Sunday, August 31, 2008
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Present
It had been a week since I keep posting emo stuff. xD ok let's post something not-so-emo.
Today went to shopping. For Miss. Christine Hew Kai Ting, aka pikachu's birthday present. Her birthday is tomorrow, the merdeka girl, and I am going to annoy her and send her a birthday message on 12.00 tonight. xD
You see, since she's pikachu, I found a pikachu stufftoy. Yes I found one, but I didn't say I bought it lol. Cause it's 70 freaking bucks! lol. And it's small. Another teddy bear, around 1.5 of its size, cost only 35 bucks. =.= See Christine, you are so expensive. More expensive than Song Jun the teddy bear. *Expected la, if you kidnap an asst. managing director and an ICT director, who do you think the company will pay more?*
Ok, so I keep looking around. Actually I called becca and ask her for some advices. She say buy something girlish, like jewelleries, since christine got a lot of stufftoys in her room. *I don't remember seeing them in her room when I went to her older house, maybe I wasn't paying attention on girls' stufftoys* ok, so after I hung up, I was thinking what to buy, I don't know how to choose jewelleries, and if buy those 20 bucks one it might be low quality. and just then, you know what I saw? bra some girls' stuff at my left hand side. lol. something that I am not going to buy.
So I went to another shopping mall, and then I saw a shop selling those gifts, and bought her something. *chill la, post here so fast not fun, at least until I give her on Tuesday* heh, it cost lower than I am ready to pay. And it's special. She can use it everyday. And It's not stationary. You will throw after you finish the ink or whatever, but this as long as she don't break it she can use forever. heh. smart me. *oh, it has nothing to do with pikachu by the way, so sad* xD
Today went to shopping. For Miss. Christine Hew Kai Ting, aka pikachu's birthday present. Her birthday is tomorrow, the merdeka girl, and I am going to annoy her and send her a birthday message on 12.00 tonight. xD
You see, since she's pikachu, I found a pikachu stufftoy. Yes I found one, but I didn't say I bought it lol. Cause it's 70 freaking bucks! lol. And it's small. Another teddy bear, around 1.5 of its size, cost only 35 bucks. =.= See Christine, you are so expensive. More expensive than Song Jun the teddy bear. *Expected la, if you kidnap an asst. managing director and an ICT director, who do you think the company will pay more?*
Ok, so I keep looking around. Actually I called becca and ask her for some advices. She say buy something girlish, like jewelleries, since christine got a lot of stufftoys in her room. *I don't remember seeing them in her room when I went to her older house, maybe I wasn't paying attention on girls' stufftoys* ok, so after I hung up, I was thinking what to buy, I don't know how to choose jewelleries, and if buy those 20 bucks one it might be low quality. and just then, you know what I saw?
So I went to another shopping mall, and then I saw a shop selling those gifts, and bought her something. *chill la, post here so fast not fun, at least until I give her on Tuesday* heh, it cost lower than I am ready to pay. And it's special. She can use it everyday. And It's not stationary. You will throw after you finish the ink or whatever, but this as long as she don't break it she can use forever. heh. smart me. *oh, it has nothing to do with pikachu by the way, so sad* xD
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Dark side
I think I have seen my dark side. It is releasing and gaining control.
I want revenge so badly. I feel good after doing what people did to me back on them. They ignore me and always being irresponsible, or by saying none of my business to me, I am doing that back to them.
I don't know. I think I gave up too. No matter how much I do, I am just doing to satisfy myself. Nobody cares. Sleeping at late night to plan things, they just ruin your plan by easily ignore it. I feel damn pissed. I am just doing what I need to do now. Those volunteer stuff, sorry, not me ANYMORE. because like what you all like to say "none of my business"
Great right? This is such a good excuse. I think I will start to like it.
I want revenge so badly. I feel good after doing what people did to me back on them. They ignore me and always being irresponsible, or by saying none of my business to me, I am doing that back to them.
I don't know. I think I gave up too. No matter how much I do, I am just doing to satisfy myself. Nobody cares. Sleeping at late night to plan things, they just ruin your plan by easily ignore it. I feel damn pissed. I am just doing what I need to do now. Those volunteer stuff, sorry, not me ANYMORE. because like what you all like to say "none of my business"
Great right? This is such a good excuse. I think I will start to like it.
