I serious serious serious tak boleh tahan that bi*ch d. I really want to quit this stupid program d. To tell you the truth, I learned nothing, but only getting frustrated. Don't really want to talk about what happened today. Damn dulan. why wasting your time to earn frustration???? I wonder...just to let my resume looked nicer next year? Is this a bit costly? Perhaps its time to consider....
p/s: MD in my case is not MANAGING director, but MESSENGER director, because I am only being her messenger to the members. I feel like a dog...damn that bi*ch
Showing posts with label ye. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ye. Show all posts
Thursday, May 8, 2008
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Applying what I learnt
Ok, I am applying what I learnt in the YE workshop --- Finding the root of all problems
Here's the problems I facing in YE:
1. people not committed ---> no encouragement ---> *that particular teacher* only complains about our work ---> problem of *that particular teacher*
2. no quality control ---> last minute work ---> planning not efficient ---> *that particular teacher* likes last minute bossing around ---> problem of *that particular teacher*
3. production not on time ---> last minute plan-changing ---> *that particular teacher* suka change plan last minute ---> problem of *that particular teacher*
4. People blur about meeting ---> last minute plan-changing ---> *that particular teacher* suka change plan last minute ---> problem of *that particular teacher*
so as you can see, the main problems i faced, are having the same source of problem. WHAT THE HECK CAN I DO WITH IT???
1. expel the teacher from the company
2. seal her mouth with elephant glue
3. mogok
macam mana aku harus buat???
*that particular teacher* called me just now.
"ei you call them 2moro do the mouse pad, we selling for mothers' day and teachers' day"
" teacher, we dont have materials yet, macam mana boleh buat 2moro? unless we buy tonight...which is not very possible"
"mana they buy? "
"i tak tahu"
" nvm ask them buy it, 2moro let them bring home do, make 50 and sell"
" !@#$%^&* "
then she hung the phone, few minutes later...
"2moro dun meeting, do production, make the ladybird and sell for mothers' day and teachers' day"
"teacher, mothers' day this week, no time leh"
"den sell for teachers day"
"teacher, we selling things to teacher on teachers day? I thought teachers day teachers are suppose to receive gifts FOC, but now we are charging them???"
" nvm sure got ppl buy one"
" teacher, 2moro cannot la, i tell citibank advisors we meeting d, sent them agenda and they plan everything d"
"what meeting is 2moro, y always meeting"
"reflection for the previous sale ma, so we can determine what problem we facing and how to solve" (actually no need one lo, since i know the problem we facing is the bi*ch)
"aiya no need la, wait until teachers day finish first den you do both together"
"har...?" (the next time i doing reflection, 'nvm wait next sale finish do together again')
"nvm get me ppl to do the ladybird, i want it"
(!#$%^&* i wonder she hear what i say or not)
she hung the phone. few minutes later
"get them do the mouse pad and give everyone as salary ar"
"teacher, not fair lo, some ppl making mouse pad for EVERYONE. they are doing extra work to MAKE EVERYONE SALARY. can they get EXTRA SALARY ar? impossible ma"
"nvm can one, the other ppl they doing other products ma"
"teacher later we make so many, the PIBG dun buy leh?"
"they haven reply me ho, i call them"
(for ur info she has been saying that for the past few days)
"teacher, we need to hurry la, no time redi"
"yalo, i paiseh call them la, they PIBG you know,"
"!#$%^&*"
YOU SEE!??? she is causing all the trouble man. I really feeling like giving her few big slaps every time she says one sentence. she every time last minute, and expect me to handle it as she wish, how is it possible???? I dun need time to call ppl one ar? I dun need to give time ppl do one ar? everytime she last minute, i do what i can, at the end I am doing everything. can she be more considerate? getting her as my advisor is really a damn sore on ur wound. another teacher advisor is a new teacher with no experience in YE, she dunno how to handle, facing these major problems she do what she can, at the end still ask me to refer *that particular teacher* , and *that particular teacher* always cause problem by telling me things last minute. SHE IS RUINING MY PLAN AGAIN AND AGAIN!!! damn her...I feel like resigning. it's such a pain on ur as* man. I TAK TAHAN HER!!!!!
Here's the problems I facing in YE:
1. people not committed ---> no encouragement ---> *that particular teacher* only complains about our work ---> problem of *that particular teacher*
2. no quality control ---> last minute work ---> planning not efficient ---> *that particular teacher* likes last minute bossing around ---> problem of *that particular teacher*
3. production not on time ---> last minute plan-changing ---> *that particular teacher* suka change plan last minute ---> problem of *that particular teacher*
4. People blur about meeting ---> last minute plan-changing ---> *that particular teacher* suka change plan last minute ---> problem of *that particular teacher*
so as you can see, the main problems i faced, are having the same source of problem. WHAT THE HECK CAN I DO WITH IT???
1. expel the teacher from the company
2. seal her mouth with elephant glue
3. mogok
macam mana aku harus buat???
*that particular teacher* called me just now.
"ei you call them 2moro do the mouse pad, we selling for mothers' day and teachers' day"
" teacher, we dont have materials yet, macam mana boleh buat 2moro? unless we buy tonight...which is not very possible"
"mana they buy? "
"i tak tahu"
" nvm ask them buy it, 2moro let them bring home do, make 50 and sell"
" !@#$%^&* "
then she hung the phone, few minutes later...
"2moro dun meeting, do production, make the ladybird and sell for mothers' day and teachers' day"
"teacher, mothers' day this week, no time leh"
"den sell for teachers day"
"teacher, we selling things to teacher on teachers day? I thought teachers day teachers are suppose to receive gifts FOC, but now we are charging them???"
" nvm sure got ppl buy one"
" teacher, 2moro cannot la, i tell citibank advisors we meeting d, sent them agenda and they plan everything d"
"what meeting is 2moro, y always meeting"
"reflection for the previous sale ma, so we can determine what problem we facing and how to solve" (actually no need one lo, since i know the problem we facing is the bi*ch)
"aiya no need la, wait until teachers day finish first den you do both together"
"har...?" (the next time i doing reflection, 'nvm wait next sale finish do together again')
"nvm get me ppl to do the ladybird, i want it"
(!#$%^&* i wonder she hear what i say or not)
she hung the phone. few minutes later
"get them do the mouse pad and give everyone as salary ar"
"teacher, not fair lo, some ppl making mouse pad for EVERYONE. they are doing extra work to MAKE EVERYONE SALARY. can they get EXTRA SALARY ar? impossible ma"
"nvm can one, the other ppl they doing other products ma"
"teacher later we make so many, the PIBG dun buy leh?"
"they haven reply me ho, i call them"
(for ur info she has been saying that for the past few days)
"teacher, we need to hurry la, no time redi"
"yalo, i paiseh call them la, they PIBG you know,"
"!#$%^&*"
YOU SEE!??? she is causing all the trouble man. I really feeling like giving her few big slaps every time she says one sentence. she every time last minute, and expect me to handle it as she wish, how is it possible???? I dun need time to call ppl one ar? I dun need to give time ppl do one ar? everytime she last minute, i do what i can, at the end I am doing everything. can she be more considerate? getting her as my advisor is really a damn sore on ur wound. another teacher advisor is a new teacher with no experience in YE, she dunno how to handle, facing these major problems she do what she can, at the end still ask me to refer *that particular teacher* , and *that particular teacher* always cause problem by telling me things last minute. SHE IS RUINING MY PLAN AGAIN AND AGAIN!!! damn her...I feel like resigning. it's such a pain on ur as* man. I TAK TAHAN HER!!!!!
Monday, May 5, 2008
Holiday Mood
I am still so in holiday mood, after the YE sales and sports day. And heck, exam's coming in 2 weeks time, and YE gotta continue busy again after thursday. And I have to do some preparation, so means I shall be busying again tomorrow. And prefects I gotta burn some CDs, (150++ to be detailed) means not really much time for me to study eh?
And yea, I missed a lot of class for YE. Workshop, sales, and before that ed-board photo thingy, I missed the whole chapter 3, and I haven't even studied them. And the exam is before the holiday, and those papers are really shitty, sciences paper 2 and language paper 1. Damn it man...
Ah well, I shall enjoy my last day of "holiday", I gotta go back to my busy routine after tonight.
Bye sweet days!
Bye relaxing moments,
I shall meet you after the exam, end of June...
wait wait, YE sales and events....
means I shall meet you after July....
wait wait, prefects election, AGM, annual lunch/dinner preparation...
ok, I shall meet you after August....
wait wait...YE annual reports and awards....
I shall meet you after September
wait wait...exam again....
I shall meet you DURING YEAR END HOLIDAY THEN!!!!!
ok....I am starting to feel freaked out by my busy routine....nvm...
random: I fell in love with the word "cucuk" after ungu marching. haha. I really like to use the word cucuk in my lines. go cucuk!!! lolx
And yea, I missed a lot of class for YE. Workshop, sales, and before that ed-board photo thingy, I missed the whole chapter 3, and I haven't even studied them. And the exam is before the holiday, and those papers are really shitty, sciences paper 2 and language paper 1. Damn it man...
Ah well, I shall enjoy my last day of "holiday", I gotta go back to my busy routine after tonight.
Bye sweet days!
Bye relaxing moments,
I shall meet you after the exam, end of June...
wait wait, YE sales and events....
means I shall meet you after July....
wait wait, prefects election, AGM, annual lunch/dinner preparation...
ok, I shall meet you after August....
wait wait...YE annual reports and awards....
I shall meet you after September
wait wait...exam again....
I shall meet you DURING YEAR END HOLIDAY THEN!!!!!
ok....I am starting to feel freaked out by my busy routine....nvm...
random: I fell in love with the word "cucuk" after ungu marching. haha. I really like to use the word cucuk in my lines. go cucuk!!! lolx
Friday, May 2, 2008
Not-so-free after all
Well I've been saying that I was very free the other day, I take back, I AM SO NOT FREE!!!xD
On wednesday I went to IBM building beside one utama with Julian and Jinyee for the YE achievers' workshop. I've learnt a lot on how to create and build a stronger team from the workshop. I wouldn't go detail with it, but to sum up I am really proud of the CHS ppl. I think, I THINK we are the only school with all three members going out for presentation (we were divided into four groups, three of us are in different group), I do solo, Julian is one of the 4 representative from his group, and Jinyee do hand gestures with his team giving explanation, which really gave us a good time.
