yawnz....after relaxing for about a week (cant say relax, just i am not dat stressed up), now i gotta go siao again...sales is on 25th, 2 weeks time, next week must finish the production, and now i dun think we are even halfway thru yet......i reli reli reli reli no energy to ask all the ppl to get me their prototypes done d......they are not even bothered to show me or tell me their progress...
and then the sales is so near now...i seriously dunno wat to do liao. pn phang is just complaining what we have done, saying this no quality control, that no good, what's the point etc...deng la, then she shud protest at the beginning in the meeting when we submit the idea la, now she tell us, what is the purpose of this, got ppl will buy meh, can sell meh? wtf? is she listening when we are giving ideas???? she is just complaining and cooling down ppl's passion. ppl got the "ohm" to do things den she say this no gud dat useless. nobody 1 2 do d lo. she say what's the point, got use meh, ok la get me sumthing dat is useful and can be produced and got ppl will buy la. we make things useful, she say useless, ppl can get thsoe factory-made one, much nicer and useful. oklo we go for decorations, hopefully ppl will buy juz because they admire the artwork and to make their working table more beautiful, and she say, what's the use. whatever we do she just complain say no good lo
and now i want to ask sumthing...WHERE THE F*** IS YOUR LADYBIRD!?? if it's that good, give us the model so we can start making! u say i will get it done get it done, but every week u tell me i am sending it to the worker to make me the model. I HAVE WAIT THIS FOR WEEKS! how the hell am i suppose to know we will succeed in making that!? I've seen some that was done, and IT WAS AWFUL!!! how will i feel safe n secure if I AM ONLY COUNTING ON THAT THING!?? yes the idea is good, BUT HELL IT IS SO HARD TO MAKE. imagine making sumthing ladybird shaped, drill holes on it to put pens (pens come in different sizes), cut a gap to put name cards, coil wire to make memo pad by the side, IS THIS THAT EASILY DONE!? i bet a lot of problems will occur. quality control especially.
seriously i am thinking of quitting it after this damn f***ing sales. HOW CAN YOU WORK WITH A TEACHER ADVISORS THAT ONLY PICK ON YOUR IDEAS AND THINKS ONLY WHAT SHE SEES IS THE BEST!? how can you work with a teacher that nvr gives compliment but only complains!? how can you work for a teacher, THAT RARELY APPEARS DURING ACTIVITIES AND DOESN'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON, and EXPECT ME TO TELL HER EVERY SINGLE THING!?
oh damn f***, she says: the plant last year, all ppl are crazed for it, but on the very first day she elect me as the MD, she says: "i fed up d, this year i let u handle n i see how u will handle" i ask her, teacher is it possible to get the plants again, she say she is tired of taking care of the plants, if we 1 2 do do ourselves. SHE ONLY COMPARE US TO LAST YEAR'S!!!! and SHE CAN HELL COMPLAIN EVEN WITHOUT GIVING ANY HELP. so i run the organisation from WHAT I CAN DO, and WHAT I KNOW. i go as far as my power can, imagine the ppl aren't active for the production, and I have to be the production manager, quality control manager, sometimes the secretary, and I'VE NEVER COMPLAIN AS MUCH AS SHE DOES. ok I do complain, but I complain after I give my fullest, but she, just pick on our faults, without telling us how to solve the problem, and EXPECT US TO READ HER MIND AND FOLLOW WHAT SHE WANTS. I feel like a puppet. I am nothing. I wanna god damn f***ing hell smash her table right now.
DON'T THINK I AM SO FREE FOR UR F***ING YE FOR GOODNESS SAKE, I HAVE NOT BEEN DOING MY ED-BOARD THING SINCE UR FREAKING YE COMES IN, I GOT A LAYOUT TO HAND IN THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW, AND BECAUSE OF UR F***ING YE I DON'T THINK I WILL BE ABLE TO GET IT DONE. BECAUSE OF UR F***ING YE I HAVE NOT BEEN GETTING ENOUGH SLEEP AND OFTEN SLEEPS IN CLASS, AND I OFTEN COPY PPL'S HOMEWORK JUST BECAUSE I COULDN'T FINISH THEM AT HOME. STOP ASKING FOR THE UNREASONABLES YOU DAMN F***ING B*T*H
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Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Monday, March 31, 2008
31st March
2day lets just say, half dissapointed half glad, plus some pain. after school YE production was...how should I say...ok we've got very very very little ppl who turned up, I can name all of them. Chen Nyap, Khai Hoe, Jin Yee, Christine, Julian, Adrian, Lily, Su Saint, Felicia, Zean Shiung. See. dissapointment no.1
dissapointment no.2, ppl are still complaining. but glad nol.1, they complain less and do more work 2day. maybe I can consider not to scold ppl that harsh this thursday.
pain no.1, I cut my finger quite deep and was bleeding quite awfully. well, lily was like, showing no mercy when trying to stop my bleeding. Pressing all the blood out so hard. xD. According to her, it's like "the good thing about stopping other ppl's blood is you wont feel the pain so you will not hestitate to press it as hard as you can". xDDDDD
well and then, after production, disapointment no.3. THE PEEPS MENCALARKAN MEJA ORANG LAIN!!!!!!!! how can they not having old newspaper beneath when they are cutting things with blade. I was like, omg common sense oso know you need to cover the table up. Is it that those are not your tables so you can do whatever you want? And after scratching the table they dun even feel guilty and start omg-ing until I discover myself.
and then I put all the things to pn.phang's place, and found out the staffroom locked. try to boro ed-board room (tho I feel guilty for making it like a store for YE, but reli cannot bring home all of them at once la), and oso locked, and finally I have to put in prefects' room la, but feel quite unsafe there, its like there are so many ppl there and who knows ppl might accidently dirty the thing or stepped on it.