Kimi dake
The only one who I can gain support from is you. But you are always so far to be reached. You gave yourself up.
I miss the time we were last time.
I miss the time we were last time.
...
Haih, people adding more trouble for me when I emoing.
It's like, so little people come for production. If you got things to do I understand, and I know a lot want to help but couldn't, and they come and ask me for things to let them bring home to do. I thank you. But some ar, staying at school lepak, and tell me I am leaving at 3, so cannot go for production, and 2 to 3 they do nothing but lepak around the school. <.<
And got some people, keep asking this and that after they contribute. They think they contributed a lot. But it's not. They contribute so damn little and say "i want more reward at the end of the year ar". They talk and not doing things. I really feel like giving these people a good slapping. But yet, I have to force myself not to. I know I feel like this because they add more frustration to me when I am frustrated. But still...be more productive okay those lady bumps? Don't make me give you your dividend share and 10% of others' salary. By then don't start complaining.
And there's like, some people claming they did a lot. But I say, dare you to compare with me? They say, different ma, you MD. MD so hell what? MD SHOULD DO THE LEAST. I should just sit and watch. BUT WHAT AM I DOING NOW?
Before production starts, I bring the stuff up. You people are never punctual and always late. And I have to bring up everything. After production ends, nobody left, everytime I have to carry the stuff back. All tell me I have to go early la, this la that la. IS THAT WHAT YOU ALL DO TO YOUR OTHER SOCIETY? I dunno. Sometimes I say production until 4, but all leaving at 3.30. It makes me wonder, if you really cannot stay until 4, or just purposely go home early to avoid cleaning up. I have to sweep the floor, wipe it with cloth, kneel down to wipe like amah, carry this and that, sometimes running 3 rounds back and forth.
I haven't complain, you hell start complaining? Don't give me the shit. I don't buy it. And stop telling me what to do or ask me to get this and that from that person. If you want anything from FINANCE DIRECTOR, get it from her YOURSELF! Don't ask me to get for you, I am NOT YOUR MAID. You are just another DIRECTOR or MANAGER, don't make yourself feel so IMPORTANT like a BOSS. You want anything from OPERATIONS, GET IT YOURSELF. GOT IT?
I damn hate YE people. Thank god I am retiring. I will consider who to give the dividend share. And trust me, CHS YE, nobody is going to get the best achiever award this year. WITH THESE PERFORMANCE? Hell no. I HAVE THE CONFIDENT, NO ONE!
p/s: to form3 reading this, better reconsider if you are joining YE. Even if join, DONT GET HIGH POSE. You will be frustrated by the teacher, if they do not change next year, and you will get the shit f**ked out if your members are consisted of people who WANT MONEY AND GERKO MARKS FROM YE, but DO NOT WANT TO DO THINGS. Good luck.
It's like, so little people come for production. If you got things to do I understand, and I know a lot want to help but couldn't, and they come and ask me for things to let them bring home to do. I thank you. But some ar, staying at school lepak, and tell me I am leaving at 3, so cannot go for production, and 2 to 3 they do nothing but lepak around the school. <.<
And got some people, keep asking this and that after they contribute. They think they contributed a lot. But it's not. They contribute so damn little and say "i want more reward at the end of the year ar". They talk and not doing things. I really feel like giving these people a good slapping. But yet, I have to force myself not to. I know I feel like this because they add more frustration to me when I am frustrated. But still...be more productive okay those lady bumps? Don't make me give you your dividend share and 10% of others' salary. By then don't start complaining.
And there's like, some people claming they did a lot. But I say, dare you to compare with me? They say, different ma, you MD. MD so hell what? MD SHOULD DO THE LEAST. I should just sit and watch. BUT WHAT AM I DOING NOW?