*time flies*
Then after the workshop, which ended around 4, me and jul went to sunway pyramid for movie with zongyao and snoopy. IRONMAN! Apparently snoopy forgot to collect the tickets, so jul collected it, and we are suppose to sit in the 4th row from the front. zzzz......we walked around until 5.40 for the show, and at 8, the movie ended. quite good, very funny, and cool explosions! nice graphics, recommend you to watch.
we walked around searching for a place to eat. cause'...we all have different taste in food...some likes high class, some no budget, some want this some want that...(ok...theres only 4 of us...I wonder what will happen if there's 8 of us...?). We finally decided a place to eat, and then its abour 9.10 after we fnish, I gotta go home, and waited outside the bus stop...I tell you what....nvr take bus from sunway at night, SUPER JAM!!!! I waited for more than half an hour to get a bus, and the U76 driver cabut seeing so jam and refuses to take us, and lucky U63 is just behind 76, so I got in and went all the way to midvalley, and thank god I dun have to wait long for U71. I reached home at 10.40....and bang sleeps...
opps, I forgot to tell you, I camwhore all the time....
*time flies*
thursday is supposed to be labour's day. But due to the sports day coming, we gotta go to school for practice. and yea, I was camwhoring again, suilun and yee min and yaojie, my victims! So the whole day until 2.30 I was in the school, and then go to midvalley kepo a while to get the cloth with pei wen. Grabbed ice cream from baskin robins, and then I reached home at 4.30, sleeps till 7, bath, eat and do ed-board layout till 12 midnight, but which turns out crappy, cause I reli tak tahu macam mana nak buat, no inspiration.
*time flies*
Woke up 4am in the morning to continue doing my homework, and then reach school, rush on homework, till school ends, ngam ngam gaodim all homework that need to be handed in, and then go for lunch, and ungu till 6pm. now reach home, NIE...xDDDDD
And tomorrow is the big day, UNGU GO!!!! trash the other houses!!!! We will win them!!!!
On wednesday I went to IBM building beside one utama with Julian and Jinyee for the YE achievers' workshop. I've learnt a lot on how to create and build a stronger team from the workshop. I wouldn't go detail with it, but to sum up I am really proud of the CHS ppl. I think, I THINK we are the only school with all three members going out for presentation (we were divided into four groups, three of us are in different group), I do solo, Julian is one of the 4 representative from his group, and Jinyee do hand gestures with his team giving explanation, which really gave us a good time.
*time flies*
Then after the workshop, which ended around 4, me and jul went to sunway pyramid for movie with zongyao and snoopy. IRONMAN! Apparently snoopy forgot to collect the tickets, so jul collected it, and we are suppose to sit in the 4th row from the front. zzzz......we walked around until 5.40 for the show, and at 8, the movie ended. quite good, very funny, and cool explosions! nice graphics, recommend you to watch.
we walked around searching for a place to eat. cause'...we all have different taste in food...some likes high class, some no budget, some want this some want that...(ok...theres only 4 of us...I wonder what will happen if there's 8 of us...?). We finally decided a place to eat, and then its abour 9.10 after we fnish, I gotta go home, and waited outside the bus stop...I tell you what....nvr take bus from sunway at night, SUPER JAM!!!! I waited for more than half an hour to get a bus, and the U76 driver cabut seeing so jam and refuses to take us, and lucky U63 is just behind 76, so I got in and went all the way to midvalley, and thank god I dun have to wait long for U71. I reached home at 10.40....and bang sleeps...
opps, I forgot to tell you, I camwhore all the time....
*time flies*
thursday is supposed to be labour's day. But due to the sports day coming, we gotta go to school for practice. and yea, I was camwhoring again, suilun and yee min and yaojie, my victims! So the whole day until 2.30 I was in the school, and then go to midvalley kepo a while to get the cloth with pei wen. Grabbed ice cream from baskin robins, and then I reached home at 4.30, sleeps till 7, bath, eat and do ed-board layout till 12 midnight, but which turns out crappy, cause I reli tak tahu macam mana nak buat, no inspiration.
*time flies*
Woke up 4am in the morning to continue doing my homework, and then reach school, rush on homework, till school ends, ngam ngam gaodim all homework that need to be handed in, and then go for lunch, and ungu till 6pm. now reach home, NIE...xDDDDD
And tomorrow is the big day, UNGU GO!!!! trash the other houses!!!! We will win them!!!!
Saturday, April 26, 2008
YE sales
in the morning,we took a bus, a school bus, small, very small, and according to pn phang is more than enough for the 27 of us, with a 30 seat bus. ok...brilliant. at the end we have not enough place to sit, because....PRODUCTS NEED A SEAT TOO!!! she didn't put that into account..brilliant...
We reach there about 8.40, and then we touch up our stuff and finish up what wasn't done. And set up our booth and start selling. I don't have much to talk about it. Just that it was a success, tho the process of production wasn't very satisfying. But it is the first sale, we learn from this sale and will be better next time. Overall, we have 1800 bucks in hand, will find out from finance what is the exact nett profit. But it will be 1k+ xD
We reach there about 8.40, and then we touch up our stuff and finish up what wasn't done. And set up our booth and start selling. I don't have much to talk about it. Just that it was a success, tho the process of production wasn't very satisfying. But it is the first sale, we learn from this sale and will be better next time. Overall, we have 1800 bucks in hand, will find out from finance what is the exact nett profit. But it will be 1k+ xD
Friday, April 25, 2008
Finally its over!
Finally the citibank sales is over, I am relieved! I just reached home at 10.20 and finished my bath and on9 now. Not gonna post about the sales right now, cause' I am super tired. and for all the marching squad prefects, THANK YOU a loads for staying back just for the 4 of us, the 4 very-troublesome-YE=prefect-member. Because we couldn't participate in the practice due to the sales, so everyone stay from 4pm to 10pm to practice. I am really touched, and at the same time very guilty and feel bad. I will ask YE to belanja you all makan if possible. xDD not guarantee yet, but I will pursuade them. once again thanks to all of you for bearing us the trouble we caused. thank you and sorry for the inconvinient caused.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
busy birthday
apparently my 16th birthday is...eventful. in the morning busy giving out the YE sales day parents informing letter to the members. and then duty for prefects. and then straight away go for ungu perbarisan. its fun, in a whole new environment. its with rumah, not prefects this time. I wonder when I was so dedicated to ungu. we started with the basics, with different command, mostly scouts'. part of them are still in the memory la (I used to be a scout, but quitted, forgot why d) anyway, when really comes to marching, I am still influenced by the prefects' way. come on la its 3 years marching prefects style, its in my blood. and especially when ungu is just beside prefects, more or less got influenced by the commands. like from baris to baris sedia i always forget to raise my leg (cause prefects just drag their left legs without raising)
then adrian volunteer to become the timer. its funny cause I think he doesn't really knows the timing of the marching commands, but yet he volunteer. (before that he asks is the timing for pusing kiri and pusing kanan different?) and he just started off with a loud voice ended with a voice which only he can hears. me and yao jie ganti him during marching, cause really cannot hear and ppl in front marched wrongly. but i think at the end i oso sore throat la (in the end i time myself, yaojie oso no voice d) but i think ppl at least can hear a bit, cause i standing in the middle. lolx.
then after 3 times raptai, recess!!! yay. and thx zongyao for your voucher. haha. then back to class. super tired...yawnz...almost sleep during moral and physics.
after school went out makan. and then back for YE till 4++ walk to amcorp at 5.15. and yea, I just noticed that I walk fast. In 30 minutes time, I returned to school, and I visited amcorp's candy stall and giant supermarket. cool right? and I think I've decided what to buy to put in the glass. (winks)
then stay in school and chit chat with khai hoe, while I continuously poking my finger with a needle when I was doing the mouse pad. kesian right?
and reach home at 7.30. eat bath and YEing till now. busy with the selling price and the photos for email blast. apparently my mom took the camera to bali so all the photos are in there and crap. so I gotta call ppl and get photo and then edit the photo with ladybird, since the one xinyi has is plain in colour, and yea...I PAINTED IT IN PHOTOSHOP. but it sucks. finally we decided that, we dun put ladybird photo. we put mysterious product. come check out at our booth. lolx. smart chee yong! he thought of the idea. cool right?
then adrian volunteer to become the timer. its funny cause I think he doesn't really knows the timing of the marching commands, but yet he volunteer. (before that he asks is the timing for pusing kiri and pusing kanan different?) and he just started off with a loud voice ended with a voice which only he can hears. me and yao jie ganti him during marching, cause really cannot hear and ppl in front marched wrongly. but i think at the end i oso sore throat la (in the end i time myself, yaojie oso no voice d) but i think ppl at least can hear a bit, cause i standing in the middle. lolx.
then after 3 times raptai, recess!!! yay. and thx zongyao for your voucher. haha. then back to class. super tired...yawnz...almost sleep during moral and physics.
after school went out makan. and then back for YE till 4++ walk to amcorp at 5.15. and yea, I just noticed that I walk fast. In 30 minutes time, I returned to school, and I visited amcorp's candy stall and giant supermarket. cool right? and I think I've decided what to buy to put in the glass. (winks)
then stay in school and chit chat with khai hoe, while I continuously poking my finger with a needle when I was doing the mouse pad. kesian right?
and reach home at 7.30. eat bath and YEing till now. busy with the selling price and the photos for email blast. apparently my mom took the camera to bali so all the photos are in there and crap. so I gotta call ppl and get photo and then edit the photo with ladybird, since the one xinyi has is plain in colour, and yea...I PAINTED IT IN PHOTOSHOP. but it sucks. finally we decided that, we dun put ladybird photo. we put mysterious product. come check out at our booth. lolx. smart chee yong! he thought of the idea. cool right?
Monday, April 21, 2008
HELP!!!!
gosh the sales is on this Friday, and yet we still have tonnes of stuff not done yet.
handphone decorations
- the only one done
glasses
- some ugly ones need to redo
- haven't get candies
- not sure we got the cover for cylindrical glasses or not, called lily but no reply
boxes
- dont know the progression
- dont know how many have we make
- GOSH!!!!
fragrance
-almost done, most probably 2morrow get it done (relief)
mouse pad
- Only made one ALMOST complete one (needs some gluing)
- 40++ more to produce
- Not sure we can use bilik jahitan or not
- Need to go home and do
mouse cover
- totally sesat
- dont even know if the prototype is the final prototype or not
- couldn't even find prashanth
ladybird
- not sure about the progression
- none done
- 10-20 half done (painted)
- haven't put up the memo holder
- haven't stick the mini ladybirds beside
others
- paper bags haven't get
- e-mail blast promotion not done
- packaging not done, don't even know what to use, hence haven't get materials to package
you see you see!!! I have only tuesday, wednesday and thursday left!!!! SCREEAAAMMMMSSSS!!!!
and yea, we need to open a bank account ASAP, but, all documents not done yet...AARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!
