Applying what I learnt

Ok, I am applying what I learnt in the YE workshop --- Finding the root of all problems

Here's the problems I facing in YE:
1. people not committed ---> no encouragement ---> *that particular teacher* only complains about our work ---> problem of *that particular teacher*

2. no quality control ---> last minute work ---> planning not efficient ---> *that particular teacher* likes last minute bossing around ---> problem of *that particular teacher*

3. production not on time ---> last minute plan-changing ---> *that particular teacher* suka change plan last minute ---> problem of *that particular teacher*

4. People blur about meeting ---> last minute plan-changing ---> *that particular teacher* suka change plan last minute ---> problem of *that particular teacher*

so as you can see, the main problems i faced, are having the same source of problem. WHAT THE HECK CAN I DO WITH IT???
1. expel the teacher from the company
2. seal her mouth with elephant glue
3. mogok

macam mana aku harus buat???

*that particular teacher* called me just now.
"ei you call them 2moro do the mouse pad, we selling for mothers' day and teachers' day"
" teacher, we dont have materials yet, macam mana boleh buat 2moro? unless we buy tonight...which is not very possible"
"mana they buy? "
"i tak tahu"
" nvm ask them buy it, 2moro let them bring home do, make 50 and sell"
" !@#$%^&* "

then she hung the phone, few minutes later...
"2moro dun meeting, do production, make the ladybird and sell for mothers' day and teachers' day"
"teacher, mothers' day this week, no time leh"
"den sell for teachers day"
"teacher, we selling things to teacher on teachers day? I thought teachers day teachers are suppose to receive gifts FOC, but now we are charging them???"
" nvm sure got ppl buy one"
" teacher, 2moro cannot la, i tell citibank advisors we meeting d, sent them agenda and they plan everything d"
"what meeting is 2moro, y always meeting"
"reflection for the previous sale ma, so we can determine what problem we facing and how to solve" (actually no need one lo, since i know the problem we facing is the bi*ch)
"aiya no need la, wait until teachers day finish first den you do both together"
"har...?" (the next time i doing reflection, 'nvm wait next sale finish do together again')
"nvm get me ppl to do the ladybird, i want it"
(!#$%^&* i wonder she hear what i say or not)

she hung the phone. few minutes later
"get them do the mouse pad and give everyone as salary ar"
"teacher, not fair lo, some ppl making mouse pad for EVERYONE. they are doing extra work to MAKE EVERYONE SALARY. can they get EXTRA SALARY ar? impossible ma"
"nvm can one, the other ppl they doing other products ma"
"teacher later we make so many, the PIBG dun buy leh?"
"they haven reply me ho, i call them"
(for ur info she has been saying that for the past few days)
"teacher, we need to hurry la, no time redi"
"yalo, i paiseh call them la, they PIBG you know,"
"!#$%^&*"

YOU SEE!??? she is causing all the trouble man. I really feeling like giving her few big slaps every time she says one sentence. she every time last minute, and expect me to handle it as she wish, how is it possible???? I dun need time to call ppl one ar? I dun need to give time ppl do one ar? everytime she last minute, i do what i can, at the end I am doing everything. can she be more considerate? getting her as my advisor is really a damn sore on ur wound. another teacher advisor is a new teacher with no experience in YE, she dunno how to handle, facing these major problems she do what she can, at the end still ask me to refer *that particular teacher* , and *that particular teacher* always cause problem by telling me things last minute. SHE IS RUINING MY PLAN AGAIN AND AGAIN!!! damn her...I feel like resigning. it's such a pain on ur as* man. I TAK TAHAN HER!!!!!

YE sales

in the morning,we took a bus, a school bus, small, very small, and according to pn phang is more than enough for the 27 of us, with a 30 seat bus. ok...brilliant. at the end we have not enough place to sit, because....PRODUCTS NEED A SEAT TOO!!! she didn't put that into account..brilliant...