Before production starts, I bring the stuff up. You people are never punctual and always late. And I have to bring up everything. After production ends, nobody left, everytime I have to carry the stuff back. All tell me I have to go early la, this la that la. IS THAT WHAT YOU ALL DO TO YOUR OTHER SOCIETY? I dunno. Sometimes I say production until 4, but all leaving at 3.30. It makes me wonder, if you really cannot stay until 4, or just purposely go home early to avoid cleaning up. I have to sweep the floor, wipe it with cloth, kneel down to wipe like amah, carry this and that, sometimes running 3 rounds back and forth.
I haven't complain, you hell start complaining? Don't give me the shit. I don't buy it. And stop telling me what to do or ask me to get this and that from that person. If you want anything from FINANCE DIRECTOR, get it from her YOURSELF! Don't ask me to get for you, I am NOT YOUR MAID. You are just another DIRECTOR or MANAGER, don't make yourself feel so IMPORTANT like a BOSS. You want anything from OPERATIONS, GET IT YOURSELF. GOT IT?
I damn hate YE people. Thank god I am retiring. I will consider who to give the dividend share. And trust me, CHS YE, nobody is going to get the best achiever award this year. WITH THESE PERFORMANCE? Hell no. I HAVE THE CONFIDENT, NO ONE!
p/s: to form3 reading this, better reconsider if you are joining YE. Even if join, DONT GET HIGH POSE. You will be frustrated by the teacher, if they do not change next year, and you will get the shit f**ked out if your members are consisted of people who WANT MONEY AND GERKO MARKS FROM YE, but DO NOT WANT TO DO THINGS. Good luck.
Monday, August 25, 2008
Saved money.
It's weird. Every time I planned to buy birthday present before someone's birthday, the target will always become my enemy few weeks before his birthday, so I can save my money again.
It's really weird. Many cases occured. I planned to buy this guy a present because I acknowledge this person as one of my buddy, but then the person will always disappoint me. I don't know why, maybe I always make the wrong judgement in making "brothers" friend. But thank god I think I always trust the right girls. Right? *wink*
Save my money, save my energy, save my time to think of what to buy and spend time to look for it. It seems so nice right? But don't know, I feel like buying present more than doing nothing. But don't be so perasan la, go buy people present and people one eye also don't see.
I have another 20-30 bucks back in my pocket for the coming September.
p/s: yes dear pikachu, I rmb your present. And I am thinking of buying you a pichu doll. haha
It's really weird. Many cases occured. I planned to buy this guy a present because I acknowledge this person as one of my buddy, but then the person will always disappoint me. I don't know why, maybe I always make the wrong judgement in making "brothers" friend. But thank god I think I always trust the right girls. Right? *wink*
Save my money, save my energy, save my time to think of what to buy and spend time to look for it. It seems so nice right? But don't know, I feel like buying present more than doing nothing. But don't be so perasan la, go buy people present and people one eye also don't see.
I have another 20-30 bucks back in my pocket for the coming September.
p/s: yes dear pikachu, I rmb your present. And I am thinking of buying you a pichu doll. haha
Sonzai no imi
Dare? Nani?
Mou ii yo. Ima no subete, akirame dake.
Jibun no kage ga ikiru.
Kage wa boku no subete.
Boku no kimochi dare mo wakaranai.
Kono mama ga ikiru, imi de wa nai.
Subete kibou mou mienai. Ima toki, ore no koe, dare kikoeru?
Uragiri wa itsudemo soba iru. Dare mo shinji dekinai. Subete no yakusoku wa uso dake.
Akirame.
Ikiru no imi de wa nai.
Mou ii yo. Ima no subete, akirame dake.
Jibun no kage ga ikiru.
Kage wa boku no subete.
Boku no kimochi dare mo wakaranai.
Kono mama ga ikiru, imi de wa nai.
Subete kibou mou mienai. Ima toki, ore no koe, dare kikoeru?
Uragiri wa itsudemo soba iru. Dare mo shinji dekinai. Subete no yakusoku wa uso dake.
Akirame.
Ikiru no imi de wa nai.
Wrist injury?
I think the injury is more serious than I thought. Because I played basketball with it today
It's like, moving it a bit pains. Can't hold things with it. Maybe I shouldn't be so clever and play basketball with it move it so much.
Shoot. Pain...