I feel very guilty to keep delaying my Ed-Board magazine front page layout. Altho Hui Ning says nobody has passed up, but still....I feel guilty. I tried to spare some time to make one, but everytime it is a failure. I made one, but totally a mess. Its like...I am rushing and finish it very quickly. I dont have the patience. Too many things to be acomplished, hence I wasn't able to focus. I just couldn't put away everything and spend 10 hours quietly to do it! I tried 3 times doing already, everytime I finish 1 layout in 1 hour, which is worse than a primary school standard stuff. gosh I feel so damn guilty. Because of YE I abandoned everything. Prefects' marching competition on Saturday, but I don't think I will be able to attend the last practice on Friday, damnit...its the sales....until 3.00pm....sigh....
handphone decorations
- the only one done
glasses
- some ugly ones need to redo
- haven't get candies
- not sure we got the cover for cylindrical glasses or not, called lily but no reply
boxes
- dont know the progression
- dont know how many have we make
- GOSH!!!!
fragrance
-almost done, most probably 2morrow get it done (relief)
mouse pad
- Only made one ALMOST complete one (needs some gluing)
- 40++ more to produce
- Not sure we can use bilik jahitan or not
- Need to go home and do
mouse cover
- totally sesat
- dont even know if the prototype is the final prototype or not
- couldn't even find prashanth
ladybird
- not sure about the progression
- none done
- 10-20 half done (painted)
- haven't put up the memo holder
- haven't stick the mini ladybirds beside
others
- paper bags haven't get
- e-mail blast promotion not done
- packaging not done, don't even know what to use, hence haven't get materials to package
you see you see!!! I have only tuesday, wednesday and thursday left!!!! SCREEAAAMMMMSSSS!!!!
and yea, we need to open a bank account ASAP, but, all documents not done yet...AARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!
I feel very guilty to keep delaying my Ed-Board magazine front page layout. Altho Hui Ning says nobody has passed up, but still....I feel guilty. I tried to spare some time to make one, but everytime it is a failure. I made one, but totally a mess. Its like...I am rushing and finish it very quickly. I dont have the patience. Too many things to be acomplished, hence I wasn't able to focus. I just couldn't put away everything and spend 10 hours quietly to do it! I tried 3 times doing already, everytime I finish 1 layout in 1 hour, which is worse than a primary school standard stuff. gosh I feel so damn guilty. Because of YE I abandoned everything. Prefects' marching competition on Saturday, but I don't think I will be able to attend the last practice on Friday, damnit...its the sales....until 3.00pm....sigh....
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Cutting myself...
Sigh...25th April YE sales, 26th April prefects' marching competition. Gosh....
the sales is on friday, so on monday till thursday I will not be free, especially thursday, a meeting will be held on that day for the sales briefing. I cannot be absent for the meeting. I don't mind to skip it if I am just a pawn, but as the MD I feel responsible for the meeting.
Wednesday I will consider to skip my guitar if there is a need, but I will reserve wednesday for guitar first. So on Monday and Tuesday I am only free for prefects' marching practice. Friday is totally out of question, the sales will end at 3pm, so by the time I reach school the practice should end in no time.
How am I suppose to cut myself into half? I still have to do the production and run the discussion on Monday and Tuesday eh. On Monday christine will be ok to sub me, on tuesday she has a tuition and I don't think I can get anyone to sub me. *sigh* and I've been skipping my badminton for few mondays, not to mention the school magazine front page layout wasn't done, and it is one week after the deadline tomorrow. On Sunday I should be free, hopefully, to get the layout done by then and pass to Hui Ning on Monday. Even my family wants to go out and eat to celebrate something I also tell them don't waste time outside I am too busy. Order pizza back its much more convinient and after half hour eating I can continue working, instead of spending half hour waiting the dishes to be served and another half hour to eat in restaurants.
sigh...such busy life. Somehow I will feel empty and boring all of a sudden if you give me a break. I found myself bored when I am free at night, no need to e-mail this and that, it is good to be free, but I still keep refreshing my brain to see if I missed anything, because usually I wouldn't be that free and being that free makes me suspect that I forgot to do something.
the sales is on friday, so on monday till thursday I will not be free, especially thursday, a meeting will be held on that day for the sales briefing. I cannot be absent for the meeting. I don't mind to skip it if I am just a pawn, but as the MD I feel responsible for the meeting.
Wednesday I will consider to skip my guitar if there is a need, but I will reserve wednesday for guitar first. So on Monday and Tuesday I am only free for prefects' marching practice. Friday is totally out of question, the sales will end at 3pm, so by the time I reach school the practice should end in no time.
How am I suppose to cut myself into half? I still have to do the production and run the discussion on Monday and Tuesday eh. On Monday christine will be ok to sub me, on tuesday she has a tuition and I don't think I can get anyone to sub me. *sigh* and I've been skipping my badminton for few mondays, not to mention the school magazine front page layout wasn't done, and it is one week after the deadline tomorrow. On Sunday I should be free, hopefully, to get the layout done by then and pass to Hui Ning on Monday. Even my family wants to go out and eat to celebrate something I also tell them don't waste time outside I am too busy. Order pizza back its much more convinient and after half hour eating I can continue working, instead of spending half hour waiting the dishes to be served and another half hour to eat in restaurants.
sigh...such busy life. Somehow I will feel empty and boring all of a sudden if you give me a break. I found myself bored when I am free at night, no need to e-mail this and that, it is good to be free, but I still keep refreshing my brain to see if I missed anything, because usually I wouldn't be that free and being that free makes me suspect that I forgot to do something.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
dear bloggie...
dear bloggie...I will be away from 2moro till sunday for prefects' camp, won't be blogging till then, and I need to have a good night sleep today....but it seems that the cruel reality doesn't allow me to do so...
the whole day after school is all about YE, stay back for production and got mad because of some people, and after that sort out the attendance list and busy calling people till now, and do you know how many homework I need to pass up 2morrow?
1) add-maths
2) bio peka
3) tatabahasa
4) Essay
5) rumusan (i think)
6) BC workbook
looking at add maths, peka and essay, you know these three will take at least 2 hours, tatabahasa plus rumusan yet another 1 hour, BC workbook can be done in flash....3 hours of homework, but I just couldn't find a time to do them....
sigh....why is my life so busy....???? I seriously hate YE now!!!
p/s: thx thx thx huining for being so nice to allow me to delay my deadline for the layout. and really sorry about that, cause' I really couldn't find any spare time to do it.
the whole day after school is all about YE, stay back for production and got mad because of some people, and after that sort out the attendance list and busy calling people till now, and do you know how many homework I need to pass up 2morrow?
1) add-maths
2) bio peka
3) tatabahasa
4) Essay
5) rumusan (i think)
6) BC workbook
looking at add maths, peka and essay, you know these three will take at least 2 hours, tatabahasa plus rumusan yet another 1 hour, BC workbook can be done in flash....3 hours of homework, but I just couldn't find a time to do them....
sigh....why is my life so busy....???? I seriously hate YE now!!!
p/s: thx thx thx huining for being so nice to allow me to delay my deadline for the layout. and really sorry about that, cause' I really couldn't find any spare time to do it.
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
....yawnz again....
what should I do, hell...I seriously dunno...I just finish all the cds that are supposed to be burned last year and distributed early in the year. thx to SOMEONE (stares at the particular person), delay until few weeks ago only return to me and not done with them. I burned all of them in a night woei. and u know what, the cd u say u burn d 1 ar, all = reburn. cause' i dunno why u can burn 1 subfolder which contains like 7-8 photo to a cd, and then another cd with 4 subfolders, and some with 2 only. then i have to add back all the subfolders which are like 8-10 so i can burn them. thank god the cd can still be used and not wasted. or else...hmph hmph...
i am glad that i finished the signature drive by the deadline. at least i got all the signature of every single senior of mine ever since i am in form2. but wait....my batch one leh? i didn't have the collection wor. ah nvm, next year junior do d i go photostat. lolx
i am thinking bout quitting the freaking YE. depends on situation. most likely will make up my mind after the sales. really cannot tahan redi...
i am glad that i finished the signature drive by the deadline. at least i got all the signature of every single senior of mine ever since i am in form2. but wait....my batch one leh? i didn't have the collection wor. ah nvm, next year junior do d i go photostat. lolx
i am thinking bout quitting the freaking YE. depends on situation. most likely will make up my mind after the sales. really cannot tahan redi...
gosh....
yawnz....after relaxing for about a week (cant say relax, just i am not dat stressed up), now i gotta go siao again...sales is on 25th, 2 weeks time, next week must finish the production, and now i dun think we are even halfway thru yet......i reli reli reli reli no energy to ask all the ppl to get me their prototypes done d......they are not even bothered to show me or tell me their progress...
and then the sales is so near now...i seriously dunno wat to do liao. pn phang is just complaining what we have done, saying this no quality control, that no good, what's the point etc...deng la, then she shud protest at the beginning in the meeting when we submit the idea la, now she tell us, what is the purpose of this, got ppl will buy meh, can sell meh? wtf? is she listening when we are giving ideas???? she is just complaining and cooling down ppl's passion. ppl got the "ohm" to do things den she say this no gud dat useless. nobody 1 2 do d lo. she say what's the point, got use meh, ok la get me sumthing dat is useful and can be produced and got ppl will buy la. we make things useful, she say useless, ppl can get thsoe factory-made one, much nicer and useful. oklo we go for decorations, hopefully ppl will buy juz because they admire the artwork and to make their working table more beautiful, and she say, what's the use. whatever we do she just complain say no good lo
and now i want to ask sumthing...WHERE THE F*** IS YOUR LADYBIRD!?? if it's that good, give us the model so we can start making! u say i will get it done get it done, but every week u tell me i am sending it to the worker to make me the model. I HAVE WAIT THIS FOR WEEKS! how the hell am i suppose to know we will succeed in making that!? I've seen some that was done, and IT WAS AWFUL!!! how will i feel safe n secure if I AM ONLY COUNTING ON THAT THING!?? yes the idea is good, BUT HELL IT IS SO HARD TO MAKE. imagine making sumthing ladybird shaped, drill holes on it to put pens (pens come in different sizes), cut a gap to put name cards, coil wire to make memo pad by the side, IS THIS THAT EASILY DONE!? i bet a lot of problems will occur. quality control especially.
