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lazy to fill in the title, u do it urself la.

these days were busying with YE. what I can say is dissapointed in some ppl. its like they just complain, complain n complain, without doing things. commitment la, they really dun have commitment la. and then some can really ask me freaking hilarious question like, how are you gonna expect us to raed the notice board everyday, it is impossible! hello??? u have ur recess, reading the notice board is dat tough? or should u say u r not bothered to read? means no commitment la. wat else u expect? spoonfeed u till ur class? n say can i call all YE members out every single wednesday n tell u "we r having meeting 2moro at 1.30pm." for god's sake its impossible. if the notice board isn't used, what is it there for?

and then i said 1.30, they turn up 2.00. even those I MENTIONED TO THEM FACE TO FACE. how dissapointing. and then the thing that pissed me is, i set the dateline, they play a fool with me. delayed it, n on meeting tell me haven done. and they say "as the head u didn't push us enough" DO YOU HAVE THE SENSE OF RESPONSIBILITY? IT SHOULD BE DONE LAST WEEK AND UNTIL NOW YOU COULDN'T GIVE ME. hell...and they can blame it on me. fine i will start pushing u like hell. u will regret saying that.

and then these ppl often have this kind of thinking, i am this this this ajk, i do this, i dun do other things. den when another ajk is really busy, they can just like, none of my business. for example, i asked some1 2 go to amcorp to get materials with me 2day. they say, call the purchasing manager to do it la, i mean y u as the managing director should do it urself?

ok, 1st, i am the one that came up with the idea of the prototype, of course i know what materials i need best, even i tell u 1 want this paper that carboard, colour? size? if i can do it why cant i go do it myself, y must we ask other ppl to do it, when ppl is not free? they really have this kind of feeling u know, he is in charge den he do it. wtf? u really want that? for goodness sake, even i ask u to complete ur task u oso cannot finish, if i call u 2 carry out ur OWN RESPONSIBILITY PERFECTLY EVERY SINGLE TIME, CAN YOU DO IT????? it is hell hilarious when this came out FROM A CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE HAVING SUCH A HIGH POSE IN YE. do they know the meaning of teamwork? as human u really dont need help any single time? if you do, ppl will need help too, why cant u help? BESIDES, ITS LAST MINUTE. u cant expect that u tell the purchasing manager i need the materials by saturday on thursday night, and let the purchasing manager to get it done on friday. its ur problem cause u last minute. ppl have things planned on friday how? i seriously no energy to talk 2 these ppl d. I REGRET I DIDN'T TELL PN PHANG THAT THIS GUY CANNOT DO WORK. THIS GUY TALKS WITHOUT HAVING ACTION. but its like, a friend, so shouldn't backstab him in front of teacher. seems like my "generosity" has bring a massive problem for YE.

I seriously hope these guys, yes guys, all complains r from the GUYS, not one, is a lot. I HOPE U THINK BEFORE U TALK, DO YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO COMPLAIN OTHER PPL, DO YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO VOICE UR OPINION ON OTHER PARTICULAR PPL AND TELL THEM WHAT TO DO, WHEN YOU URSELF IS NOT DOING IT AND DOES A POOR JOB?????

and please ppl, think before u promise sumthing, if u cant do it, dun just nod and say okok at the end give ppl nothing, cant do it just say i cant i need more time, not promise everything and dissapoint ppl.

p/s: thanks lily and yee aun for accompanying me to buy the materials, i hope yee aun ur hand is ok after carrying that heavy stuff, and lily sry for making you late for ur tuition for 1 hour. really really sry and thanks a lot. (unlike SOME ppl [promised and din come])