It's like, moving it a bit pains. Can't hold things with it. Maybe I shouldn't be so clever and
Shoot. Pain...
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Back to school
Essh back to school again.
I hate school.
It is making me so not-me.
Plus tonnes of things to handle to settle to worry about.
I hate school a lot.
I hate school.
It is making me so not-me.
Plus tonnes of things to handle to settle to worry about.
I hate school a lot.
Hurray or...not?
I finish my 30 pages chem! in 2 freaking hours only! because...more than half of it are pasting notes. haha. so geng leh me? xD
Now I will delay the bio notes a while.
After dinner need to do
DC file
Essay O_O
Mod Maths
Add Maths and BC hw I shall delay until tmr, cause only passing up on Tuesday. haha.
Hurray!
But not...
I fell from my table.
After I paste some photos on the wall, stepped back to check it. But I so smart and forgot I was standing on table. And stepped back *piak*. Fall from table hit the chair, whole chair falls, and I ended up laying on the floor. >.<
I think I am having wrist injury. Thank god it is left hand. xD some scratches on my left leg too.
But after a few minutes I came back alive jumping everywhere. My wrist should be fine, except that I shouldn't move it too aggresive-ly. xD *shh dun tell my dad, he will end up lecturing me and nag me the whole day....but not giving medication. xD*
Now I will delay the bio notes a while.
After dinner need to do
DC file
Essay O_O
Mod Maths
Add Maths and BC hw I shall delay until tmr, cause only passing up on Tuesday. haha.
Hurray!
But not...
I fell from my table.
After I paste some photos on the wall, stepped back to check it. But I so smart and forgot I was standing on table. And stepped back *piak*. Fall from table hit the chair, whole chair falls, and I ended up laying on the floor. >.<
I think I am having wrist injury. Thank god it is left hand. xD some scratches on my left leg too.
But after a few minutes I came back alive jumping everywhere. My wrist should be fine, except that I shouldn't move it too aggresive-ly. xD *shh dun tell my dad, he will end up lecturing me and nag me the whole day....but not giving medication. xD*
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Boring holidays
School is reopening soon. arrrgghhhh.
Holiday is boring. YES!
I am random.
I like boring life. Nothing to worry about, I can sleep as much as i want. I can lie there and daydream. I can do whatever I want, as long as it has nothing to do with using brain and solving things.
I like to be bored.
I hate school. I hate classes. I hate prefects. I hate YE. I hate everything. My brain explode when thinking of them.
That why I didn't do any of my hw.
Chem notes (30 pages to rush back)
Bio notes (10 pages to rush back)
Eng essay
Mod maths
Add maths
BC hw
And I never bother to settle my YE stuff.
Air Asia Trip
Auditing Workshop
School Sales
Production
And I haven't do my Prefects' DC file.
"It's not good to hate" and "It's not good to be irresponsible"
But I like to hate. If compare to force myself to like something which I don't like. When I like something, I mean it.
I like Ed-Board. x)
I hate to be responsible. But I force myself to be. That's why...it makes me hate other things.
Root of all problems:
Me taking too much responsibility
Holiday is boring. YES!
I am random.
I like boring life. Nothing to worry about, I can sleep as much as i want. I can lie there and daydream. I can do whatever I want, as long as it has nothing to do with using brain and solving things.
I like to be bored.
I hate school. I hate classes. I hate prefects. I hate YE. I hate everything. My brain explode when thinking of them.
That why I didn't do any of my hw.
Chem notes (30 pages to rush back)
Bio notes (10 pages to rush back)
Eng essay
Mod maths
Add maths
BC hw
And I never bother to settle my YE stuff.
Air Asia Trip
Auditing Workshop
School Sales
Production
And I haven't do my Prefects' DC file.
"It's not good to hate" and "It's not good to be irresponsible"
But I like to hate. If compare to force myself to like something which I don't like. When I like something, I mean it.
I like Ed-Board. x)
I hate to be responsible. But I force myself to be. That's why...it makes me hate other things.
Root of all problems:
Me taking too much responsibility
Friday, August 22, 2008
Chan Kah Lok
I am bored, so I will upload some photos again.