seriously i am thinking of quitting it after this damn f***ing sales. HOW CAN YOU WORK WITH A TEACHER ADVISORS THAT ONLY PICK ON YOUR IDEAS AND THINKS ONLY WHAT SHE SEES IS THE BEST!? how can you work with a teacher that nvr gives compliment but only complains!? how can you work for a teacher, THAT RARELY APPEARS DURING ACTIVITIES AND DOESN'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON, and EXPECT ME TO TELL HER EVERY SINGLE THING!?
oh damn f***, she says: the plant last year, all ppl are crazed for it, but on the very first day she elect me as the MD, she says: "i fed up d, this year i let u handle n i see how u will handle" i ask her, teacher is it possible to get the plants again, she say she is tired of taking care of the plants, if we 1 2 do do ourselves. SHE ONLY COMPARE US TO LAST YEAR'S!!!! and SHE CAN HELL COMPLAIN EVEN WITHOUT GIVING ANY HELP. so i run the organisation from WHAT I CAN DO, and WHAT I KNOW. i go as far as my power can, imagine the ppl aren't active for the production, and I have to be the production manager, quality control manager, sometimes the secretary, and I'VE NEVER COMPLAIN AS MUCH AS SHE DOES. ok I do complain, but I complain after I give my fullest, but she, just pick on our faults, without telling us how to solve the problem, and EXPECT US TO READ HER MIND AND FOLLOW WHAT SHE WANTS. I feel like a puppet. I am nothing. I wanna god damn f***ing hell smash her table right now.
DON'T THINK I AM SO FREE FOR UR F***ING YE FOR GOODNESS SAKE, I HAVE NOT BEEN DOING MY ED-BOARD THING SINCE UR FREAKING YE COMES IN, I GOT A LAYOUT TO HAND IN THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW, AND BECAUSE OF UR F***ING YE I DON'T THINK I WILL BE ABLE TO GET IT DONE. BECAUSE OF UR F***ING YE I HAVE NOT BEEN GETTING ENOUGH SLEEP AND OFTEN SLEEPS IN CLASS, AND I OFTEN COPY PPL'S HOMEWORK JUST BECAUSE I COULDN'T FINISH THEM AT HOME. STOP ASKING FOR THE UNREASONABLES YOU DAMN F***ING B*T*H
and then the sales is so near now...i seriously dunno wat to do liao. pn phang is just complaining what we have done, saying this no quality control, that no good, what's the point etc...deng la, then she shud protest at the beginning in the meeting when we submit the idea la, now she tell us, what is the purpose of this, got ppl will buy meh, can sell meh? wtf? is she listening when we are giving ideas???? she is just complaining and cooling down ppl's passion. ppl got the "ohm" to do things den she say this no gud dat useless. nobody 1 2 do d lo. she say what's the point, got use meh, ok la get me sumthing dat is useful and can be produced and got ppl will buy la. we make things useful, she say useless, ppl can get thsoe factory-made one, much nicer and useful. oklo we go for decorations, hopefully ppl will buy juz because they admire the artwork and to make their working table more beautiful, and she say, what's the use. whatever we do she just complain say no good lo
and now i want to ask sumthing...WHERE THE F*** IS YOUR LADYBIRD!?? if it's that good, give us the model so we can start making! u say i will get it done get it done, but every week u tell me i am sending it to the worker to make me the model. I HAVE WAIT THIS FOR WEEKS! how the hell am i suppose to know we will succeed in making that!? I've seen some that was done, and IT WAS AWFUL!!! how will i feel safe n secure if I AM ONLY COUNTING ON THAT THING!?? yes the idea is good, BUT HELL IT IS SO HARD TO MAKE. imagine making sumthing ladybird shaped, drill holes on it to put pens (pens come in different sizes), cut a gap to put name cards, coil wire to make memo pad by the side, IS THIS THAT EASILY DONE!? i bet a lot of problems will occur. quality control especially.
seriously i am thinking of quitting it after this damn f***ing sales. HOW CAN YOU WORK WITH A TEACHER ADVISORS THAT ONLY PICK ON YOUR IDEAS AND THINKS ONLY WHAT SHE SEES IS THE BEST!? how can you work with a teacher that nvr gives compliment but only complains!? how can you work for a teacher, THAT RARELY APPEARS DURING ACTIVITIES AND DOESN'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON, and EXPECT ME TO TELL HER EVERY SINGLE THING!?
oh damn f***, she says: the plant last year, all ppl are crazed for it, but on the very first day she elect me as the MD, she says: "i fed up d, this year i let u handle n i see how u will handle" i ask her, teacher is it possible to get the plants again, she say she is tired of taking care of the plants, if we 1 2 do do ourselves. SHE ONLY COMPARE US TO LAST YEAR'S!!!! and SHE CAN HELL COMPLAIN EVEN WITHOUT GIVING ANY HELP. so i run the organisation from WHAT I CAN DO, and WHAT I KNOW. i go as far as my power can, imagine the ppl aren't active for the production, and I have to be the production manager, quality control manager, sometimes the secretary, and I'VE NEVER COMPLAIN AS MUCH AS SHE DOES. ok I do complain, but I complain after I give my fullest, but she, just pick on our faults, without telling us how to solve the problem, and EXPECT US TO READ HER MIND AND FOLLOW WHAT SHE WANTS. I feel like a puppet. I am nothing. I wanna god damn f***ing hell smash her table right now.
DON'T THINK I AM SO FREE FOR UR F***ING YE FOR GOODNESS SAKE, I HAVE NOT BEEN DOING MY ED-BOARD THING SINCE UR FREAKING YE COMES IN, I GOT A LAYOUT TO HAND IN THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW, AND BECAUSE OF UR F***ING YE I DON'T THINK I WILL BE ABLE TO GET IT DONE. BECAUSE OF UR F***ING YE I HAVE NOT BEEN GETTING ENOUGH SLEEP AND OFTEN SLEEPS IN CLASS, AND I OFTEN COPY PPL'S HOMEWORK JUST BECAUSE I COULDN'T FINISH THEM AT HOME. STOP ASKING FOR THE UNREASONABLES YOU DAMN F***ING B*T*H
Monday, April 7, 2008
yawnzzz (my title has been very "sleepish")
yawnz...i just woke up at 9.00pm...shocked....I haven't bath, haven't eat, haven't do homework, haven't....
ok...so quickly bath n eat, its 9.30...I typed the letter to get permission for camera for YE, and another one for prefects, and then...I AM COOL!!!! I got my info for my sivik n C4R project in 1 hour! for both! and now I got the photos for the ed-baord, the school magazine front page layout.
crap la, this friday deadline, I know I've got an idea in my brain, but I don't think it would be a great piece of work. I mean, it's school magazine, FRONT PAGE! As what I know, last year, Jie Hui took hours or days to get hers done, but mine...I plan to finish it in 1 hour...my computer has been formatted, and no photoshop here, I got to use the Ed-Board computer. and hopefully tomorrow...as wednesday YE got the production and many ppl are coming and I gotta supervise them.
and you know what, 2moro YE oso got production, but less ppl coming. but, theres always a BUT, pn phang ask me to call pn tan to stay back and supervise them, I just called her, she sounded quite annoyed, well...so gotta make sure the peeps turn up 2moro and really do something, or else we are, or maybe only i am, dead. so does that means that I gotta go for YE 2moro? crap...so that's the point, I am doing the layout in 1 freaking hour in the ed-board and rush for the YE production...see...so busy....
and yea...today's case, I don't really see it as a BIG case, but I wonder why the seniors, or maybe only Min Chern sees it as such a sky-falling case. It's like, he is eager to get rid of that guy from the school, but with such small little fry case ar, I don't really think it will work. I mean, other students are also having hair problem, wearing some fashion thingy to school, which we just ask them to take off and let them go, but the only thing that is different is, this particular guy always make prefects feel threatened, that's all. i don't know how to put in my words, but, it just aint that serious enough to get him rid of the school. and what weng yan told me is...he got a counseling that's all....swt right, after all our efforts trying to make it as "land-shaking" as possible...
so tired...really really tired...I have been sleeping in class lately during intervals. Even saying one sentence more is a waste of energy to me...I just hope things end soon...yawnzz.....
ok...so quickly bath n eat, its 9.30...I typed the letter to get permission for camera for YE, and another one for prefects, and then...I AM COOL!!!! I got my info for my sivik n C4R project in 1 hour! for both! and now I got the photos for the ed-baord, the school magazine front page layout.
crap la, this friday deadline, I know I've got an idea in my brain, but I don't think it would be a great piece of work. I mean, it's school magazine, FRONT PAGE! As what I know, last year, Jie Hui took hours or days to get hers done, but mine...I plan to finish it in 1 hour...my computer has been formatted, and no photoshop here, I got to use the Ed-Board computer. and hopefully tomorrow...as wednesday YE got the production and many ppl are coming and I gotta supervise them.
and you know what, 2moro YE oso got production, but less ppl coming. but, theres always a BUT, pn phang ask me to call pn tan to stay back and supervise them, I just called her, she sounded quite annoyed, well...so gotta make sure the peeps turn up 2moro and really do something, or else we are, or maybe only i am, dead. so does that means that I gotta go for YE 2moro? crap...so that's the point, I am doing the layout in 1 freaking hour in the ed-board and rush for the YE production...see...so busy....
and yea...today's case, I don't really see it as a BIG case, but I wonder why the seniors, or maybe only Min Chern sees it as such a sky-falling case. It's like, he is eager to get rid of that guy from the school, but with such small little fry case ar, I don't really think it will work. I mean, other students are also having hair problem, wearing some fashion thingy to school, which we just ask them to take off and let them go, but the only thing that is different is, this particular guy always make prefects feel threatened, that's all. i don't know how to put in my words, but, it just aint that serious enough to get him rid of the school. and what weng yan told me is...he got a counseling that's all....swt right, after all our efforts trying to make it as "land-shaking" as possible...
so tired...really really tired...I have been sleeping in class lately during intervals. Even saying one sentence more is a waste of energy to me...I just hope things end soon...yawnzz.....
