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Thursday, July 31, 2008

Volcano Eruption?

Finally another person voice his unsatisfaction to YE again.

Today uncle shian finally blow up and scolded us, for the poor attendance and attitude. It's like, we r nvr being considerate. Citibank advisors came so far from KL, but every time got dissapointed by the attendance. we cannot make any decision with these less than 30% ppl.

First time seeing him blown up. Despite that I've blown up a few times in front of him. I also feel bad to call citibank to come for any meetings anymore.

PPL! PLEASE REFLECT YOURSELF. I AM EXHAUSTED FACING PHANG. I DONT WANT TO WASTE ENERGY AGAINST YOU PPL ALSO.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

I damn hate you...

Damn I seriously hate you! you are just a b****, or rather *arwf* as given by lily. You are always ruining my time. It's not OUR fault for not taking care of it but rather YOUR fault for never return it in first place.

Dont wanna say anything. In super bad mood today. I've blew up for a certain small thing that I can always endure just because of some irresponsible attitude of someone.

p/s: thanks jin, lily and edrea for your comforts during my breakdown today.

Monday, July 28, 2008

After Sales Event

Hmm. The hilarious thing is, I AM THE ONLY ONE GOING BACK WITH THE BUS TO SCHOOL. imagine...such a waste of money, to book the whole bus, when I am the only pathetic one going back to school. hell no! I asked pn phang to cancel the request (despite that ppl is already here, he's so gonna !@#$%^ us and hate CHS forever for wasting his time. lol)

Anyway I was eager to go and overnight at someone's house. I just dont feel like going home. xD so I called my mom, telling all sorts of bad situation and inconvinience for them to fetch me. lol. but they say they gonna pick me up from zongyao's house. hmph

We (Me, ZongYao, SongJun and KhaiHoe) had our dinner around...8.45? Waiting for the japanese restaurant to have some place. First tiem i going into a jap restaurant. lolx. I like the ramen. first time eating. xD. we snapped a lot of stupid photos. Oh yea! SongJun was trying himself to eat a spoonful of wasabi! lolx The picture will do the talking later.

By the time we finish our dinner, it's 10+. ZongYao's mom is kind enough to send me home (altho I dont want to go home lol), it makes me wonder how will I ever have my dad to be that generous towards ppl's son or daughter. Hello he is always annoyed when I ask him to send me somewhere as long as it is not something in his planning.

Anyway here's the photo. =p


The look so sweet. lolx

He look so blur case

ZongYao is happy to see his food =p

ZongYao's sashimi and....I can't name it. lolx

Yum...

So busy eating. Eating oso so serious
My ramen!

SongJun's ramen

Song Jun's sushi
Look at his reaction eating wasabi. Is he enjoying? He looks like...but he is fighting to stop his tears from coming out. He is smiling because we are teasing him. Don't get it wrong. lol

Sri Aman Cluster School Installation

ok I still owe you people the Sri Aman Installation thingy, but I am too lazy for a long post. I will let the pictures do the talking




omg their prefects room...err it's called prefect's house has a tv!

omg so grand looking

so home-ish feeling....













smile!
Lily: I wonder...
SuTeng: no lily, it's "we" wonder...

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Wondering

It makes me wonder, how a small action can change one's opinion on the other.

Joining YE certainly makes me grow a lot. I have to agree, I had gone through a lot of hardship, but because of these tough experiences, I have grown. I have learnt to be careful with words, learn to control my bad temper and not to scold people (at least not in public, I do complain and explode everything, but to those who are close to me), and talk to people only after I cool myself down.

It really makes a difference, that one person that always complain about me and dislikes whatever I do, to start to befriend me. Although I am not sure how much it is that the person trust me and respect me, but the thing I know is, the person certainly do not be as sacarstic to me as the person used to be. These small actions of mine, by just controlling my temper, has changed my image on others. It really makes a difference.

And as the leader, I have to deal with people. There are many people from YE, whom I dislike at first, and manage to change my opinion towards them by just contributing something small. True, they are not active before that, so I disilike them. Think about it, it's my fault actually. I did not give them a clear statement on what they should do and expect them to know from the book given to them. In fact I was wrong.

However, after I gave advices, some whom I do not respect before that, start doing work and contribute. They do not give me a lot of ideas, they do not help to listen to my complains, what they do is just to contribute regularly. This really changes my opinion towards them. I began to trust them, because they've earned my trust from their contribution.

