

If you steal, people label you as a thief.

If you score high, people label you as an encyclopedia.




There is nothing wrong being labelled as an encyclopedia. In fact, the person being labelled must feel proud. People seek help from you, and as you answer their questions and clear their doubts, you feel satisfied seeing a smile and hearing an "OH OK OK! I GOT IT!" from them.

but, But, BUT!

Rather being an encyclopedia, I think people would prefer to be labelled as "friend" instead of "encyclopedia". Helping people gives satisfactory. But it annoys you when people just treat you as an encyclopedia. We only thought of our encyclopedia when we need it. Since when do we care about stuffs like "Oh, is my encyclopedia being covered by dust now? *goes and checks*", or "Eh, is a lizard shitting on my encyclopedia? *goes and checks again*" Nah, we don't. I mean, an encyclopedia is a dead thing, and who will ever CARE about the feeling of an object?


But sadly, humans are not objects. They live. So now, imagine you being treated as an encyclopedia. Your friends only approach you when they need you, and perhaps ignore your existence when you are not needed. That's so "ouch". I believe no one will prefer to be treated like an encyclopedia, ever.


On a side note, this theory applies to relationship too. A relationship should be a two way thing. You should care about your friends like how they care about you, you should be willing to help your friends like how they are willing to lend a helping hand to you, and you should share their pain like how they share yours. Unless you are thick-faced and cold hearted enough to be a leech to someone who treasures you as a friend.

I don't get why some people are thick faced enough to only know how to borrow your project when they need something to refer to.

I don't get how people request to be your partner in a group project and expect you to do every single work simply because you score better.

I also don't get why would someone be mad at you simply due to request to do any of the things listed above being rejected because you look down upon this kind of leech.




I wouldn't want to continue a relationship if it is a one way thing. Incapability keeps my distance. If I cannot share your pain, I wouldn't want to burden you with my pain.


PS: Correct me if there are fragments, run-ons, comma splices, inparallel structures. Advanced English kills. :/