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Why is my time so limited!!!????
ok...(take a deep breath) I WANT MORE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My weekend ended with me doing NONE of my homework. I repeat - NONE!!! I got Chemistry Practical, Bio Practical (delayed for a week due to the class-skipping for Ed-Board, which I did it HAPPILY), Bio peka, Maths, Add-Maths, Chinese Essay, BC Keratan Akhbar, BC workbook, Sivik project (!!), and PHYSICS PRACTICAL!!!!!!!!!!
You must be wondering, 48 hours, what have I done? Ok let me tell you. from 12.00 midnight till 7.00am on Saturday, I've been sleeping. 7.00 - 8.00 preparing to go to school and on my way to school, 8.00 - 3.30 I stayed in school. 3.30 - 6.00 Busying with YE stuff in front of my computer mailing peeps, plus blogging, 6.00 - 7.30 bath and dinner. 7.30 - 12.00 sleeping for dunno-why.
12.00 - 1.00 on Sunday, active in front of my computer checking mail and do replying and plus blogging, 1.00am till 9.00am sleeping (too tired till I told you I can happily spend all my time sleeping), 9.00 - 9.30 breakfast, 9.30 till 12.00 have my haircut with the stupid 2 hours of waiting, 12.00 - 1.30 lunch, 1.30 to 2.30 reading newspaper. 2.30 to 4.00 took my nap. 4.00 till 6.30 took my time mailing and replying mail + busy calling people, 6.30 to 8.00 have my dinner for my brother's birthday (why was he borned on these time 9 years ago??? Why can't he be borned 1 month later???) 8.00 to 9.00 DID MY HOMEWORK FOR 1 HOUR (screams) and 9.00 to 11.00pm BUSY WITH YE STUFF AGAIN....
sigh...why do I still have time blogging...? I dunno...I just feel like exploding inside-out. I mean, I should have a good rest and start panic only from Monday, and have my hyper busy life on weekdays which result in me sleeping from 12 to 4am every day. But now even after weekend I am not rully rested, how am I suppose to go "tiring up myself" during weekdays??? Guess I will have to wake up 3.30 2moro to do homework. Wish me luck...
My weekend ended with me doing NONE of my homework. I repeat - NONE!!! I got Chemistry Practical, Bio Practical (delayed for a week due to the class-skipping for Ed-Board, which I did it HAPPILY), Bio peka, Maths, Add-Maths, Chinese Essay, BC Keratan Akhbar, BC workbook, Sivik project (!!), and PHYSICS PRACTICAL!!!!!!!!!!
You must be wondering, 48 hours, what have I done? Ok let me tell you. from 12.00 midnight till 7.00am on Saturday, I've been sleeping. 7.00 - 8.00 preparing to go to school and on my way to school, 8.00 - 3.30 I stayed in school. 3.30 - 6.00 Busying with YE stuff in front of my computer mailing peeps, plus blogging, 6.00 - 7.30 bath and dinner. 7.30 - 12.00 sleeping for dunno-why.
12.00 - 1.00 on Sunday, active in front of my computer checking mail and do replying and plus blogging, 1.00am till 9.00am sleeping (too tired till I told you I can happily spend all my time sleeping), 9.00 - 9.30 breakfast, 9.30 till 12.00 have my haircut with the stupid 2 hours of waiting, 12.00 - 1.30 lunch, 1.30 to 2.30 reading newspaper. 2.30 to 4.00 took my nap. 4.00 till 6.30 took my time mailing and replying mail + busy calling people, 6.30 to 8.00 have my dinner for my brother's birthday (why was he borned on these time 9 years ago??? Why can't he be borned 1 month later???) 8.00 to 9.00 DID MY HOMEWORK FOR 1 HOUR (screams) and 9.00 to 11.00pm BUSY WITH YE STUFF AGAIN....
sigh...why do I still have time blogging...? I dunno...I just feel like exploding inside-out. I mean, I should have a good rest and start panic only from Monday, and have my hyper busy life on weekdays which result in me sleeping from 12 to 4am every day. But now even after weekend I am not rully rested, how am I suppose to go "tiring up myself" during weekdays??? Guess I will have to wake up 3.30 2moro to do homework. Wish me luck...
Saturday, April 5, 2008
My Fully-Occupied Saturday
As if my time is not mine...
8.00 - 10.00, prefects' marching. The attendance isn't good, yay now I understand how Shin Yee and Kah Hei will feel. xD. But I tell u hor, I am a good prefect and nvr ffk one orh. lolx. It's tiring, especially after my sukan tara yesterday, which I screwed it. I got only 1 point for 100 meters. I used to manage to get the 600m, but since I am in L2 I always left 10 meters and the time ran out...and the lontar peluru should get one lo, but because I twisted my wrist on Wednesday after banging onto my teacher's guitar so cannot even pass the girl's line. so paiseh. you must be wondering about the lompat jauh. ok...I AM LATE AND I DIDN'T EVEN JUMP!!!! I thought it starts at 2.00pm, but because they sked raining so starts at 1.45pm. !!!!!! (wait, I should be posting about saturday not friday)
10.00 - 12.15, YE production, so damn sad woei, only <10 color="#000000">change behind teacher and christine, and christine accidently turned back a while (dunno got see or not leh...christine....haiyo....got ppl jealous one ar....) We ate chicken rice outside, and me and Song Jun finished our rice and their hofun haven come...zadou eh...
12.45 - 3.00. Zean Shiung came back at 12.45. at around 1.30 came Mun Keat, Chen Nyap and Shiau Ling. Khai Hoe cabuted at 1.00. and then we crap more this time, cause' teacher oso gone at 1.30 like dat. Den 2.30 julian oso cabut. Den we bored, so kena Michelle. Here's the prank
Mun Keat : Michelle I am Kai Boon, you better come now Pn Phang is angry that the production manager is not even here.
Michelle : Who are you? You don't sound like Kai Boon.
Mun Keat : I am Kai Boon, I am having a sneeze only.
Michelle : Wei you sure or not, need to come meh?
Mun Keat : Yes you better come now Julian is going to fetch you. 4.00 to 6.00.
Michelle : Yer why
Mun Keat : We need to finish all the production by today, Pn Phang really angry
Michelle : wei really meh, where are you all?
Mun Keat : in school la, faster 4.00 to 6.00
Michelle : I know you are not Kai Boon, call Kai Boon here I want to talk to him
(Mun Keat pass me the phone)
Kai Boon : wei why you din come, we cannto finish production leh
Michelle : har wei, you are not Kai Boon, quick la get me Kai Boon
Kai Boon : I am Kai Boon la, what else you want?
(Mun Keat snatch the phone)
Mun Keat : no time to talk to you liao my phone bill will bomb, come now ar dun talk so much
(Mun Keat ends the call, and 1 minute after that Michelle call me)
Michelle : wei Kai Boon ar, really need to come ar?
Kai Boon : or else? why you didn't come?
Michelle : I no transport ma.
Kai Boon : you yesterday say you will come one ma
Michelle : I thought Sharon can fetch me, but Sharon oso cannot go. wei really need to come meh
Kai Boon : Pn Phang really gek la, come la
Michelle : who else is there, you call how many ppl d?
Kai Boon : Song Jun la, Mun Keat la, Chen Nyap, Christine, Zean Shiung. and we pulled Shiau Ling here d. wei come faster la
Michelle : har...
Kai Boon : nah I let you hear their voice.
Song Jun : production manager come faster!!!!!!
Mun Keat : tell you dun talk redi come faster lo!!!!
Kai Boon : nah you see they all here
Michelle : ok, I call Sharon see can fetch or not.
Kai Boon : wait Mun Keat talking to me
(covers the phone)
Kai Boon : wei she say she call sharon c she can fetch or not wor, later sharon call Pn Joyce how ar?
Mun Keat : wah dun play play, tell her we tipu her.
Kai Boon : Michelle ar, we tipu you only.
Michelle : har!!??? (complains a lot a lot)
Kai Boon : your phone bill flys up high lo...
Michelle : yala you all la, kena me, haiya dun talk to you d.
we all laugh like mad. den pack things up lo, and Zean Shiung cabut when we packing without helping!!!! really !@#$%^&*
then I oso go home lo, and now got a lot of things to do. xD
8.00 - 10.00, prefects' marching. The attendance isn't good, yay now I understand how Shin Yee and Kah Hei will feel. xD. But I tell u hor, I am a good prefect and nvr ffk one orh. lolx. It's tiring, especially after my sukan tara yesterday, which I screwed it. I got only 1 point for 100 meters. I used to manage to get the 600m, but since I am in L2 I always left 10 meters and the time ran out...and the lontar peluru should get one lo, but because I twisted my wrist on Wednesday after banging onto my teacher's guitar so cannot even pass the girl's line. so paiseh. you must be wondering about the lompat jauh. ok...I AM LATE AND I DIDN'T EVEN JUMP!!!! I thought it starts at 2.00pm, but because they sked raining so starts at 1.45pm. !!!!!! (wait, I should be posting about saturday not friday)
10.00 - 12.15, YE production, so damn sad woei, only <10 color="#000000">change behind teacher and christine, and christine accidently turned back a while (dunno got see or not leh...christine....haiyo....got ppl jealous one ar....) We ate chicken rice outside, and me and Song Jun finished our rice and their hofun haven come...zadou eh...
12.45 - 3.00. Zean Shiung came back at 12.45. at around 1.30 came Mun Keat, Chen Nyap and Shiau Ling. Khai Hoe cabuted at 1.00. and then we crap more this time, cause' teacher oso gone at 1.30 like dat. Den 2.30 julian oso cabut. Den we bored, so kena Michelle. Here's the prank
Mun Keat : Michelle I am Kai Boon, you better come now Pn Phang is angry that the production manager is not even here.
Michelle : Who are you? You don't sound like Kai Boon.
Mun Keat : I am Kai Boon, I am having a sneeze only.
Michelle : Wei you sure or not, need to come meh?
Mun Keat : Yes you better come now Julian is going to fetch you. 4.00 to 6.00.
Michelle : Yer why
Mun Keat : We need to finish all the production by today, Pn Phang really angry
Michelle : wei really meh, where are you all?
Mun Keat : in school la, faster 4.00 to 6.00
Michelle : I know you are not Kai Boon, call Kai Boon here I want to talk to him
(Mun Keat pass me the phone)
Kai Boon : wei why you din come, we cannto finish production leh
Michelle : har wei, you are not Kai Boon, quick la get me Kai Boon
Kai Boon : I am Kai Boon la, what else you want?