On the other hand, small things can totally ruin your image on someone's eye too. Some people who I used to respect, treated as friends, trust them, by just constantly finding excuses not to come and be late with those unreasonable excuses, they've ruin their image in my eye. I hate to say this but, those people certainly are misusing my trust. I gave them more power to do as they please, because they are trusted as a friend, but the outcome is that they never complete what is asked to, and at the same time, not setting an example to the others with the post they have.

Some who were originally having small pose, or no pose, were given higher pose, or a pose, to appreciate their hardwork and contribution. Among those, some did improve and do better, but some slacked off and perform worse.

And some who I trust them with projects, and respect them for volunteering for the project. I respect them for their contribution and sacrifice. It hit me hard when I know what they are doing is not for the company, but just for themselves. They think of what they will get after joining this project, and constantly giving excuses not to join this activity or that program, using this excuse of "we have this project going on" again and again. They even ask me to give them more than the others because they volunteer, saying that this is such a hard work. They want acknowledgement, I know. It's human's nature. However, they approach me with the wrong way. They never thought of how hard the others are doing with the absence of them, not only doing their own part, but at the same time, these people's part. I felt dissapointed of their foolish and childish thoughts, but what struck me the most, is that they feel so high up and think so highly of themselves, and never appreciate what others are doing, and finding excuses to skip the activities. Even when I asked for a meeting and discussion for these people handling the project, they are nowhere to be found. They say they are contributing. True. If it's so, come when I have meetings for your group. Other activities you may choose not to come, but even those related to your project, you refuse to come. How do you want me to trust you?

It's true. By just some small actions or slips of tongue, you can totally change someone's opinion on you. I have been respected by those who never respect me before this, for always leading by example. My hardwork has been paid off. And for my lecture on those who were always slacking off, I am hated. But I've get to know myself better, and know the others better. Who can I trust, and who I can't trust. As for those manage to impress me, good job; for those who ruined your image, work harder, you may once again change my opinion on you, from worse to good, and good to better.

Humans are really complicated, aren't they?

ps: above are only personal opinions. You don't have to agree with me.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Sales Day

Finally it's over! I thank everyone who came and support us. Really really thank you! Esspecially all 4S1 classmates, others, and Qi Hui too!!! xD

Anyway greatest gratitude giving to the class 3A1, with their full support and help to decorate our stall. Without them we will not have such a beautiful and grand stall. Thanks again for all your hardwork!

We had a tough time selling actually. But the best thing is, we have proven to Pn Phang that she is wrong!!!! She's like, cannot sell one don't make don't make. At June she says, make 100 ladybird. Can sell one, you see so nice. Then the day before sales she's like. You see you all, make so much, can sell meh? cannot sell one. you sell 20 on that day i say you very geng d. Hah! It turns out that we've sold 40 units of ladybirds! and necklace, she estimated we can only sell 20, but we've sold like 30+, mousepads also, 50 units plus. She keep saying buy so much sure rugi rugi rugi. And say we can't even earn back the cost. So what? We've earned 1794, with a clean profit of over 600-700 plus! Great job to all members who came and helped out. *Only the fact that we can make our things better to sell more, but the production always.....<.< you know yourself*

Anyway I am super tired. Will post the photos up later. And yea, Jin Yee, Lily, Becca, Su Teng, I know I still owe you ppl photos of the Sri Aman. Will post that up soon too!

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

YE Sales

Re:Khai Xian
To: Everyone

The sales details will be as followed:
Date - 26 July (Saturday)
Time - 10am to 7pm
Venue - Sunway Pyramid Old Wing, Lower Ground Floor. The place where all the functions hold, just right entering the entrance after the information counter and go down the stairs. You know Baskin Robins? Should be there just at Lower Ground floor. (From the description it should be there, I am not 100% sure that it IS there because I haven't go there either)

Items selling:
1. Necklace at RM6-RM8 each
2. Ladybird Multi-purpose holder - to hold name cards, pens and small notes. Act as table decoration too cause it is really kawai. RM12 or RM15 each (to be decided)
3. Mouse pads - with wrist rest full of cotton, very comfortable. CitiBank officers have bought a lot and have proven its quality. RM6-RM8 each. (To be decided)
4. Glass jars - Decorated by Yee Aun. Very nice. Acts as table decoration, or pen holder, or sweet holder.

For purchase of RM20 or RM25 and above, you will get a chance to win a gift. How to win ar? that day you know la. Not to be disclosed yet. P&C ar. If other school ppl know we rugi one. haha.

Anyway I know it's a school day. (Stupid government) But please try to make it after school. xd cause' its important for us to determine our win or lost for the year. 5S5 must come esspecially!!!! Almost all of us had bought your books!!! xd just being random. yea...please come! thanks in advance!