We reach there about 8.40, and then we touch up our stuff and finish up what wasn't done. And set up our booth and start selling. I don't have much to talk about it. Just that it was a success, tho the process of production wasn't very satisfying. But it is the first sale, we learn from this sale and will be better next time. Overall, we have 1800 bucks in hand, will find out from finance what is the exact nett profit. But it will be 1k+ xD

busy birthday

apparently my 16th birthday is...eventful. in the morning busy giving out the YE sales day parents informing letter to the members. and then duty for prefects. and then straight away go for ungu perbarisan. its fun, in a whole new environment. its with rumah, not prefects this time. I wonder when I was so dedicated to ungu. we started with the basics, with different command, mostly scouts'. part of them are still in the memory la (I used to be a scout, but quitted, forgot why d) anyway, when really comes to marching, I am still influenced by the prefects' way. come on la its 3 years marching prefects style, its in my blood. and especially when ungu is just beside prefects, more or less got influenced by the commands. like from baris to baris sedia i always forget to raise my leg (cause prefects just drag their left legs without raising)

then adrian volunteer to become the timer. its funny cause I think he doesn't really knows the timing of the marching commands, but yet he volunteer. (before that he asks is the timing for pusing kiri and pusing kanan different?) and he just started off with a loud voice ended with a voice which only he can hears. me and yao jie ganti him during marching, cause really cannot hear and ppl in front marched wrongly. but i think at the end i oso sore throat la (in the end i time myself, yaojie oso no voice d) but i think ppl at least can hear a bit, cause i standing in the middle. lolx.

then after 3 times raptai, recess!!! yay. and thx zongyao for your voucher. haha. then back to class. super tired...yawnz...almost sleep during moral and physics.

after school went out makan. and then back for YE till 4++ walk to amcorp at 5.15. and yea, I just noticed that I walk fast. In 30 minutes time, I returned to school, and I visited amcorp's candy stall and giant supermarket. cool right? and I think I've decided what to buy to put in the glass. (winks)

then stay in school and chit chat with khai hoe, while I continuously poking my finger with a needle when I was doing the mouse pad. kesian right?

and reach home at 7.30. eat bath and YEing till now. busy with the selling price and the photos for email blast. apparently my mom took the camera to bali so all the photos are in there and crap. so I gotta call ppl and get photo and then edit the photo with ladybird, since the one xinyi has is plain in colour, and yea...I PAINTED IT IN PHOTOSHOP. but it sucks. finally we decided that, we dun put ladybird photo. we put mysterious product. come check out at our booth. lolx. smart chee yong! he thought of the idea. cool right?

HELP!!!!

gosh the sales is on this Friday, and yet we still have tonnes of stuff not done yet.

handphone decorations
- the only one done

glasses
- some ugly ones need to redo
- haven't get candies
- not sure we got the cover for cylindrical glasses or not, called lily but no reply

boxes
- dont know the progression
- dont know how many have we make
- GOSH!!!!

fragrance
-almost done, most probably 2morrow get it done (relief)

mouse pad
- Only made one ALMOST complete one (needs some gluing)
- 40++ more to produce
- Not sure we can use bilik jahitan or not
- Need to go home and do

mouse cover
- totally sesat
- dont even know if the prototype is the final prototype or not
- couldn't even find prashanth

ladybird
- not sure about the progression
- none done
- 10-20 half done (painted)
- haven't put up the memo holder
- haven't stick the mini ladybirds beside

others
- paper bags haven't get
- e-mail blast promotion not done
- packaging not done, don't even know what to use, hence haven't get materials to package

you see you see!!! I have only tuesday, wednesday and thursday left!!!! SCREEAAAMMMMSSSS!!!!

and yea, we need to open a bank account ASAP, but, all documents not done yet...AARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!

I feel very guilty to keep delaying my Ed-Board magazine front page layout. Altho Hui Ning says nobody has passed up, but still....I feel guilty. I tried to spare some time to make one, but everytime it is a failure. I made one, but totally a mess. Its like...I am rushing and finish it very quickly. I dont have the patience. Too many things to be acomplished, hence I wasn't able to focus. I just couldn't put away everything and spend 10 hours quietly to do it! I tried 3 times doing already, everytime I finish 1 layout in 1 hour, which is worse than a primary school standard stuff. gosh I feel so damn guilty. Because of YE I abandoned everything. Prefects' marching competition on Saturday, but I don't think I will be able to attend the last practice on Friday, damnit...its the sales....until 3.00pm....sigh....

Cutting myself...

Sigh...25th April YE sales, 26th April prefects' marching competition. Gosh....

the sales is on friday, so on monday till thursday I will not be free, especially thursday, a meeting will be held on that day for the sales briefing. I cannot be absent for the meeting. I don't mind to skip it if I am just a pawn, but as the MD I feel responsible for the meeting.