Glad no.2, dun tell you. my own secret.
FRUSTRATION. my BM was 84 when the teacher returned to me. I was so freaking happy, and only to discover he forgot to give me 5 more marks. if I got the 5 my purata will be 80.8 this time and win becca who has 80.7. and then you know what? the freaking teacher says that 89 is just too high and he remark my paper. I see him flipping my paper more than 3 times and the 4th or 5th time finally he use his red pen and write something. at the end I got only 86! I mean, if it doesn't affect my class position I dun mind, but after he minus it my purata is 80.5, I lost to becca d! It's like he got nothing to minus d he just simply change my 25/30 karangan to 24/30, and then simply minus my mark from pemahaman without givng me reason. he just put a cross anywhere he wants. I ask him why wrong he say ini salah, kamu ada markah begitu tinggi d jangan cari saya lagi. WTF??? if wrong ok i accept, but tell me why wrong, you cant tell me I wrong because I got high marks, its so unfair!!!! if the answer is accepted then should accept la, you cannot dun accept it bcause my mark was too high, but it doesn't even exceed 100. if exceed 100 u dun give me mark understood la, but this is like....ARRGGGHHHH. so damn unfair woei, my tatabahasa onli got 1 peribahasa mistake minus 2 mark, karangan no error 25/30, rumusan 28/30 and pemahaman got a bit error minus 2 marks, so should be 11. correct la 89/100, but now, he change my mark just because he feel like changing it. how can he be so unreasonable. all the classmates go out and ask him WHY IS THIS WRONG, but they are not ASKING FOR MARKS, he just say ini salah pergi duduk. ini tidak boleh diterima but without telling you why. I mean, learning from your mistake, I DUN EVEN KNOW WHY WRONG HOW CAN I AVOID MAKING THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN!!?? or is it that you cant come up with a good reason for giving us wrong so u just shut our mouth by force?
and got some freak ar, reli wanna eff him d. I decided to ask for sejarah marks and at the end feel like my answer isn't good enough n din go, he keep asking, got add ma, i feel so frustrated and say 2 marks onli add no add oso same. he says, yalo 2 marks onli ma 84 quite high d la, no nid 2 beg one. I feel like slapping him woei. He got 97 and go ask marks here n there until he got 100, shut ur eff mouth up la. and my BM, he says, aiya 84 oso add till 86 d ma, highest in the class d la still beg for wat. wtf I dun beg just because I want the marks to make my result look nicer, but ITS THE MARK I DESERVE OK???? I DUN ASK MARKS OR BEG FOR IT WHEN I DUN DESERVE THEM. I feel like slapping this guy real hard. HE KEEPS BEGGING FOR MARKS AND NOW HE SAYS aiya 2 marks 3 marks NO NID 2 BEG to ME!!??? tell yourself woei you bastard. seriously kiasu guy. reli tak tahan him d.
losing to becca isn't much a great deal. if my mark is originally losing to her I DUN MIND you know. I mean, you got ur marks deducted for NO REASON and it AFFECTS YOUR CLASS POSITION, WILL YOU FEEL FRUSTRATED!!!???? I tell you I am so gonna get 80 for my BM next time and show him MY BM IS STRONG AND DOES NOT GAIN MARKS THRU BEGGING. if he still says wah 80 tinggi and go minus my marks ar, I reli going to tell the adminstration man. HOW CAN A TEACHER MINUS MARKS JUST BECAUSE HE FEELS LIKE HE WANTED TO DO SO???
dissapointment no.2, ppl are still complaining. but glad nol.1, they complain less and do more work 2day. maybe I can consider not to scold ppl that harsh this thursday.
pain no.1, I cut my finger quite deep and was bleeding quite awfully. well, lily was like, showing no mercy when trying to stop my bleeding. Pressing all the blood out so hard. xD. According to her, it's like "the good thing about stopping other ppl's blood is you wont feel the pain so you will not hestitate to press it as hard as you can". xDDDDD
well and then, after production, disapointment no.3. THE PEEPS MENCALARKAN MEJA ORANG LAIN!!!!!!!! how can they not having old newspaper beneath when they are cutting things with blade. I was like, omg common sense oso know you need to cover the table up. Is it that those are not your tables so you can do whatever you want? And after scratching the table they dun even feel guilty and start omg-ing until I discover myself.
and then I put all the things to pn.phang's place, and found out the staffroom locked. try to boro ed-board room (tho I feel guilty for making it like a store for YE, but reli cannot bring home all of them at once la), and oso locked, and finally I have to put in prefects' room la, but feel quite unsafe there, its like there are so many ppl there and who knows ppl might accidently dirty the thing or stepped on it.