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Unlucky Day

It's very unlucky for today. Was sent out of class to complete my karangan. I mean, almost the whole class was kena. ok...I was absent for last week ok? And when ppl tell me what hw to do, they didn't tell me we got essay. ok I know, it's part of my fault. Becca did tell me, but she didn't mention which one, so yea...my fault for not finding it out. But it's like...he nvr care about our work and nvr ask us to pass up, so I thought I can just delay a bit since I am on my handful of YE, but now all the sudden....uhhhh. And he dont wanna accept my reason. ah well. Anyway it's partly my fault, I deserve the punishment. BUT! BUT! He dont have to humilate me in front of the class right?

NKY:"Kamu ini sepatutnya menjadi murid contoh. Calon Ketua Pengawas. Sekarang tak buat kerja"

=.= that's really embarrasing. ok, my fault for not doing your work. But you dont have to be that sacarstic. nvm. I will accept this, because it is my fault after all.

The more unlucky one is, I spoiled my camera. yes. I spoiled it. The LCD was broken. shit...my mom's so gonna kill me. sob. and I was super tired the whole day, but afterall it is worth it. 12 ppl turned up for production on tuesday!!!!! that's like, double the ppl you know!!!! (at the same time this shows how good is our attendance)

Random: I think I am at the two edge of being responsible and not responsible. I think I am TOO responsible for my clubs and societies, always carry some burden that I dont have to carry. But I am not responsible on my homework. Anyway I shall improve on this. Afterall it is part of my responsibility to carry a good image for everyone, since I hold the title of Head of Discipline, and I shall discipline myself more on this first and not to ruin the Prefects' Board image for having this irresponsible kind of Head of Discipline. X_X

Monday, July 21, 2008

Tak tahan

Memang tak tahan these ppl. I stay awake despite of the sleepy worms hunting me.

And it's a waste. They are not bothered to call me.

WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU GUYS!!!????

I seriously, seriously dont know whats wrong with all these big-headed, stubborn, self-centered, selfish ppl. It's like you join YE not to learn, but to take the dividen share and the high gerko marks at the end of the year. You want the fruitful income but not giving us a damn. I AM TIRED OF DOING EVERYTHING EVERYTIME!

I miss classes for nothing for all you these damn bloody losers. I hate to say but this year YE isn't going to win a SINGLE award with you these ppl. We are not even half, or 30% of our seniors' achivement, and yet all are not bothered to do a single thing.

To my directors. Last warning. I am pissed of doing your job. You better start doing something before I decide to fire you.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

YE Sales

Dear ppls, The YE will have a sales in Sunway Pyramid next Saturday, 26/7, Lower Ground Floor, take the stairs at the entrance there, Old Wing. 10am to 7pm! Come anytime to support us. xD


(I am so tired these days for production that keep sucking and dissapoint me again n again)

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Tired of It

I am tired of these! You guys just aren't being considerate. Despite how many times I tell you to attend the activities, you guys ignore me. I tried my best not to show my anger to you. I complain everything and shout and yell every time to those close friends, I just try to be nice to you all.

WHAT DO I GET?

I was blamed for not running things smoothly, I was blamed for not supervising, I was blamed for not calling people to come, I was blamed for everything. AND YOU GUYS!? Happily sit at home and expect money to go into your pocket!? And those are there, I appreciate our presence, but PLEASE! be serious and do what you SHOULD do. STOP playing with our materials. they aren't FREE! you are WASTING money. and creating MESS and HAVOC

From today onwards, I WILL NOT be the nice guy you see anymore. I will stop you and scold you in front of everyone. In Chinese we say "jing jiu bu chi chi fa jiu" I be nice you ignore me, fine then. I dont have to try so hard to control my emotions, because trying hard and not getting back what was expected is totally dissapointing. Let's not try hard. And be prepared to get screwed.

Monday, July 14, 2008

Sick...

Tried very hard to go to school, but still...when I woke up this morning, feeling very weak. Yea...so decided to skip school for a day.

I made a lot of phone calls and smsing, hopefully everything will run smoothly. But I've missed the KD briefing today. so so so sry to all the old and new KDs. I feel really irresponsible la...T_T

Must rest more, tomorrow must go to school. wei Installtion leh!

