Bored to death

I seriously cant believe that holiday is so damn it boring. WHY LA our holiday must be placed when other colleges are having classes, and why must we have classes when people have holiday la!!?? Tak boleh cari people minum kopi makan roti oso. X/

It makes me wonder how best friends last time can become strangers today. I just failed to realize sooner that, no matter how close people used to be, without constant communication snd keeping in touch, even best brothers can become hi-bye friends.

So to my college friends who didn't really know of me in high school, lemme bring you through a tour. XD

 This is where my journey in ECA started: Prefects. First time for me to devote myself in a board. Yet like the saying goes, the higher the expectation, the greater the dissapointment. But I don't regret it.

Had a 2 hours emo moment with a brother few days ago. Seriously, we felt almost exactly the same thing: college friends just can't beat high school friends. No matter how close we are in college, they just don't give you the feel of your friends in high school. It just hit me to go search for the memories in high school la.

 To be honest, YE didn't give me much pleasent memories. I only find sense of satisfactory when I find my year continued the legacy of Basil's with some add-ons, apart from being the Best Enterprise. (On a side note, there's a girl in HELP that recognize me as the MD of C-Nergy. She said she was from YE last time and recognize my face. Forgot she's from Assunta or Sri Aman)

The greatest thing that I've gain from YE is these bunch of animals friends! Fish Duck Crow and...Forgot Edrea's nickname.

 

 Seriously, I don't think I can survive 2008 without Pikachu's support. And I seriously grew up and matured the most during that year due to the exposure given.

Ed Board, where I was given what I did not deserve. I am really glad that I was given the opportunity to work with this bunch of awesome editors. At least now I have a place of belonging even when I return to CHS.

Maybe it is fate that we all got SASA and all accepted it. But maybe it is fate too that now Louise stays in HELP A Levels and I at another block for Foundation, while Lily got her transfer to KDU from Sime Darby.

 To remember the times when I took my seniors' retirement photo, it really hit me when it was my turn to graduate. For Wen Zhen's batch, I watch them leave with admiration: the determination that I want to be like that batch of seniors. For Shin Yee's batch, I watch them leave with a new sense of responsibility: as the new incoming batch of seniors and committee. For them, the least that I can do is to capture their memories and give them a perfect retirement. For us, I dont feel anything to be proud of. In fact, dissapointment. I don't even remember having our photos as a goodbye gift. Shall I blame ourselves for being the unappreciated group who failed to achieve, or shall I blame the young ones for not spending some time to process and give us our photos?

For succesfully surviving the tough time, I need to thank these people. If not for their support, I dont think I will be able to complete my duty as the KD. Of course, I need to thank these duos for their support as well:

So far I tell you, my best friends, are all "sisters" My besties in YE are mostly females: Pika, Duck, Crow, and maybe except Fish. My buddies in Ed Board are females too, Louise and Lily, and my besties in Prefects are Becca and Su Teng. (Unless you consider best working partners, then yes, there are males: ZongYao, Kah Lok & Yung Hsin other than Livia, XianDi and Feli)

And I only get brothers here:

Ungu

I nearly missed the chance to have these bunch of awesome friends. If not for Pei Wen who forced me to go for marching in 2008, I would have gone for Prefects. If not for her, I wouldnt have know Shiuan, KarYaw, Kar Chun, Qi Hui, Soo Ling, YuBin and wouldn't get close with Lun, Siang, Khai Xian, Brian and Yee Min.

For all that I have joined, I definitely miss Ungu the msot. The feeling that Ungu gives me is just different from the others. Here is where I totally do not need to care about my image. Maybe no post gua. more than 70% of my outings after Form4 are with these people. But until now, everyone started to lose contact. But I am glad that we still have the same heart for Ungu. Just look at the number of seniors who went back before Sports Day. So many seniors stayed to help for the preparation. Siang, Shiuan, Brian, Pei Wen, and that night Soo Ling and Chang Meng also.

My point here is, I seriously miss high school, like damn seriously. I have not talked to my besties and brothers for very long dy. that night, 2 hours to us macam half hour only. Check time only know its 1.30am dy, or else still thought 12am nia. I want to see all of you so badly lo! I really want to see all of us together again, 一个都不能少lo!