Wednesday I will consider to skip my guitar if there is a need, but I will reserve wednesday for guitar first. So on Monday and Tuesday I am only free for prefects' marching practice. Friday is totally out of question, the sales will end at 3pm, so by the time I reach school the practice should end in no time.

How am I suppose to cut myself into half? I still have to do the production and run the discussion on Monday and Tuesday eh. On Monday christine will be ok to sub me, on tuesday she has a tuition and I don't think I can get anyone to sub me. *sigh* and I've been skipping my badminton for few mondays, not to mention the school magazine front page layout wasn't done, and it is one week after the deadline tomorrow. On Sunday I should be free, hopefully, to get the layout done by then and pass to Hui Ning on Monday. Even my family wants to go out and eat to celebrate something I also tell them don't waste time outside I am too busy. Order pizza back its much more convinient and after half hour eating I can continue working, instead of spending half hour waiting the dishes to be served and another half hour to eat in restaurants.

sigh...such busy life. Somehow I will feel empty and boring all of a sudden if you give me a break. I found myself bored when I am free at night, no need to e-mail this and that, it is good to be free, but I still keep refreshing my brain to see if I missed anything, because usually I wouldn't be that free and being that free makes me suspect that I forgot to do something.

31st March

2day lets just say, half dissapointed half glad, plus some pain. after school YE production was...how should I say...ok we've got very very very little ppl who turned up, I can name all of them. Chen Nyap, Khai Hoe, Jin Yee, Christine, Julian, Adrian, Lily, Su Saint, Felicia, Zean Shiung. See. dissapointment no.1

dissapointment no.2, ppl are still complaining. but glad nol.1, they complain less and do more work 2day. maybe I can consider not to scold ppl that harsh this thursday.

pain no.1, I cut my finger quite deep and was bleeding quite awfully. well, lily was like, showing no mercy when trying to stop my bleeding. Pressing all the blood out so hard. xD. According to her, it's like "the good thing about stopping other ppl's blood is you wont feel the pain so you will not hestitate to press it as hard as you can". xDDDDD

well and then, after production, disapointment no.3. THE PEEPS MENCALARKAN MEJA ORANG LAIN!!!!!!!! how can they not having old newspaper beneath when they are cutting things with blade. I was like, omg common sense oso know you need to cover the table up. Is it that those are not your tables so you can do whatever you want? And after scratching the table they dun even feel guilty and start omg-ing until I discover myself.

and then I put all the things to pn.phang's place, and found out the staffroom locked. try to boro ed-board room (tho I feel guilty for making it like a store for YE, but reli cannot bring home all of them at once la), and oso locked, and finally I have to put in prefects' room la, but feel quite unsafe there, its like there are so many ppl there and who knows ppl might accidently dirty the thing or stepped on it.

Glad no.2, dun tell you. my own secret.

FRUSTRATION. my BM was 84 when the teacher returned to me. I was so freaking happy, and only to discover he forgot to give me 5 more marks. if I got the 5 my purata will be 80.8 this time and win becca who has 80.7. and then you know what? the freaking teacher says that 89 is just too high and he remark my paper. I see him flipping my paper more than 3 times and the 4th or 5th time finally he use his red pen and write something. at the end I got only 86! I mean, if it doesn't affect my class position I dun mind, but after he minus it my purata is 80.5, I lost to becca d! It's like he got nothing to minus d he just simply change my 25/30 karangan to 24/30, and then simply minus my mark from pemahaman without givng me reason. he just put a cross anywhere he wants. I ask him why wrong he say ini salah, kamu ada markah begitu tinggi d jangan cari saya lagi. WTF??? if wrong ok i accept, but tell me why wrong, you cant tell me I wrong because I got high marks, its so unfair!!!! if the answer is accepted then should accept la, you cannot dun accept it bcause my mark was too high, but it doesn't even exceed 100. if exceed 100 u dun give me mark understood la, but this is like....ARRGGGHHHH. so damn unfair woei, my tatabahasa onli got 1 peribahasa mistake minus 2 mark, karangan no error 25/30, rumusan 28/30 and pemahaman got a bit error minus 2 marks, so should be 11. correct la 89/100, but now, he change my mark just because he feel like changing it. how can he be so unreasonable. all the classmates go out and ask him WHY IS THIS WRONG, but they are not ASKING FOR MARKS, he just say ini salah pergi duduk. ini tidak boleh diterima but without telling you why. I mean, learning from your mistake, I DUN EVEN KNOW WHY WRONG HOW CAN I AVOID MAKING THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN!!?? or is it that you cant come up with a good reason for giving us wrong so u just shut our mouth by force?