Kah Lok looked cute at Form2 right?
Don't think he looked innocent, he is very good at taking advantage
Guys don't think you are safe from him too.
See, so tamak! =p
Kah Lok: Looks innocent every time, but actually he is a very "dirtycute" guy. His knowledge in "erhem" is unpredictable. (He has obtained PhD in that field) The horniest funniest guy among the Form4. =p =p
I AM BORED!!!!
I am so freaking bored...PPL UPDATE UR BLOG MORE FREQUENTLY!!!! xD
hmm...I need more blog entries to fill my time. xD Maybe because I online too much and finish reading the next day you posted. xD Maybe you should update daily. lol (I am asking too much ignore me haha)
hmm...I need more blog entries to fill my time. xD Maybe because I online too much and finish reading the next day you posted. xD Maybe you should update daily. lol (I am asking too much ignore me haha)
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Cute Faces xD
I am so bored so I just flip through all my photos. And guess what? I find some cute pictures of some people in Form2!!! Wow! It makes me wonder how can they change so much.
This is a photo from James. In 2006 early of the year I think. The guy in the middle is TAN ZONG YAO!!!! SOOO CHUBBY!!!!! I want to cubit him!!!!
In Form2 Cherating Trip mid August 2006. Still chubby, but not so chubby as above.
And the guy third from the left is Tan Zong Yao. Not so cute d. Looked more mature and "man". Haha grown up d la. This was taken in August 2007, Annual Lunch.
And this was him on this 15th Birthday, end of November 2007. Looks cool instead of cute edi eh?
Eat so much! Wanna be chubby again ar?
Still eat!? lol
And this is another cute guy in Form2, kerobob Jin Yee Khoo.
Taken in early of year 2006. SUPER CUTE!!!!
Early April 2007 the day of our camp. Still looks cute.
Early year 2008. Looks cute, but add in a sense of mature. Not as cute as Form2 d. >.< (I regret nvr cubit him last time) 
In Form2 Cherating Trip mid August 2006. Still chubby, but not so chubby as above.
This was him in the end of April 2008 when we were going to have movie. Not cute anymore. Learn to act cool d. xD
And this was him on the Annual Dinner recently. Looked so cool right? Make ppl jealous only >.< (never mind, let's do some self-comforting. Gaining weight is harder than losing weight. haha)
And this was him on the Annual Dinner recently. Looked so cool right? Make ppl jealous only >.< (never mind, let's do some self-comforting. Gaining weight is harder than losing weight. haha)
Eat so much! Wanna be chubby again ar?
Still eat!? lol
And this is another cute guy in Form2, kerobob Jin Yee Khoo.
Taken in early of year 2006. SUPER CUTE!!!!
July 2008, he and USJ13 Ketua Pengawas. The only thing that nvr change is....height*erhem censored* lol jk
Production + Playing Day
Production Day 1:
Date: 20 Aug 08
Time: 8am tp 3pm
Venue: Achiever Edrea Lim's House
I reached LRT station at 7.30am, and because my mom gave my dad the wrong info so my dad turned at the wrong junction. When I say it's wrong, he start scolding me. Fine. I dropped off at the LRT station and walk to her house. I reached there bout...8.10am? See I have a walk for 40 minutes, it's good for health.
The morning is more productive. When Zong Yao reached at 10am, Edrea started to "fat hao" and talk a lot more. Topics included "Is Zong Yao, who seem to be a nicey guy, aggresive? (Especially on bed)", "Zong Yao's leg is hairier than Kai Boon's leg" etc lame topics. More happened that day and I shall not describe further.
Then we had domino's for lunch, while playing PS. xD then we went for squash and badminton.
Picture of the day:
Tan Zong Yao swinging his squash racquet. Pretty cool huh? (You won't say it's cool when you see how he plays, he has the cool pose, but he never hit the ball xD)
Production Day 2:
Date: 21 Aug 08
Time: 10am to 5am
Venue: Achiever Wong Khai Hoe's House
It rained heavily in the morning. And I need to take bus to his house. =.= So in half-wet condition I reached his house about 10.30am. =.=
Started off pretty well, then ran out of ideas on how to draw the bookmarks. (Cause' we don't want to stick to one design too much) Then start crapping.