(Mun Keat snatch the phone)
Mun Keat : no time to talk to you liao my phone bill will bomb, come now ar dun talk so much
(Mun Keat ends the call, and 1 minute after that Michelle call me)
Michelle : wei Kai Boon ar, really need to come ar?
Kai Boon : or else? why you didn't come?
Michelle : I no transport ma.
Kai Boon : you yesterday say you will come one ma
Michelle : I thought Sharon can fetch me, but Sharon oso cannot go. wei really need to come meh
Kai Boon : Pn Phang really gek la, come la
Michelle : who else is there, you call how many ppl d?
Kai Boon : Song Jun la, Mun Keat la, Chen Nyap, Christine, Zean Shiung. and we pulled Shiau Ling here d. wei come faster la
Michelle : har...
Kai Boon : nah I let you hear their voice.
Song Jun : production manager come faster!!!!!!
Mun Keat : tell you dun talk redi come faster lo!!!!
Kai Boon : nah you see they all here
Michelle : ok, I call Sharon see can fetch or not.
Kai Boon : wait Mun Keat talking to me
(covers the phone)
Kai Boon : wei she say she call sharon c she can fetch or not wor, later sharon call Pn Joyce how ar?
Mun Keat : wah dun play play, tell her we tipu her.
Kai Boon : Michelle ar, we tipu you only.
Michelle : har!!??? (complains a lot a lot)
Kai Boon : your phone bill flys up high lo...
Michelle : yala you all la, kena me, haiya dun talk to you d.
we all laugh like mad. den pack things up lo, and Zean Shiung cabut when we packing without helping!!!! really !@#$%^&*
then I oso go home lo, and now got a lot of things to do. xD
Thursday, April 3, 2008
editorial pig...?
oink oink...apparently we have all turned into the piggies, the form4 ed-borders. Lily's saying that we are like a pig, forgot for what reason, and christine pointed out that she's the head of the pigs there. and lily starts "oink oink"-ing. Then we started to give names, piggy poard, edi-piggy board, and finally editorial pigs.
counting the money was chaotic, messy...(yawnz) and it drains my brain juice...at the end I start sleeping during chem period, when having some short short break like after I finish copying the notes on the board. damn tired la woei...and I've been missing bio lessons, whole chapter 3 leh...its like the ed-board things only falls on thursday n friday, and on the days I will be having bio, I missed 8 periods of biology oredi, c how cool am I. I mean we, as in me suteng n becca. whole chapter 3! imagine a subject like bio...
and then today YE meeting, the sales will be like 3 weeks time, but yet so many things to accomplish within 3 weeks, I wonder can we make it. sigh...wish me luck...I am so worn out...I reach home at 6 and starts sleeping till 8.30, and not even bath by the time. if no one calls me 2 wake up I guess I will be waking up 2moro morning...
p/s: how come no one tells me the date on the YE notice board for 2day's meeting is wrong? which result in nobody come for the 1.30 meeting...tell me la woei peeps, make me scold u guys like....pig??? "oink oink" (I've become an editorial pig)
counting the money was chaotic, messy...(yawnz) and it drains my brain juice...at the end I start sleeping during chem period, when having some short short break like after I finish copying the notes on the board. damn tired la woei...and I've been missing bio lessons, whole chapter 3 leh...its like the ed-board things only falls on thursday n friday, and on the days I will be having bio, I missed 8 periods of biology oredi, c how cool am I. I mean we, as in me suteng n becca. whole chapter 3! imagine a subject like bio...
and then today YE meeting, the sales will be like 3 weeks time, but yet so many things to accomplish within 3 weeks, I wonder can we make it. sigh...wish me luck...I am so worn out...I reach home at 6 and starts sleeping till 8.30, and not even bath by the time. if no one calls me 2 wake up I guess I will be waking up 2moro morning...
p/s: how come no one tells me the date on the YE notice board for 2day's meeting is wrong? which result in nobody come for the 1.30 meeting...tell me la woei peeps, make me scold u guys like....pig??? "oink oink" (I've become an editorial pig)
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Prefects' Signature Drive
Signature drive was started yesterday, I feel so proud of myself, haha. I've got 23/42 in 2 days. Well the others left are quite difficult tasks. So I shouldn't be so happy yet. Well so far what Kee Siang and Wai Kit ask me was the hardest. Kee Siang : what is his relationship with OwYeong XL. Wai Kit : what is his relationship with Hua Yen. walao A....I would rather do 100 essays of Min Chern ("The Hierarchy, Democracy and Unity of the Prefectorial Board"). well...maybe not 100....than doing that la. It's like, totally clueless, who should I ask????
and I am here to clarify that...AH beng ah beng you very nice!!!! lolx....zadou...its like we are kutuking each other when I ask for his signature, and then he can play childish and say, hmph dun give u nvr ask from me again kind. lolx. but at the end still make him give me, cause he owes me a lot, haha. I nvr know saving his money to belanja me is so useful. Last time he offered to belanja me and jin yee for drinks after helping him out, but that time I feel like, I am a member of the board la, should help one, not for the reward kind. so rejected him last time. and then now I suddenly remembered that and say u owe me for helping u until late night, so now repay me with 1 signature that takes ur 10 seconds, very reasonable 1 lo. haha. remember ar! next time ppl belanja you better decline, save for future EMERGENCY use. haha.
okla now for YE, today got Shiau Ling, Yee Aun, Jia Xin, Julian, Kai Sein, Shaun, Michelle. But somehow I don't really feel anything about the presence or absence, it's like, paralysed d. everytime oso like dat. go with the flow la, no nid 2 force ppl so hard, at the end they know la. feel rather calm lo. okla chaoz. thats all this time.
p/s: yay lily I finally got my 37th post, more than u redi. haha see how cool i am.
and I am here to clarify that...AH beng ah beng you very nice!!!! lolx....zadou...its like we are kutuking each other when I ask for his signature, and then he can play childish and say, hmph dun give u nvr ask from me again kind. lolx. but at the end still make him give me, cause he owes me a lot, haha. I nvr know saving his money to belanja me is so useful. Last time he offered to belanja me and jin yee for drinks after helping him out, but that time I feel like, I am a member of the board la, should help one, not for the reward kind. so rejected him last time. and then now I suddenly remembered that and say u owe me for helping u until late night, so now repay me with 1 signature that takes ur 10 seconds, very reasonable 1 lo. haha. remember ar! next time ppl belanja you better decline, save for future EMERGENCY use. haha.
okla now for YE, today got Shiau Ling, Yee Aun, Jia Xin, Julian, Kai Sein, Shaun, Michelle. But somehow I don't really feel anything about the presence or absence, it's like, paralysed d. everytime oso like dat. go with the flow la, no nid 2 force ppl so hard, at the end they know la. feel rather calm lo. okla chaoz. thats all this time.
p/s: yay lily I finally got my 37th post, more than u redi. haha see how cool i am.
Monday, March 31, 2008
31st March
2day lets just say, half dissapointed half glad, plus some pain. after school YE production was...how should I say...ok we've got very very very little ppl who turned up, I can name all of them. Chen Nyap, Khai Hoe, Jin Yee, Christine, Julian, Adrian, Lily, Su Saint, Felicia, Zean Shiung. See. dissapointment no.1
dissapointment no.2, ppl are still complaining. but glad nol.1, they complain less and do more work 2day. maybe I can consider not to scold ppl that harsh this thursday.
pain no.1, I cut my finger quite deep and was bleeding quite awfully. well, lily was like, showing no mercy when trying to stop my bleeding. Pressing all the blood out so hard. xD. According to her, it's like "the good thing about stopping other ppl's blood is you wont feel the pain so you will not hestitate to press it as hard as you can". xDDDDD
well and then, after production, disapointment no.3. THE PEEPS MENCALARKAN MEJA ORANG LAIN!!!!!!!! how can they not having old newspaper beneath when they are cutting things with blade. I was like, omg common sense oso know you need to cover the table up. Is it that those are not your tables so you can do whatever you want? And after scratching the table they dun even feel guilty and start omg-ing until I discover myself.
and then I put all the things to pn.phang's place, and found out the staffroom locked. try to boro ed-board room (tho I feel guilty for making it like a store for YE, but reli cannot bring home all of them at once la), and oso locked, and finally I have to put in prefects' room la, but feel quite unsafe there, its like there are so many ppl there and who knows ppl might accidently dirty the thing or stepped on it.
Glad no.2, dun tell you. my own secret.
FRUSTRATION. my BM was 84 when the teacher returned to me. I was so freaking happy, and only to discover he forgot to give me 5 more marks. if I got the 5 my purata will be 80.8 this time and win becca who has 80.7. and then you know what? the freaking teacher says that 89 is just too high and he remark my paper. I see him flipping my paper more than 3 times and the 4th or 5th time finally he use his red pen and write something. at the end I got only 86! I mean, if it doesn't affect my class position I dun mind, but after he minus it my purata is 80.5, I lost to becca d! It's like he got nothing to minus d he just simply change my 25/30 karangan to 24/30, and then simply minus my mark from pemahaman without givng me reason. he just put a cross anywhere he wants. I ask him why wrong he say ini salah, kamu ada markah begitu tinggi d jangan cari saya lagi. WTF??? if wrong ok i accept, but tell me why wrong, you cant tell me I wrong because I got high marks, its so unfair!!!! if the answer is accepted then should accept la, you cannot dun accept it bcause my mark was too high, but it doesn't even exceed 100. if exceed 100 u dun give me mark understood la, but this is like....ARRGGGHHHH. so damn unfair woei, my tatabahasa onli got 1 peribahasa mistake minus 2 mark, karangan no error 25/30, rumusan 28/30 and pemahaman got a bit error minus 2 marks, so should be 11. correct la 89/100, but now, he change my mark just because he feel like changing it. how can he be so unreasonable. all the classmates go out and ask him WHY IS THIS WRONG, but they are not ASKING FOR MARKS, he just say ini salah pergi duduk. ini tidak boleh diterima but without telling you why. I mean, learning from your mistake, I DUN EVEN KNOW WHY WRONG HOW CAN I AVOID MAKING THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN!!?? or is it that you cant come up with a good reason for giving us wrong so u just shut our mouth by force?