Over Stretched

Sigh...I think I am having a slight fever now. Perhaps it's partly of the Saturday's whole-day-work in the school, and partly because....I can't control myself and ate too much durian on Sunday night...

lolx. ok I think the durian part might be part of it, but the saturday might be the main reason. I mean, I am not feeling well on Sunday morning itself. It's like...very tired feeling, and keep having the feeling like sleeping. After all, I am not a machine, but I've gone to school for production of YE in 8am till around 6pm, and immedietly set up the stall for sales till 8pm, and relax temporary, and partly to support my *cough* so-called brother *cough* ah beng's H&G concert. *hey I would go home and sleep if it isn't to support you ok? who cares about the free ticket anyway if I am not interested?*

sigh...I feel like resting at home. But I can't! Here's why:
Monday - choosing of presenter for ITC, but who knows uncle shian ffk. *glares*
Tuesday - briefing of KD's job by seniors, and choosing for ITC presenter again.
Wednesday - Prefects' Installation
Thursday - ITC presetation day
Friday - Prefects' Committee Meeting
Saturday - Last Saturday Production

speaking of production, WHY NO ONE IS THERE ON SATURDAY!!??? It's so hilarious when MD, who should be sitting back and supervise, becoming the one doing the job, and others laying eggs at home. Oi! mana my workers!? mahu potong gaji izit!?

Let's see, 30 ppl in YE, less than 10 came for production (7 for first time, 4 for 2nd time), maybe around 5-10 give me resons not to come, and other 15!!?? makes me wonder...

PS: I am not robot okay!? your MD is falling ill because of you guys!! (and maybe because of durian)

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Entering A New Chapter of Life

Yeap. I am satisfied with my KD. Sometimes it just feel...not so good when I didn't get the Top5 post with all the GREATER rights, but well, looking at the brighter side, those are just personal ego. I would live better with KD. I mean, it is impossible to get everything to yourself right? There must always be pros and cons, and good/bad thing about that post, and good/bad thing about this post. I am glad that my duty wouldn't be as heavy as the Top5, thus allowing me to continue my photographer job for the next year. (I seriously thought of handling the job over to the Form3s once I get into the Top3 you know)

Anyway, overall the AJK aren't that bad, at least we Form4s strive hard to choose our ideal AJK who we can all work together. I can say we gave our 100% effort and it gave us fruitful result, tho I cannot say it is perfect and as exactly as we wanted.

Yeap. And I am glad that the people I will be working with - the other 3 disciplines, and 4 penyelaras are well-chosen. I can live with that. I shall end my role as the Top3 candidate on Monday, by handling over the concluded and arranged brief notes on what I've learnt in the camp in Melaka, the camp that Ms.Lina chose me to go, to the current Top5. Good Luck and All The Best!

Friday, July 11, 2008

Relieved

YESH!!!! I got what I want - Ketua Disiplin

Watch out there, I will be hunting for you all. muahahahaha

and Happy Birthday BECCA and SHU HAN!!!

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Dont Rain

Let's pray....I dont want to have another not-so-good-feeling for another day. I wanna sleep in peace! (note: not rest in peace =p)

It's Tomorrow!!!! (again)

Yes it's tomorrow again!!! swt...The election got canceled due to the *cough* rain *cough*. ok...I wasn't upset about that the election is canceled, I was upset cause....I BRING NO TEXTBOOK FOR THE DAY!!!!

ok myabe not totally NONE, I did bring, but the last 3 periods only, just in case the votes counting ended earlier, but it ended VERY VERY EARLY, or you should say IT DIDN'T even STARTED. ok crap...now I gotta go back to class, with NO textbook.

Haha so you know what? I borrowed Lily's Bio reference book, and that's all I am going for bio. I faked my notebook by bringing my moral notebook, hopefully can *erhem* be safe *erhem*. but yet the teacher still found out I have no textbook. xD (ok only textbook, she didn't find out I dont have NOTEBOOK as well), anyway she didn't really complain much, cause at least I am a good boy and listens to her and at the same time at least have a reference book. *smart me* haha. thx lily for your book! xD

and then 2 periods of bio ---OVER. coming up ---2 periods of BM, 1 Sej, 1 Eng, 1 BC. AHHHH!!! but unexpectedly I gone thru all of them with no problem.

BM: the teacher give out paper (finally), but I am quite pissed, I should get more marks leh, but he dun add for me. nvm his usual style. so thx to him I got a 69 for BM, 1 mark to A2

Sej: Pity Hardev, no body will listen to him. But thanks to that I can always snatch a textbook from any random person's table.

