Once more I'm looking at this world,
Dust and after-images, and faint shadows
You have the resolution,
To shoulder all those burdens on that imposing back of yours
What do I want to do?
And why?
Didn't I decide to go on a lonely journey?
Don't let go of this hand
Your feelings are crossing over
And causing the sleeping wish in my heart to awaken
At the furthest end of this powerful gaze
Are two figures with no trace of doubt...
That's why we'll keep going towards the future
Looking at this crumbling scenery,
I came to realize the miracle of living
Hoping for a special meaning,
I walked hesitantly down the road without a path
I want to believe
I believe...
Because I want to walk this path with you
Don't avert your gaze
Even though I can't put this into words,
I desire you from the bottom of my heart.
At the furthest end of this hope
are two figures with no trace no doubt...
That's why we'll move on to the next place.
Anger and sorrow,
As shown to me joy is more than anything else.
Besides, I am always aware
Of you standing right next to me
all the time
There is no need to fear
Hold this hand tightly
Because a power which only you hold
Is turning dreams to reality
At the furthest end of this powerful gaze
Are two figures with no trace of doubt
That's why we'll keep going towards that future
p/s : not translated by me. I got it from websites
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Thursday, May 8, 2008
Monday, March 17, 2008
Exhausted....
Apparently yesterday night was rushing on my things that are not done which are stated on my to-do list. And I couldn't finish all of them, so just hantam aje, do what that I have to pass up today. Today not much homework (thank goodness) but I am still very exhausted...I wonder why...
Recap my day, the day started with me waking up at 4.30 to finish up my long-delayed karangan. And reached school in a very very sleepy and tired mood. I feel as if I wish to speak as least as possible, like what the Mugen no Kantai in Shakugan no Shana did, (banjo no shite Whilhelmina Carmel's Lord of Guze) speak only 4 words everytime it/she speaks...how good...
Duty was like...half sleeping, but thank goodness I am still concentrate enough to carry them out, at least. And back to class was sort of a relief. Esspecially with my CURRENT results. (not for those later). Oh yea, 4S3 the pity class has switched with 4S5 to use the class beside Block E toilet. Should I pity them or congratulate them? Toilet is just beside so you can go to the toilet in between class without pas keluar with a very small chance of getting caught. But hope you guys can bare with the "perfume smell" (p/s: Just please dont start spreading the smell or even "bottle-ize" it and spray on us)
Apparently after school's badminton was very dissapointing. It took me half an hour to finish a burger, which I don't know why, perhaps no mood? And I just couldn't do things right. Almost every single smash I did was on the net. I wonder...too exhausted? Before the activity ends my hand was in pain. I wonder why too. It never happened to me for playing an 1 and 3 quarter hour game. But today it was just very pain as if the hand was twisted. I remember I didn't block many smashes which will drain more energy. And so, my conclusion is: I am too tired to even play a badminton game.
Reached home at 5.30, take a nap and woke up by a phone call. Pn Phang.....so you know what is it related to. And yea....she got some new idea on our product, which will not be revelaed as the producing of the product is prohibited for the YE program. So just forget about it......
Apparently just after the nap my body is in full ache. But now I still have tonnes of unfinished business to get them done. Wish me luck. Chaoz.
p/s: I posted my 22nd post after including this in a month. Not bad ey?
Recap my day, the day started with me waking up at 4.30 to finish up my long-delayed karangan. And reached school in a very very sleepy and tired mood. I feel as if I wish to speak as least as possible, like what the Mugen no Kantai in Shakugan no Shana did, (banjo no shite Whilhelmina Carmel's Lord of Guze) speak only 4 words everytime it/she speaks...how good...