Glad no.2, dun tell you. my own secret.
FRUSTRATION. my BM was 84 when the teacher returned to me. I was so freaking happy, and only to discover he forgot to give me 5 more marks. if I got the 5 my purata will be 80.8 this time and win becca who has 80.7. and then you know what? the freaking teacher says that 89 is just too high and he remark my paper. I see him flipping my paper more than 3 times and the 4th or 5th time finally he use his red pen and write something. at the end I got only 86! I mean, if it doesn't affect my class position I dun mind, but after he minus it my purata is 80.5, I lost to becca d! It's like he got nothing to minus d he just simply change my 25/30 karangan to 24/30, and then simply minus my mark from pemahaman without givng me reason. he just put a cross anywhere he wants. I ask him why wrong he say ini salah, kamu ada markah begitu tinggi d jangan cari saya lagi. WTF??? if wrong ok i accept, but tell me why wrong, you cant tell me I wrong because I got high marks, its so unfair!!!! if the answer is accepted then should accept la, you cannot dun accept it bcause my mark was too high, but it doesn't even exceed 100. if exceed 100 u dun give me mark understood la, but this is like....ARRGGGHHHH. so damn unfair woei, my tatabahasa onli got 1 peribahasa mistake minus 2 mark, karangan no error 25/30, rumusan 28/30 and pemahaman got a bit error minus 2 marks, so should be 11. correct la 89/100, but now, he change my mark just because he feel like changing it. how can he be so unreasonable. all the classmates go out and ask him WHY IS THIS WRONG, but they are not ASKING FOR MARKS, he just say ini salah pergi duduk. ini tidak boleh diterima but without telling you why. I mean, learning from your mistake, I DUN EVEN KNOW WHY WRONG HOW CAN I AVOID MAKING THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN!!?? or is it that you cant come up with a good reason for giving us wrong so u just shut our mouth by force?
and got some freak ar, reli wanna eff him d. I decided to ask for sejarah marks and at the end feel like my answer isn't good enough n din go, he keep asking, got add ma, i feel so frustrated and say 2 marks onli add no add oso same. he says, yalo 2 marks onli ma 84 quite high d la, no nid 2 beg one. I feel like slapping him woei. He got 97 and go ask marks here n there until he got 100, shut ur eff mouth up la. and my BM, he says, aiya 84 oso add till 86 d ma, highest in the class d la still beg for wat. wtf I dun beg just because I want the marks to make my result look nicer, but ITS THE MARK I DESERVE OK???? I DUN ASK MARKS OR BEG FOR IT WHEN I DUN DESERVE THEM. I feel like slapping this guy real hard. HE KEEPS BEGGING FOR MARKS AND NOW HE SAYS aiya 2 marks 3 marks NO NID 2 BEG to ME!!??? tell yourself woei you bastard. seriously kiasu guy. reli tak tahan him d.
losing to becca isn't much a great deal. if my mark is originally losing to her I DUN MIND you know. I mean, you got ur marks deducted for NO REASON and it AFFECTS YOUR CLASS POSITION, WILL YOU FEEL FRUSTRATED!!!???? I tell you I am so gonna get 80 for my BM next time and show him MY BM IS STRONG AND DOES NOT GAIN MARKS THRU BEGGING. if he still says wah 80 tinggi and go minus my marks ar, I reli going to tell the adminstration man. HOW CAN A TEACHER MINUS MARKS JUST BECAUSE HE FEELS LIKE HE WANTED TO DO SO???
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
God Damn It WTF !@#$%6&*
SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK!!!!!!!!!!
WTF! I dun wanna talk about it anymore, YE meeting....uhhhhhh.....sales product planning groupping.....F*** all of them!
Its like watever u plan r all wrong, the teacher is giving u wrong info, and the citi advisors are assuming dat u knew it, and then everything all messed up. WTF!
And even my computer starts to turn the table. Keep restarting once it reaches the log in menu. And now I can only use a laptop. And all photos in the computer, I wonder how am I suppose to get them out. GOD CUT THE CRAP OUT DAMN IT. STOP PLAYING A FOOL WITH ME. U REALLY WISH ME TO DIE WITH A BOMB ON ME AND BOMB UR GOD DAMN HEAVEN!!???
WTF! I dun wanna talk about it anymore, YE meeting....uhhhhhh.....sales product planning groupping.....F*** all of them!
Its like watever u plan r all wrong, the teacher is giving u wrong info, and the citi advisors are assuming dat u knew it, and then everything all messed up. WTF!
And even my computer starts to turn the table. Keep restarting once it reaches the log in menu. And now I can only use a laptop. And all photos in the computer, I wonder how am I suppose to get them out. GOD CUT THE CRAP OUT DAMN IT. STOP PLAYING A FOOL WITH ME. U REALLY WISH ME TO DIE WITH A BOMB ON ME AND BOMB UR GOD DAMN HEAVEN!!???
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