and got some freak ar, reli wanna eff him d. I decided to ask for sejarah marks and at the end feel like my answer isn't good enough n din go, he keep asking, got add ma, i feel so frustrated and say 2 marks onli add no add oso same. he says, yalo 2 marks onli ma 84 quite high d la, no nid 2 beg one. I feel like slapping him woei. He got 97 and go ask marks here n there until he got 100, shut ur eff mouth up la. and my BM, he says, aiya 84 oso add till 86 d ma, highest in the class d la still beg for wat. wtf I dun beg just because I want the marks to make my result look nicer, but ITS THE MARK I DESERVE OK???? I DUN ASK MARKS OR BEG FOR IT WHEN I DUN DESERVE THEM. I feel like slapping this guy real hard. HE KEEPS BEGGING FOR MARKS AND NOW HE SAYS aiya 2 marks 3 marks NO NID 2 BEG to ME!!??? tell yourself woei you bastard. seriously kiasu guy. reli tak tahan him d.

losing to becca isn't much a great deal. if my mark is originally losing to her I DUN MIND you know. I mean, you got ur marks deducted for NO REASON and it AFFECTS YOUR CLASS POSITION, WILL YOU FEEL FRUSTRATED!!!???? I tell you I am so gonna get 80 for my BM next time and show him MY BM IS STRONG AND DOES NOT GAIN MARKS THRU BEGGING. if he still says wah 80 tinggi and go minus my marks ar, I reli going to tell the adminstration man. HOW CAN A TEACHER MINUS MARKS JUST BECAUSE HE FEELS LIKE HE WANTED TO DO SO???

God Damn It WTF !@#$%6&*

SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK!!!!!!!!!!

WTF! I dun wanna talk about it anymore, YE meeting....uhhhhhh.....sales product planning groupping.....F*** all of them!

Its like watever u plan r all wrong, the teacher is giving u wrong info, and the citi advisors are assuming dat u knew it, and then everything all messed up. WTF!

And even my computer starts to turn the table. Keep restarting once it reaches the log in menu. And now I can only use a laptop. And all photos in the computer, I wonder how am I suppose to get them out. GOD CUT THE CRAP OUT DAMN IT. STOP PLAYING A FOOL WITH ME. U REALLY WISH ME TO DIE WITH A BOMB ON ME AND BOMB UR GOD DAMN HEAVEN!!???

The First-Messy-Meeting of YE

Well...judge from the title, you know that it is the first messy meeting, note that it is not the first meeting that is messy (which means we have other meetings as well but only this is messy), but it is messy because it is the first time we are having meeting.

Apparently Pn Phang has something to do and cannot be there...and Pn Tan is new to YE, and yea......so I gotta make some decisions......cause our advisors really acted as just advisor and not to help in making decision kind.

We started with the "Voting-for-Empty-Board-of-Directors" and then first I gotta explain what does all the poses mean and what they do...*screams* I didn't memorise all of them la, I just briefly read through the booklet yesterday and at the end I still have to refer to the booklet to give explanations =.=''' and then the voting eat a lot of time........

3 o clock, only we start with the name-deciding, and that takes another 20 minutes...10 minutes to dismiss time d woi. lolx. oh yea btw, the name is called "C-Nergy". and then this comes the headache part...I brief the peeps about the shares, ok this no problem, and ask if they could come back during school holiday (this is messy, some ok some not), but at the end still cancel the meeting during holiday. Tried to ask the BOD (board of directors) to stay back, but at the end all gone...and then I tell them about the sales, and here comes the worst. Everyone bombasted me with details and what to do...I am just as confuse as they are! Pn Phang just ask me to tell them and she didn't really tell me the details (And I am just elected 2 days ago okay...I don't really know much about what-to-do)

Screams! and then that's how things after the meeting goes:
1. told the peeps to get ready a proposal to be presented after holiday, in groups of 6-7, and then we will call you and tell you what is the theme so you can work on it
2. at the end, according to senior's suggestion, we are just getting ideas, so just make it 2-3 peeps a group to prepare proposal and we get the best ones out.
3. Pn Phang call me after I reached home, she say she wants the prototype, not the proposal.
4. okay crap...seems that I need to call all the peeps again and tell them that we are going to........DO THE PROTOTYPE!!!!! no holidays!!!!!