and got some freak ar, reli wanna eff him d. I decided to ask for sejarah marks and at the end feel like my answer isn't good enough n din go, he keep asking, got add ma, i feel so frustrated and say 2 marks onli add no add oso same. he says, yalo 2 marks onli ma 84 quite high d la, no nid 2 beg one. I feel like slapping him woei. He got 97 and go ask marks here n there until he got 100, shut ur eff mouth up la. and my BM, he says, aiya 84 oso add till 86 d ma, highest in the class d la still beg for wat. wtf I dun beg just because I want the marks to make my result look nicer, but ITS THE MARK I DESERVE OK???? I DUN ASK MARKS OR BEG FOR IT WHEN I DUN DESERVE THEM. I feel like slapping this guy real hard. HE KEEPS BEGGING FOR MARKS AND NOW HE SAYS aiya 2 marks 3 marks NO NID 2 BEG to ME!!??? tell yourself woei you bastard. seriously kiasu guy. reli tak tahan him d.
losing to becca isn't much a great deal. if my mark is originally losing to her I DUN MIND you know. I mean, you got ur marks deducted for NO REASON and it AFFECTS YOUR CLASS POSITION, WILL YOU FEEL FRUSTRATED!!!???? I tell you I am so gonna get 80 for my BM next time and show him MY BM IS STRONG AND DOES NOT GAIN MARKS THRU BEGGING. if he still says wah 80 tinggi and go minus my marks ar, I reli going to tell the adminstration man. HOW CAN A TEACHER MINUS MARKS JUST BECAUSE HE FEELS LIKE HE WANTED TO DO SO???
dissapointment no.2, ppl are still complaining. but glad nol.1, they complain less and do more work 2day. maybe I can consider not to scold ppl that harsh this thursday.
pain no.1, I cut my finger quite deep and was bleeding quite awfully. well, lily was like, showing no mercy when trying to stop my bleeding. Pressing all the blood out so hard. xD. According to her, it's like "the good thing about stopping other ppl's blood is you wont feel the pain so you will not hestitate to press it as hard as you can". xDDDDD
well and then, after production, disapointment no.3. THE PEEPS MENCALARKAN MEJA ORANG LAIN!!!!!!!! how can they not having old newspaper beneath when they are cutting things with blade. I was like, omg common sense oso know you need to cover the table up. Is it that those are not your tables so you can do whatever you want? And after scratching the table they dun even feel guilty and start omg-ing until I discover myself.
and then I put all the things to pn.phang's place, and found out the staffroom locked. try to boro ed-board room (tho I feel guilty for making it like a store for YE, but reli cannot bring home all of them at once la), and oso locked, and finally I have to put in prefects' room la, but feel quite unsafe there, its like there are so many ppl there and who knows ppl might accidently dirty the thing or stepped on it.
Glad no.2, dun tell you. my own secret.
FRUSTRATION. my BM was 84 when the teacher returned to me. I was so freaking happy, and only to discover he forgot to give me 5 more marks. if I got the 5 my purata will be 80.8 this time and win becca who has 80.7. and then you know what? the freaking teacher says that 89 is just too high and he remark my paper. I see him flipping my paper more than 3 times and the 4th or 5th time finally he use his red pen and write something. at the end I got only 86! I mean, if it doesn't affect my class position I dun mind, but after he minus it my purata is 80.5, I lost to becca d! It's like he got nothing to minus d he just simply change my 25/30 karangan to 24/30, and then simply minus my mark from pemahaman without givng me reason. he just put a cross anywhere he wants. I ask him why wrong he say ini salah, kamu ada markah begitu tinggi d jangan cari saya lagi. WTF??? if wrong ok i accept, but tell me why wrong, you cant tell me I wrong because I got high marks, its so unfair!!!! if the answer is accepted then should accept la, you cannot dun accept it bcause my mark was too high, but it doesn't even exceed 100. if exceed 100 u dun give me mark understood la, but this is like....ARRGGGHHHH. so damn unfair woei, my tatabahasa onli got 1 peribahasa mistake minus 2 mark, karangan no error 25/30, rumusan 28/30 and pemahaman got a bit error minus 2 marks, so should be 11. correct la 89/100, but now, he change my mark just because he feel like changing it. how can he be so unreasonable. all the classmates go out and ask him WHY IS THIS WRONG, but they are not ASKING FOR MARKS, he just say ini salah pergi duduk. ini tidak boleh diterima but without telling you why. I mean, learning from your mistake, I DUN EVEN KNOW WHY WRONG HOW CAN I AVOID MAKING THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN!!?? or is it that you cant come up with a good reason for giving us wrong so u just shut our mouth by force?
and got some freak ar, reli wanna eff him d. I decided to ask for sejarah marks and at the end feel like my answer isn't good enough n din go, he keep asking, got add ma, i feel so frustrated and say 2 marks onli add no add oso same. he says, yalo 2 marks onli ma 84 quite high d la, no nid 2 beg one. I feel like slapping him woei. He got 97 and go ask marks here n there until he got 100, shut ur eff mouth up la. and my BM, he says, aiya 84 oso add till 86 d ma, highest in the class d la still beg for wat. wtf I dun beg just because I want the marks to make my result look nicer, but ITS THE MARK I DESERVE OK???? I DUN ASK MARKS OR BEG FOR IT WHEN I DUN DESERVE THEM. I feel like slapping this guy real hard. HE KEEPS BEGGING FOR MARKS AND NOW HE SAYS aiya 2 marks 3 marks NO NID 2 BEG to ME!!??? tell yourself woei you bastard. seriously kiasu guy. reli tak tahan him d.
losing to becca isn't much a great deal. if my mark is originally losing to her I DUN MIND you know. I mean, you got ur marks deducted for NO REASON and it AFFECTS YOUR CLASS POSITION, WILL YOU FEEL FRUSTRATED!!!???? I tell you I am so gonna get 80 for my BM next time and show him MY BM IS STRONG AND DOES NOT GAIN MARKS THRU BEGGING. if he still says wah 80 tinggi and go minus my marks ar, I reli going to tell the adminstration man. HOW CAN A TEACHER MINUS MARKS JUST BECAUSE HE FEELS LIKE HE WANTED TO DO SO???
Sunday, March 30, 2008
random 3 lolx
see so hardworking posting. (cause I just wanna win lily in terms of post, not quality haha)
My 35th post since 16th Feb, and till today is like.....(counting) 45 days and I've got 35 post d. haha. altho got some crappy ones. But I feel like I am so addicted to blogging d. Altho I am busy busy and busying these days, but yet I still try to post. perhaps this is the only place for me to release my stress and feeling I got from the busy hectic life.
I wonder why everyday I view choon lim's blog. well not everyday, at least every time I on9. I was like, keep looking at the YE sales post again and again. I am really jealous on their products. I am jealous of their teamwork. I am jealous of their commitment. I am jealous that I wasn't born a year before. If I was borned on 1991, I WOULDN'T BE THE MD. AHHHHH....lolx
But really, I keep mentioning that YE YE YE, lack of commitment, talk without actions, self-centered, selfish, not giving the best, etc until I am bored of saying those. yee aun was in their meeting last year, and she said that the attendance was so much better, and their commitment. I dont seek perfection, it's not necessary for them to give me ALL their free time for YE. at least do your best until you, like spending 2 hours a day for YE. but from what I see, no offence QC, quality control guy was keep teeling ppl this torn, no quality, this cacat, no quality, and i dunno who just scratch the surface with a big X using blade. but QC IS NOT ALL ABOUT THIS. the feeling u give me is, you are bossing around and try to prove that you are QC. but you know, U R NOT GOING AROUND TO CHECK. u just tell ur friend that sits NEAR you that this no quality that no quality. but the things you gave me, I can say oso no quality. I brought all the not-done boxes to paste, and I am totally shocked to see SO MANY TORN SURFACES. inside! outside I dun mind how ugly it is cause we r going to paste tissue outside, but inside!!! I see torned surfaces!
and yea QC, its ok to eliminate those under quality stuff, but not throwing them or spoil them when THEY CAN BE USED FOR OTHER THINGS. its like, a net surface of 11cm x 14cm x 11 cm stuff, only one small part is torned, but you can cut them or take the middle part that is still nice to make the cover which only occupies VERY SMALL AREA. the thrown away part CAN STILL BE USED. basically my complain is, first, wasting of materials, they are included in our cost ok? 2nd, you are only supervising your friend, I dunno what's this mean, but the feeling you give me is you try to "take control" on your friend by teeling them, "by this time I am the head and you should listen to me, I have the power to 'eliminate' what you do". you are not walking around to supervise the other groups. 3rd, you are strict to others but you dun check the product you make. sry if I mistaken that those boxes I have grudge on is not urs, but according to the size I think they are your group's.
and the QC girl, seems like you are not doing your job. I didn't see you walking around to check, and I didn't really hear your voice. If you did supervise those ppl near you, ok, but again, not to those around you only, QC has to check the WHOLE TEAM. that's all.
ps: I will be very strict from now. Get prepared. scolding will be waiting for you.
random: prefects signature drive coming! I've got one oredi beforehand. haha. 41 signatures left!
My 35th post since 16th Feb, and till today is like.....(counting) 45 days and I've got 35 post d. haha. altho got some crappy ones. But I feel like I am so addicted to blogging d. Altho I am busy busy and busying these days, but yet I still try to post. perhaps this is the only place for me to release my stress and feeling I got from the busy hectic life.