Duty was like...half sleeping, but thank goodness I am still concentrate enough to carry them out, at least. And back to class was sort of a relief. Esspecially with my CURRENT results. (not for those later). Oh yea, 4S3 the pity class has switched with 4S5 to use the class beside Block E toilet. Should I pity them or congratulate them? Toilet is just beside so you can go to the toilet in between class without pas keluar with a very small chance of getting caught. But hope you guys can bare with the "perfume smell" (p/s: Just please dont start spreading the smell or even "bottle-ize" it and spray on us)
Apparently after school's badminton was very dissapointing. It took me half an hour to finish a burger, which I don't know why, perhaps no mood? And I just couldn't do things right. Almost every single smash I did was on the net. I wonder...too exhausted? Before the activity ends my hand was in pain. I wonder why too. It never happened to me for playing an 1 and 3 quarter hour game. But today it was just very pain as if the hand was twisted. I remember I didn't block many smashes which will drain more energy. And so, my conclusion is: I am too tired to even play a badminton game.
Reached home at 5.30, take a nap and woke up by a phone call. Pn Phang.....so you know what is it related to. And yea....she got some new idea on our product, which will not be revelaed as the producing of the product is prohibited for the YE program. So just forget about it......
Apparently just after the nap my body is in full ache. But now I still have tonnes of unfinished business to get them done. Wish me luck. Chaoz.
p/s: I posted my 22nd post after including this in a month. Not bad ey?
Friday, February 29, 2008
Drown in exam papers....
Ok damn, I just asked someone not to make my life more miserable, and yet this stupid blog is making my life more miserable, finished my entry and trying to post it, and error occurs and I gotta re-type...
Ok chill, let's start again.
Exam is as hellish as usual, especially when you cannot finish your add-maths, and you dunno what the heck is the question of the Karangan rangsangan in BM paper asking, and the rubbish truck down there is disturbing you throughout the time when you are having chem paper.
next week's paper will be harder, but yet I can't really be bothered to study. I can be traveling to somewhere while studying, which is like so not-right, and it's not thinking of something good, but something bad, those emo-ish things. Had chem n bm paper 2day, and I just started the studies of these subjects yesterday night at 8.30 and I slept at 10, when i am only halfway through my Chem study. Woke up at 3.30 to continue my chem and at 5 only I started BM.
Torturing myself eh? If I could just study earlier I wouldn't have to interupt my goodnight-sleep. But yet, I am doing so. Throughout these few days I even find myself busy watching anime Shakugan no Shana, which I promised my mom only to watch it after exam, but yet every single afternoon I am in front of my computer watching tit, which explains why I just started my studies at night.
And when I thought I can get rid of the freak during exam period, the reality proves me wrong. The freak still keep bugging me (tho less that usual), heck, just let go of me already, I couldn't stand my life now, pls just don't make my life more miserable damn it!
The end of story, and I hope this post goes well...
Ok chill, let's start again.
Exam is as hellish as usual, especially when you cannot finish your add-maths, and you dunno what the heck is the question of the Karangan rangsangan in BM paper asking, and the rubbish truck down there is disturbing you throughout the time when you are having chem paper.
next week's paper will be harder, but yet I can't really be bothered to study. I can be traveling to somewhere while studying, which is like so not-right, and it's not thinking of something good, but something bad, those emo-ish things. Had chem n bm paper 2day, and I just started the studies of these subjects yesterday night at 8.30 and I slept at 10, when i am only halfway through my Chem study. Woke up at 3.30 to continue my chem and at 5 only I started BM.
Torturing myself eh? If I could just study earlier I wouldn't have to interupt my goodnight-sleep. But yet, I am doing so. Throughout these few days I even find myself busy watching anime Shakugan no Shana, which I promised my mom only to watch it after exam, but yet every single afternoon I am in front of my computer watching tit, which explains why I just started my studies at night.
And when I thought I can get rid of the freak during exam period, the reality proves me wrong. The freak still keep bugging me (tho less that usual), heck, just let go of me already, I couldn't stand my life now, pls just don't make my life more miserable damn it!
The end of story, and I hope this post goes well...
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