Production ends at 1.00pm, then we had lunch, and start playing. Jin Yee the kerobob (or rather fish in YE's terms) got beaten by Chicken MD Saw Kai Boon. bwahahaha. but I got beaten by Khai Hoe's brother...=.= (nola because they say going to play ps I cannot concentrate only ma)
Play PS until 5.00pm I was beaten badly. Cause' I nvr have a PS at home so I cannot "train" >.<
Pictures of the day:
Picture 1:
The failed attempt on creating a new design for bookmark. Ended up comparing the snowman with Khai Hoe. (They look alike right? I think my snowman is becoming snoopy f.y.i, Khai Hoe is snoopy in YE's terms)
Picture 2:
He was asking me "Want to have lunch now?" when the photo is captured. Kawaii? or blur? xD
Conclusion:
We can never focus when talking while doing production. Hate to admit it, but B Dog is right. (Not going to disclose this person's real identity, YE should know who is B Dog) But this is the only way to create better relationship. We finished 70%, the leftover are those we don't know what to design and waiting for someone else to design. Production to be continued on Monday and Tuesday (25 Aug and 26 Aug)
Date: 20 Aug 08
Time: 8am tp 3pm
Venue: Achiever Edrea Lim's House
I reached LRT station at 7.30am, and because my mom gave my dad the wrong info so my dad turned at the wrong junction. When I say it's wrong, he start scolding me. Fine. I dropped off at the LRT station and walk to her house. I reached there bout...8.10am? See I have a walk for 40 minutes, it's good for health.
The morning is more productive. When Zong Yao reached at 10am, Edrea started to "fat hao" and talk a lot more. Topics included "Is Zong Yao, who seem to be a nicey guy, aggresive? (Especially on bed)", "Zong Yao's leg is hairier than Kai Boon's leg" etc lame topics. More happened that day and I shall not describe further.
Then we had domino's for lunch, while playing PS. xD then we went for squash and badminton.
Picture of the day:
Tan Zong Yao swinging his squash racquet. Pretty cool huh? (You won't say it's cool when you see how he plays, he has the cool pose, but he never hit the ball xD)
Production Day 2:
Date: 21 Aug 08
Time: 10am to 5am
Venue: Achiever Wong Khai Hoe's House
It rained heavily in the morning. And I need to take bus to his house. =.= So in half-wet condition I reached his house about 10.30am. =.=
Started off pretty well, then ran out of ideas on how to draw the bookmarks. (Cause' we don't want to stick to one design too much) Then start crapping.
Production ends at 1.00pm, then we had lunch, and start playing. Jin Yee the kerobob (or rather fish in YE's terms) got beaten by Chicken MD Saw Kai Boon. bwahahaha. but I got beaten by Khai Hoe's brother...=.= (nola because they say going to play ps I cannot concentrate only ma)
Play PS until 5.00pm I was beaten badly. Cause' I nvr have a PS at home so I cannot "train" >.<
Pictures of the day:
Picture 1:
The failed attempt on creating a new design for bookmark. Ended up comparing the snowman with Khai Hoe. (They look alike right? I think my snowman is becoming snoopy f.y.i, Khai Hoe is snoopy in YE's terms)
Picture 2:
He was asking me "Want to have lunch now?" when the photo is captured. Kawaii? or blur? xD
Conclusion:
We can never focus when talking while doing production. Hate to admit it, but B Dog is right. (Not going to disclose this person's real identity, YE should know who is B Dog) But this is the only way to create better relationship. We finished 70%, the leftover are those we don't know what to design and waiting for someone else to design. Production to be continued on Monday and Tuesday (25 Aug and 26 Aug)
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Gotta Go My Own Way
Study the lyrics. Very emo~ T_T (It's a lot like me)
I gotta say what's in my mind
Something about us
Doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
Is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok...
I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
And I watch them fall every time
Another color turns to gray
And it's just too hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
Gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok...
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
(What about us?)
(What about everything we've been through?)