I wonder why everyday I view choon lim's blog. well not everyday, at least every time I on9. I was like, keep looking at the YE sales post again and again. I am really jealous on their products. I am jealous of their teamwork. I am jealous of their commitment. I am jealous that I wasn't born a year before. If I was borned on 1991, I WOULDN'T BE THE MD. AHHHHH....lolx
But really, I keep mentioning that YE YE YE, lack of commitment, talk without actions, self-centered, selfish, not giving the best, etc until I am bored of saying those. yee aun was in their meeting last year, and she said that the attendance was so much better, and their commitment. I dont seek perfection, it's not necessary for them to give me ALL their free time for YE. at least do your best until you, like spending 2 hours a day for YE. but from what I see, no offence QC, quality control guy was keep teeling ppl this torn, no quality, this cacat, no quality, and i dunno who just scratch the surface with a big X using blade. but QC IS NOT ALL ABOUT THIS. the feeling u give me is, you are bossing around and try to prove that you are QC. but you know, U R NOT GOING AROUND TO CHECK. u just tell ur friend that sits NEAR you that this no quality that no quality. but the things you gave me, I can say oso no quality. I brought all the not-done boxes to paste, and I am totally shocked to see SO MANY TORN SURFACES. inside! outside I dun mind how ugly it is cause we r going to paste tissue outside, but inside!!! I see torned surfaces!
and yea QC, its ok to eliminate those under quality stuff, but not throwing them or spoil them when THEY CAN BE USED FOR OTHER THINGS. its like, a net surface of 11cm x 14cm x 11 cm stuff, only one small part is torned, but you can cut them or take the middle part that is still nice to make the cover which only occupies VERY SMALL AREA. the thrown away part CAN STILL BE USED. basically my complain is, first, wasting of materials, they are included in our cost ok? 2nd, you are only supervising your friend, I dunno what's this mean, but the feeling you give me is you try to "take control" on your friend by teeling them, "by this time I am the head and you should listen to me, I have the power to 'eliminate' what you do". you are not walking around to supervise the other groups. 3rd, you are strict to others but you dun check the product you make. sry if I mistaken that those boxes I have grudge on is not urs, but according to the size I think they are your group's.
and the QC girl, seems like you are not doing your job. I didn't see you walking around to check, and I didn't really hear your voice. If you did supervise those ppl near you, ok, but again, not to those around you only, QC has to check the WHOLE TEAM. that's all.
ps: I will be very strict from now. Get prepared. scolding will be waiting for you.
random: prefects signature drive coming! I've got one oredi beforehand. haha. 41 signatures left!
Saturday, March 29, 2008
tired of hell.....
u c, i so long din blog d (altho few days onli, but seems like i've been taking one day as two). thursday YE meeting, quite frustrated, and friday was...what did i do ar? morning count money for the class photo in ed-board room, super relaxing. it feels so good to be ordered around, when you dont have to think, just follow orders.
after school count money for afternoon session photo, but seem that most didn't give us the money so we did very little. then...skipped ungu, cuz counting money. and pn.chan is so nice and she belanja us refreshment. then go to amcorp to pick up stuff. (oh now i reliase, i just blogged 2 days ago) since some ppl din come, onli me lily and yee aun, we bring back the stuff with lots of trouble. carrying the stuff was a pain. yee aun almsot broke her hand, well in terms of mentally. and lily missed 1 hour of her tuition.
saturday YE production day. i still dun understand why the box are all messed up in their sizes. perhaps is that ppl are drawing the outline that i gave them using the sample, so when drawing the sizes are enlarged by 1mm each sides. thats the most reasonable reason i can came up with. in the end we produced...none. yes none. a lot boxes done, but only halfway done. still haven put up the decos. lily should be dying these 2 days...she brought all the already-made boxes home and now she got like 10++ boxes to decorate. and then she's working with the rubber stamp, and then ed-board oso got stuff 2 do, aihz....
i feel really lost. seriously dunno what to do. its like i dunno what's in teacher's mind, and i can't even ask her what to do. i do according to what i know, and then their are something that i nvr imagine or thought of, that teacher can suddenly reveal to me. so the plan again and again is messed up. and i was so shocked to know that xin lin (last year's MD) was so stressed up and she even cried because of the stress. sigh...i think i am no where better. u ask seniors, they tell u according to what they know. but this year situation is different, we r not fully exposed to what YE is and we gotta come up with a sales plan. its like the situation is in chaos now, and yet ppl r complaining on oh-so-little stuff, and backstabbing everywhere. there are a lot members, guys especially, can relax and keep their hands free and talking during the production. and i see the girls seriously are working and working non-stop. and i mentioned bringing me the prototype, hell they dissapoint me again n again. should i give them the last chance? or should i just eliminate the idea suggested? i feel cruel doing that, but the ppl are taking an advantage seeing me just talk without taking any action. i reli reli cannot tahan these ppl. sales is in less around 10 days, and they can still sit back, relax and goyang kaki. and none volunteered to help us to do the box. its like i bring back 20-30 boxes to paste, and lily bring around 10++. and i am not bothered to ask them to do it. if i do ask, they will happily agree, and then when i ask back from them when the deadline comes, they say oh not done.
afternoon prefect duty, i was really mad and no mood to eat. so i duty after eating just ice cream and work. becca and su saint are the boss(es) of the day. so i am jsut being ordered around. yea nice. dun have to think with the brain. and you get to relax ur brain. but su saint's way of ordering really looks boss-like (is this called boss-y? [bossy?]) but ah well, somehow i really dislike it last year but that day i take it like nothing. well and i do appreciate her help by taking 5 boxes home 2 paste.
p/s: for some ppl that u think i do not trust u by not giving u any task to do, ask urself b4 u complain that i pilih kasih. its either, u do not earn my trust, or u LOST MY TRUST. think urself, trust is gained by ur action, not falling from the sky. u cant expect me to trust u when u keep delaying the task given and simply do ur job or by talking without action. moreover, to some ppl, u lost my trust day by day by TALKING BIG all the time. HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO TRUST YOU???? HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO GIVE IMPORTANT TASK TO YOU??? i can only give you small task that is not important and does not affect anything whether it is done or not. think about it.
i can trust ppl with no pose, instead of trusting some high poses like manager or directors. because THE ELECTION IS DONE BY FIRST SIGHT and FIRST IMPRESSION. u can talk something very nice and very idealistic, ppl will trust you by thinking "oh this guy thinkgs far and critically" without seeing "this guy talks without doing job" and vote you. when time goes I will know who is talking and mean what they said, or who is just talking but will nvr fulfill his promise. again, TRUST DOES NOT FALL FROM THE SKY, AND TRUST IS NOT GIVEN JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE MY FRIEND. dun take advantage that you are my friend and i can entrust everything to you. DUN TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED, i tell u i am hell serious and i differentiate personal relationship with my work very well. you can be a friend, but you might not be a good committee. AND I WILL EXPEL YOU JUST LIKE I WILL EXPEL OTHERS IF YOU DO NOT FOLLOW THE GUIDELINE SET FOR ALL MEMBERS. hate me if you want, but I wun say sorry for that. u deserve it. know where is ur power limit, dun misuse ur power by taking advantage just because ur friend is what what what director. IF I FIND ANY MISUSE OF POWER, STRAIGHT AWAY EXPEL.
after school count money for afternoon session photo, but seem that most didn't give us the money so we did very little. then...skipped ungu, cuz counting money. and pn.chan is so nice and she belanja us refreshment. then go to amcorp to pick up stuff. (oh now i reliase, i just blogged 2 days ago) since some ppl din come, onli me lily and yee aun, we bring back the stuff with lots of trouble. carrying the stuff was a pain. yee aun almsot broke her hand, well in terms of mentally. and lily missed 1 hour of her tuition.
saturday YE production day. i still dun understand why the box are all messed up in their sizes. perhaps is that ppl are drawing the outline that i gave them using the sample, so when drawing the sizes are enlarged by 1mm each sides. thats the most reasonable reason i can came up with. in the end we produced...none. yes none. a lot boxes done, but only halfway done. still haven put up the decos. lily should be dying these 2 days...she brought all the already-made boxes home and now she got like 10++ boxes to decorate. and then she's working with the rubber stamp, and then ed-board oso got stuff 2 do, aihz....
i feel really lost. seriously dunno what to do. its like i dunno what's in teacher's mind, and i can't even ask her what to do. i do according to what i know, and then their are something that i nvr imagine or thought of, that teacher can suddenly reveal to me. so the plan again and again is messed up. and i was so shocked to know that xin lin (last year's MD) was so stressed up and she even cried because of the stress. sigh...i think i am no where better. u ask seniors, they tell u according to what they know. but this year situation is different, we r not fully exposed to what YE is and we gotta come up with a sales plan. its like the situation is in chaos now, and yet ppl r complaining on oh-so-little stuff, and backstabbing everywhere. there are a lot members, guys especially, can relax and keep their hands free and talking during the production. and i see the girls seriously are working and working non-stop. and i mentioned bringing me the prototype, hell they dissapoint me again n again. should i give them the last chance? or should i just eliminate the idea suggested? i feel cruel doing that, but the ppl are taking an advantage seeing me just talk without taking any action. i reli reli cannot tahan these ppl. sales is in less around 10 days, and they can still sit back, relax and goyang kaki. and none volunteered to help us to do the box. its like i bring back 20-30 boxes to paste, and lily bring around 10++. and i am not bothered to ask them to do it. if i do ask, they will happily agree, and then when i ask back from them when the deadline comes, they say oh not done.
afternoon prefect duty, i was really mad and no mood to eat. so i duty after eating just ice cream and work. becca and su saint are the boss(es) of the day. so i am jsut being ordered around. yea nice. dun have to think with the brain. and you get to relax ur brain. but su saint's way of ordering really looks boss-like (is this called boss-y? [bossy?]) but ah well, somehow i really dislike it last year but that day i take it like nothing. well and i do appreciate her help by taking 5 boxes home 2 paste.
p/s: for some ppl that u think i do not trust u by not giving u any task to do, ask urself b4 u complain that i pilih kasih. its either, u do not earn my trust, or u LOST MY TRUST. think urself, trust is gained by ur action, not falling from the sky. u cant expect me to trust u when u keep delaying the task given and simply do ur job or by talking without action. moreover, to some ppl, u lost my trust day by day by TALKING BIG all the time. HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO TRUST YOU???? HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO GIVE IMPORTANT TASK TO YOU??? i can only give you small task that is not important and does not affect anything whether it is done or not. think about it.
i can trust ppl with no pose, instead of trusting some high poses like manager or directors. because THE ELECTION IS DONE BY FIRST SIGHT and FIRST IMPRESSION. u can talk something very nice and very idealistic, ppl will trust you by thinking "oh this guy thinkgs far and critically" without seeing "this guy talks without doing job" and vote you. when time goes I will know who is talking and mean what they said, or who is just talking but will nvr fulfill his promise. again, TRUST DOES NOT FALL FROM THE SKY, AND TRUST IS NOT GIVEN JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE MY FRIEND. dun take advantage that you are my friend and i can entrust everything to you. DUN TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED, i tell u i am hell serious and i differentiate personal relationship with my work very well. you can be a friend, but you might not be a good committee. AND I WILL EXPEL YOU JUST LIKE I WILL EXPEL OTHERS IF YOU DO NOT FOLLOW THE GUIDELINE SET FOR ALL MEMBERS. hate me if you want, but I wun say sorry for that. u deserve it. know where is ur power limit, dun misuse ur power by taking advantage just because ur friend is what what what director. IF I FIND ANY MISUSE OF POWER, STRAIGHT AWAY EXPEL.
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