Eng: THX TIAN JUN!!!! for going to PBSM duty. haha. I use his textbook. =p

BC: teacher give back notes and let us copy.

yeap. so following up are Moral and Chem, which I brought the textbook. *YAY* lolx. so basically that's my *a bit lucky but not totally lucky cause a bit of unlucky* day.

PS: ITS TOMORROW!!! lol....ok I shall bring all my textbook tmr and be a good boy, and by the end of the day complains why am I so stupid to bring all of them when I didn't use them. lolx.

anyway, good luck to me! xD

Monday, July 7, 2008

It's Tomorrow!!

omg omg it's tomorrow! aww....someone help me! I am....nervous? not really....(maybe just not YET), I am....worry? Perhaps....ok I just dont know what should I feel ok? I mean like my speech is totally just crap and contentless, just to fill up that 3 minutes per person limit.

i am just being nervous because everyone else is nervous....lolx. ahh dunno la just cannot describe my feeling now.

PS: I need support! Vote me yea? ^_^ xD

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

KL Stock Exchange photo

yeap, the guy right beside me is wern hong. (looks smart?)

WE!!! WE!!! THE WINNER!!!! WINNER!!!!! YES WINNER!!!!

KL Stock Challenge

okok how should I start!!?? I am filled with joy and excitement, I cant believe I actually won the Stock Challenge with my team man!!!!! Someone bang my head real hard (lily does that sounded familiar?)

We actually formed a team yesterday. Me Jin Yee and USJ13 HR, Wern Hong. The reason we decided to seek a teammate from other school is that, 3 person per group, and chs got 17 ppl, and before that I have distributed groups for them, and me and Jin Yee are the "leftovers". so yea...but after that I allow them to choose their own teammates la, after all its their team.

anyway, we are lucky, cause' we thought we might get someone we totally dont know, that would be kinda akward. But yea, we got Wern Hong. We've met...(lets count. First time in citibank sales, 2nd time in team management workshop, 3rd time in ITC workshop, so this is the 4th time). haha. yup. so immedietly we get him before he is occupied. xDD

So think of team name, then logo, then slogan, then *deep breath* nametag businesscard sign costume whattobring whattodo *panting*. and thats all for day1.

day2 is fun. ITS FUN THAT I CANT PUT THEM INTO WORDS. Its just...so fun. yes yes its fun!!!! *ok cut it kb*, totally rock, buying and selling stock counting the money IS FUN!!!! it is very very veryx1000 fun!!!! *ok kb thats enough*

anyway, time to announce the result, and we were very very nervous. cause' we think we had a chance to win, after doing some comparison to others. so reli reli nervous. until they announce the guys no2 had XXXX after auditing, we were like mad guys hitting each other and grin so widely and and smiling and laughing like mad in the heart. lolx

but after that is like an arrow "phew" shoot straight and piecre our heart. the guys-mix-girls champion, turned out to be the overall champion, winning us by 60 bucks after auditing!!!! AHHHHHH. we got 8490, they got 8550. what the...!!!???? AHHHHHHHH.

but gone down the stage, still laugh like mad and and hi-5 and hug here hug there like crazy. altho didn't win the trophy, but but we WON THE GUYS no1!!!!!! ahhahahahahahaha. *I am still laughing like mad*

and then time to dismiss. YES. THAT IS THE TIME I SHOUT AND SCREAM LIKE MAD!!!! KEEP SHOUTING AHHHH SO SAYANG AR!!!!! but yet still have a big wide grin on my face and laugh like mad guy. yea. a lot ppl congratulate us, but i forgot who they are. lolx. cause I am still in my fantasy!!!!! I CANT BELIEVE I JUST WON LIKE DAT!!!!! swt la man.

anyway, my personal view is, we are very very very lucky. The stocks we bought, at most drop 20-30 per round, but raise 30-50 and even 100 per round. and we keep getting bonus. the business card bonus of 100 bucks credit should goes to-----deng deng deng deng.....SAW KAI BOON for making the business card such a wonderful piece of art using microsoft PAINT. yes its PAINT, *myphotoshopjustendedthetrialsoicannotusephotoshop*. lolx perasan nia.

and yeap, we are lucky yo get wern hong, sometimes ppl u know too well, you tend to keep arguing with them non-stop for your stand, ppl you dunno at all, you will just keep agreeing cause dont want to hurt feelings. and wern hong is just the perfect one---we dont know each other too well, and we are not totally strangers. just the perfect one! yes. and I am glad.

*I still haven snap out of it and still keep laughing like mad and smiling like a crazy guy, altho its 4 hours after the event, and owh, did I tell you I laugh until I lost my voice by the time going up the bus?*