What about trust?
(You know I never wanted to hurt you)
And what about me?
(What am I supposed to do?)
I gotta leave but I'll miss you
(I'll miss you)
So
I've got to move on and be who I am
(Why do you have to go?)
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
(I'll try to understand)
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
(I want you to stay)
I gotta go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am
(What about us?)
I just don't belong hereI hope you understand
(I'll try to understand)
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away
I gotta say what's in my mind
Something about us
Doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
Is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok...
I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
And I watch them fall every time
Another color turns to gray
And it's just too hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
Gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok...
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
(What about us?)
(What about everything we've been through?)
What about trust?
(You know I never wanted to hurt you)
And what about me?
(What am I supposed to do?)
I gotta leave but I'll miss you
(I'll miss you)
So
I've got to move on and be who I am
(Why do you have to go?)
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
(I'll try to understand)
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
(I want you to stay)
I gotta go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am
(What about us?)
I just don't belong hereI hope you understand
(I'll try to understand)
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away
Monday, August 18, 2008
Resolution
I think I shall stop posting my everyday life here. People are saying I am stabbing, I think this might be the source. I post many emo stuff here.
To those who I offended indirectly, sry, cause I nvr meant to. If I dislike something, I will direct it to his/her/its face.
Posts will be more general from now on. Blog as a place to release stress and emotion for me will be removed from here. *maybe I shall start a private blog*
To those who I offended indirectly, sry, cause I nvr meant to. If I dislike something, I will direct it to his/her/its face.
Posts will be more general from now on. Blog as a place to release stress and emotion for me will be removed from here. *maybe I shall start a private blog*
Annual Dinenr photos
Me and Beng fighting over the guitar!
no la, we good brothers lol.
Me and Lily! Signature pose!
Me and Lily again
Me and Lily emo~ lol
Livia and Zean Shiung the lala.
Discipline group! Ketua sitting!
Aiya we gentlemen, let girls sit.
Guys turn to sit xD
Guys turn to sit xD
Now Disiplin signature stare---serious stare!
This is what girls will do when you cheated them.
Seniors cutting cake
Shin Yee and Bobo
Form5s passing their "torches" to Form4 (it's actually candle)
Me "proposing" becca
And now me "proposing" Hui Yean.
And now me "proposing" Hui Yean.
This is what girls will do when you cheated them.
Seniors cutting cake
Shin Yee and Bobo
Form5s passing their "torches" to Form4 (it's actually candle)
Wai Leem, Why you so Lame one?
Seniors
Sarah very "red"
Food!
More food!
Saliva dripping
Stop tempting me! xD
Yay I finally taller than Kah Lok!
haih, Kah Lok tamak as usual.
This oso lame. lol
Birthday boy and girl
....blowing the candles with birthday...errr....lady? xD
couple look~ =p
Me and James signature lame pose!
sayang~~~Damian, good boy!
Bobo and Shin Yee again. Another pasangan suami isteri. xD
The Form5s are trying so hard to make the teachers dance, but they just don't move an inch!
Damian sobbing? Don't worry his usual acting only
Kah Lok got stabbed! (by drum stick?)
See me cekik Zong Yao!
Julian: STOP PULLING MY HAIR! 
Seniors
More food!
Saliva dripping
Stop tempting me! xD
Yay I finally taller than Kah Lok!
haih, Kah Lok tamak as usual.
This oso lame. lol
Birthday boy and girl
....blowing the candles with birthday...errr....lady? xD
couple look~ =p
Me and James signature lame pose!
sayang~~~Damian, good boy!
Bobo and Shin Yee again. Another pasangan suami isteri. xD
Form4 singing
accompanied by Christine's piano
accompanied by Christine's piano
The Form5s are trying so hard to make the teachers dance, but they just don't move an inch!
Damian sobbing? Don't worry his usual acting only
Kah Lok got stabbed! (by drum stick?)
See me cekik Zong Yao!
Julian: STOP PULLING MY HAIR!
And the picture of the day:
Me and Lie Yang ko
See us be "gay brothers" xD
Thanks for staying with me always thru thick and thin. Brothers 4ever!
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